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Cal quickly released Lily and jumped to land in front of me and roughly placed his hands on both sides of my face slowly stroking his thumb across my cheek in soothing motions in a feeble attempt to calm me down. I stared at him like my eyes were glued open with superglue and my hands flailed around stupidly trying to find his bracing hands, the only thing that was keeping me standing, my legs wanted to buckle, they were shaking uncontrolably.
"Ava, Ava, Ava," Cal sagte quickly. "Calm down. What's wrong?"
I opened and closed my mouth several times but no breath came out. It was official, everyone...

"Rayner! I know you're in there, now open the door before I get bloody sunburn and-"
Rayner sprinted to the door and swung it open to reveal a beautiful black haired woman standing in the centre holding five plastic bags in each hand and two in her mouth. I sniffed the air and the stench of human blood ran through my nostrils.
"Oh, Du have company! Perhaps I should leave and let Du two finish up?" She placed the bags on the floor and turned to leave.
"No, no," I sagte quickly. I didn't want her to get the wrong idea. "I- we- we-"
Rayner and the woman began laughing.
"I'm kidding, love. I'm...

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There were rounds of blue, yellow, green, red, rosa and purple disco lights which were installed into the roof. I always thought that it would be amazing living here, having a dico effect every single time that Du turned your lights on. Miranda was a very rich and lucky 620 Jahr old. There were white marble pillars which stood behind the entrance to her home, each one now muti- coloured and glowing freakishly, like they were alive! For some reason I couldn't look at them, they sent shivers down my spine. You're losing it, I thought....

It was gorgeous. That was all I could think. Gorgeous, gorgeous, gorgeous. I wanted it. Unfortunately, for me it was not my time.
I opened my mouth to tell her it was beautiful and that she should try it on but only a strangled sound escaped my lips.
"Ava?"
I still couldn't make any noise.
"Aaava?" Ruby extended my first syllable
"It. Is. Gorgeous. Get it!"
Ruby laughed shaking her head, she smiled but she put the dress back. I gestured in the air between her and the dress and a squeaky sound cmae out my throat. Ruby put a hand on my shoulder to calm me down.
"Ava, Ava, please calm down...

Rayner drove us to the Coldbane Court in the cover of darkness. My nerves were shot, long gone, off to Antartica, zoom!
How is it possible for a dead person to be nervous? I'm dead, I'm not supposed to be able to feel ... actually that may all come true tonight.
The Triplets ... I thought and fear covered every inch of my body. They were evil, even Mehr so than Rayner himself. I wasn't even anxious about the court hearing anymore, that was past news, now the Quelle of my fear was The Triplets and their powers.
I never realised how much I liked my skin before hand. I ran my hand over my smooth...

It was the worst sleep I had ever had and that was saying a lot considering I have been on Earth for over three hundred years. I tossed and turned all night getting only a few hours sleep. The suns rays shone against the curtains and my drowsiness was almost unbearable, unfortunately my eyes refused to stay shut. At two am I heard Stella return and plump up the stairs. She woke up Rayner and he yelled at her, I could easily imagine the way his face would sharpen.
"-at two in the morning! I was sleeping and-"
"Oh! Don't Du dare, Rayner! Don't Du freakin' dare!" Stella shreiked. "You were...

I was seated in the back of Rayner's car because he refused to let me sit in the front passenger seat. Stupid, old fashioned, pain in the butt vampire! Rayner had very old Musik playing on the radio and I wished that I could reach the stereo to change the station but I did nt fancy Rayner biting off my hand, literally.
"Where are we going?" I asked for the millionth time.
"I have already told you," Rayner answered angrily. "To my place."
"Where is your place?"
"Planet Earth."
I hate you, I thought. I hated that he treated me like a child, like I was only one hundred years old! It was pathetic!...

Cal quickly released Lily and jumped to land in front of me and roughly placed his hands on both sides of my face slowly stroking his thumb across my cheek in soothing motions in a feeble attempt to calm me down. I stared at him like my eyes were glued open with superglue and my hands flailed around stupidly trying to find his bracing hands, the only thing that was keeping me standing, my legs wanted to buckle, they were shaking uncontrolably.
"Ava, Ava, Ava," Cal sagte quickly. "Calm down. What's wrong?"
I opened and closed my mouth several times but no breath came out. It was official, everyone...

It was silent for a few minutes, between the group- the Musik was pounding in my ears and my brain began to thump against my skull.
"Well, that was enjoyable." Demetri said, he didn't sound sarcastic, almost dull. "If Du will all excuse me, Venus and I have a prior engadgement."
Demetri stalked off towards his girlfriend who was now flirting vigoursely with another vampire. Not that Venus wasn't a loyal girlfriend, according to Demetri -who has had Mehr than his fair share of girlfriends- Venus was the Liebe of his life, but he didn't mind her flirting, she was dead, not blind and she would...

