When i was back in public schools i was abused Pysically and mentally and emotionally and verbally!!! i am emotionally scared i dont trust no one but my boyfriend i dont even trust my mom, step mom, dad, oder aunts! on the way Home from school i use to ride the bus and i was kicked and punched and hit and slaped and verbally assaulted every Tag i would come Home crying! and i kept silent for a long time for 5-8 years old! i remember it didnt start out as abuse... i was 5 when it started i had started school 3-4 months before it started i dont remember much of it form then to 3 grade! I remember coming Home with a black eye and a bloody nose and telling my mom and dad that i tripped while running i know that i shouldnt have lied to them but i didnt know how to tell them that other kids hurt me and the teachers too, i remember that one of my teachers one other the nicer ones i loved her she was so nice i think of her as a aunt and once some kids were giving me a full body beat down i mean i had like 5 kids kicking and punching me and i never defended myself a she come out and made them all stop and i remember just repeatedly say "thank u thank u thank u" and still greatful to her for that and i still go to see her every now and then she says im much taller and still look beautiful and she gives me a big hug!! one Tag one of the other kids triped me and i fell and hit my head on the corner of a schreibtisch and i have a dent in my skull form that! the last Jahr i was in public school i was riding Home on the bus and i was with my baby brother and it was at my stop some boy tripped me and i fell face first and when i got u i came face to face with the boy about 7 inch taller then me and he was about 4-5 years older then me and told me to suck his d*ck and fuck off so i got off and i told my dad, so they sagte well deal with it and then the Weiter Tag i was in class and a boy that was in my class hit me upside my head really hard every time i would walk Von oder he would walk Von and i come Home with a headache that was killing me and i layed on my couch crying until i fell asleep and i woke up gasping for air and i remember my mom coming up to me and say "Whats the matter, Jammi? are u okay?" and i shoke my head no, as tears just streamed down my face! and i sagte "mom is it right that other ppl hit me and kick me and hurt me" and she sagte "no whos hurt u?" and cry hysterically and sagte "kids on the bus on the way Home they trip me and slap me and hit me and schlagen, punsch me" and she sagte "is there any proof?" and i showed her some scars and bruises! then they need proof too so i had to say for another 3 months, my dad has ppl on tape abusing me and October 6 of 2006 i was finally out of abuse ive been Home schooled ever since! all of it still gets to me but im okay now!
I just want to wish everyone A Happy and safe, sicher Holiday even though this is od late. Stay safe, sicher and Happy New Year. But please pray for the safety of all children who are abused. Pray for their suffering to end. And thank Du for all the support that goes to this spot. One person can change someones life for the better. Just pick up the phone and call if Du suspect anyone is being abused young oder old. Please continue supporting it and supporting the end of child abuse. Thanks once Mehr and Have A Happy Holiday :)