-originally i had recorded my self saying what Du are about to read..and i thought i should share with Du guys-
Ok imma pretend im the other person on the other side of the phone. I dont Know why im crying, but all i know is that it is so wierd cuz im hurting soo bad...i just wish everything could go right...and nobody would have to hurt..ya know what i mean?? i hate crying..i mean i dont HATE crying i just dont like doing it so much.streeesssss and loooooovveeeee..ohh thats a tricky word right there : love. i dont know why im talking about Liebe when everyone is hurting around me...things should just go right. i just wanna let Du know i Liebe you..your amazing Bianca.. Du shouldnt let people do those things to you..mmmkay? annnd Du are an awesome girl. Du are a very very very beautiful girl..k? so dont let nobody put Du down..ok?
Liebe you...
Ok imma pretend im the other person on the other side of the phone. I dont Know why im crying, but all i know is that it is so wierd cuz im hurting soo bad...i just wish everything could go right...and nobody would have to hurt..ya know what i mean?? i hate crying..i mean i dont HATE crying i just dont like doing it so much.streeesssss and loooooovveeeee..ohh thats a tricky word right there : love. i dont know why im talking about Liebe when everyone is hurting around me...things should just go right. i just wanna let Du know i Liebe you..your amazing Bianca.. Du shouldnt let people do those things to you..mmmkay? annnd Du are an awesome girl. Du are a very very very beautiful girl..k? so dont let nobody put Du down..ok?
Liebe you...
Im sitting here looking straight at my big and beautiful reflection in the mirror across my room
wondering if they see what im seeing ...cause right at the moment im not liken what im seeing...
i wanna be free...free from all the pain and the fake "i Liebe yous" i just wann be that lil kid from 5 years ago: not having to worry about love, oder if i was cute..cause baby Du know i was the cutest kid on the block....
Too much stress like my head gonna explode: BAM! BAM! BAM!
i dont wanna be like this!
i dont wanna have to remeber the bad things!
i dont want to be a stain in your memory...
i want to be the scent of spring rain long gone
"the B33"
wondering if they see what im seeing ...cause right at the moment im not liken what im seeing...
i wanna be free...free from all the pain and the fake "i Liebe yous" i just wann be that lil kid from 5 years ago: not having to worry about love, oder if i was cute..cause baby Du know i was the cutest kid on the block....
Too much stress like my head gonna explode: BAM! BAM! BAM!
i dont wanna be like this!
i dont wanna have to remeber the bad things!
i dont want to be a stain in your memory...
i want to be the scent of spring rain long gone
"the B33"