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Sorry this one is pointless, I was getting carried away with the "before" part.


Lily and Cal carried out the conversation most of the way to Miranda's. Maily they chatted about music; Cal tried to persuade Lily that Rock was the ultimate Musik genre to which she constantly replied, "Rubbish. Pop is the best! Rock it's all just men growling down a microphone and Du can't even understand what they're saying!"
"No, Lily. That is heavy metal."
"Same thing. Back me up here Ava!"
I looked up shocked. I didn't...

When I awoke Matt and Lily were seated at the edge of my bed, watching me.
"Argh!" I screamed.
It was not wise for anyone, vampire, animal oder human to annoy me early in the morning.
"What the- why are Du two in here?"
Lily smiled at me while Matt winked and took my hand, in it placing a small peice of paper which I hid from Lily, I didn't want her to get jealous; she was very scary when she became jealous. I slid my hand under the covers and dropped the note on the sheets.
"I came to see if Du would like to come hunting with dear Mattew and I." She sagte with a adequate attempt of sounding...

An Stunde later, Ruby, Matt and Cal came to collect me at the edge of the woods. Each of us with a lumionous glow around our skin; the power of feeding.
I was on the gorund playing with the fallen golden leaves. I smiled at each of them as they came close.
Matt sniffed the air and laughed.
"How was... rabbit, fuchs and... is that crow?"
I growled at him playfully.
"Close." Rabbit, fuchs and owl. I don't like krähe all that much, they taste disgusting, like dirt."
Matt and Cal laughed but Ruby frowned in serious thought. She was far too tense sometimes.
Ruby and Cal held out their hands to help me...

I flew down the stairs and caught Ruby, Matt and Caleb just in time.
"Guys, please wait! I'm hungry!"
I heard Matt and Caleb chuckle.
"Five bucks." Matt muttered.
I landed right in front of him and stared at him accusingly.
"Five bucks fot what?"
You'd think that after living with me for over 300 years that Matt would have learned Von now not to bet on me, I got rather hurt and when oder if, I found out about it, usually someone Lost an arm... oder at the very least, broke a few bones.
"Noth-" Matt began but Caleb cut across him.
"We were betting on whether Du would change your mind and come...

After picking up my journal for about the millionth time today, I finally began Schreiben in my journal about today's exciting and terrifying events.
28 February 2010

Note to self: Get new housemates
Today, is just like every other day. Never see the sunrise but see it set... from behind curtains. I hate being a vampire but not enough to get myself killed. I don't know what to do anymore. I have to admit, there are some perks but mostly disadvantages, I'm over 300 years old and I am still trying to control the lure of human blood, will it ever fade? I doubt it which is was scares me more...

A Vampire, the living dead, the hunter.
That was me and always would be. Never again could I feel the sun on my face, see the light blue of the morning sky, never again be
around civilisation well, at least not without me being a major hazard.
It had been just over three hundred years since I was turned. I'd learned to accept what I was, although I didn't like it. All these humans read Bücher on vampires, watch the shows and yet, still know nothing about us. They are brainwashed to believe that there are lots of us who do want to be good, be human again. They couldn't be Mehr wrong. I've only...

Victoria stepped vorwärts-, nach vorn once and I retaliated.
"Bella, please don't give up. Keep fighting." Edward bellowed in my head.
I can't, I can't, I can't! How can I fight Victoria? Edward, I Liebe you!
Victoria leaped.
"NO!"
"NO, BELLA, NO!" Edward bellowed.
Victoria jumped on me and pinned me to the ground, grasping my elbows with her marble hands.
Edward's growl inside my head was so loud that I struggled to hear Victoria.
"I can't belive how short I need to cut this... either way, it's a mate for a mate right?"
"Edw-!"
Victoria's hand wrapped around my neck cutting of my air supply and my scream.
"Hang on...

" I would like to Run away from You, But If Du din't come and Stop Me, I would Die..!! "

Life may be was Unfair to Me but Alteast it was Slow. As Slow as I'd rather say It was standing Still. Life brought the thing called Liebe to Me.. I was in Liebe and this was the Liebe at first Site, a Feeling Unknown, Unhoped for, Unexpected in so far as it could be a matter of concious awareness. Liebe took the entire possesion of Mine & He understood that this was for life.

I turned back to face Home while My Eyes were still digged in the Note. No One knew where I was. I entered My Room. James was...