i'm glad it's quiet at work so i could put the Weiter one up
Bella's pov
I heard voices but I couldn’t focus who was talking and about what. I wanted to open my eyes but I felt so tired. I tried to listen who the voices where and they started to get Mehr clear to me. I heard Jane and Edward’s voices but about what are they talking about. I listened again even harder and then I could hear it.
“Bella never wanted to lie to Du and her feelings for Du where the same. She lied to us about that she was pretending her Liebe and I knew she was. When she arrived here, she was still the troubled girl but when she met Du I could see Liebe in her eyes, hope. Please don’t give up on her” I recognized jane’s voice
There was no reaction from Edward I think, at least I could hear him say something. I heard footsteps leaving the room and I slowly opened my eyes and saw Edward standing behind the bett looking at the ground.
I closed my eyes again and then opened them back, still slowly. Now I saw him looking at me, the look on his face showed a feeling but I couldn’t tell if it was happy, shocked, surprised oder regret. He walked Weiter to the bett to make sure that he wasn’t dreaming and that I was really awake.
“Bella, you’re awake. I should get a doctor” he sagte in a hurry, ready to leave
“No” I tried to say but I don’t think that was the sound that came out of my mouth. I started to feel pain in my throat but I still didn’t wanted to see a doctor.
“No” I sagte again and this time it sounded allot better.
“Bella, I’m sorry. This is my fault and I’m not going to make another mistake Von not calling a doctor” he sagte firm
“NO” I sagte strong “and this isn’t your fault. I was planning this for a while” I whispered the last sentence almost that nobody could here.
“Why, why were Du planning this.” He asked me in a confused but caring voice.
“I did something stupid in phoenix and I almost killed a woman and almost her kids too” I sagte sad and painful
“Bella...” he started saying but I stopped him. I needed to finish this, I wanted to tell him this for a while.
“I woke up in the hospital, not even remembering what happened till a policeman started to tell me what kind of happened because he didn’t really know either, the only one who did knew was me and I couldn’t remember. My real Dad charlie made a deal with the police Mehr specific the FBI to keep my out of jail.” I sagte still with a sad voice
Edward took a sitz Weiter to me and we both looked at each other and then he grabbed my hand with his cold hands but I didn’t shuckle this time, I loved it when he was holding my hand.
I needed to continue with the story, so I swallowed with allot of difficulty and started again.
“Mark, the chief of the FBI assigned me to this undercover job here in Forks and Jane and Tom became my undercover parents because they were here for allot longer and knew this place well. I have one Jahr left with the FBI before I can be free of there obligations.” I sagte with a little joy in my voice. I looked at him and continued.
“The first time I went to school and the first time I met you, well when we sort of bump to each other on the hallway, well I didn’t know it was Du that I had to keep an eye on but I kinda fell in Liebe with Du from that moment on.” I sagte and looked back at Edward
“how odd” he sagte still looking at me. I was confused Von his answer.
“What’s odd” I asked him curious but he started smiling
“I felt the same thing for Du when I bumped into Du in the hallway” he sagte loveable
“And I screw that up Von lying” I sagte sad looking at the herz monitor.
His hand touched my face and turned it towards his. Making me look straight in his black eyes.
“My feelings never changed for you, not ever” he sagte loveable and then kissed my forehead.
“How can Du still feel the same for me after what I did to you” I sagte in a sagte voice but my eyes were still pointed towards his.
“This wasn’t your idea, it was this Mark guy’s idea and Du had no other chance” he sagte caring
“Maybe but I still agreed to this” I sagte calm
“It still doesn’t change that Du had no other chance” he sagte calm now but suddenly he turned his head towards the door.
“what” I asked concern
“Nothing.” He sagte strong while looking back at me “Bella, I wasn’t completely honest to Du either, I have a secret and I ‘m not supposed to tell anyone about it but I’m dying to tell Du about it” he sagte in such a hurry that I hardly followed what he was saying but I couldn’t answer to him because he wasn’t really asking a question.
Bella's pov
I heard voices but I couldn’t focus who was talking and about what. I wanted to open my eyes but I felt so tired. I tried to listen who the voices where and they started to get Mehr clear to me. I heard Jane and Edward’s voices but about what are they talking about. I listened again even harder and then I could hear it.
“Bella never wanted to lie to Du and her feelings for Du where the same. She lied to us about that she was pretending her Liebe and I knew she was. When she arrived here, she was still the troubled girl but when she met Du I could see Liebe in her eyes, hope. Please don’t give up on her” I recognized jane’s voice
There was no reaction from Edward I think, at least I could hear him say something. I heard footsteps leaving the room and I slowly opened my eyes and saw Edward standing behind the bett looking at the ground.
I closed my eyes again and then opened them back, still slowly. Now I saw him looking at me, the look on his face showed a feeling but I couldn’t tell if it was happy, shocked, surprised oder regret. He walked Weiter to the bett to make sure that he wasn’t dreaming and that I was really awake.
“Bella, you’re awake. I should get a doctor” he sagte in a hurry, ready to leave
“No” I tried to say but I don’t think that was the sound that came out of my mouth. I started to feel pain in my throat but I still didn’t wanted to see a doctor.
“No” I sagte again and this time it sounded allot better.
“Bella, I’m sorry. This is my fault and I’m not going to make another mistake Von not calling a doctor” he sagte firm
“NO” I sagte strong “and this isn’t your fault. I was planning this for a while” I whispered the last sentence almost that nobody could here.
“Why, why were Du planning this.” He asked me in a confused but caring voice.
“I did something stupid in phoenix and I almost killed a woman and almost her kids too” I sagte sad and painful
“Bella...” he started saying but I stopped him. I needed to finish this, I wanted to tell him this for a while.
“I woke up in the hospital, not even remembering what happened till a policeman started to tell me what kind of happened because he didn’t really know either, the only one who did knew was me and I couldn’t remember. My real Dad charlie made a deal with the police Mehr specific the FBI to keep my out of jail.” I sagte still with a sad voice
Edward took a sitz Weiter to me and we both looked at each other and then he grabbed my hand with his cold hands but I didn’t shuckle this time, I loved it when he was holding my hand.
I needed to continue with the story, so I swallowed with allot of difficulty and started again.
“Mark, the chief of the FBI assigned me to this undercover job here in Forks and Jane and Tom became my undercover parents because they were here for allot longer and knew this place well. I have one Jahr left with the FBI before I can be free of there obligations.” I sagte with a little joy in my voice. I looked at him and continued.
“The first time I went to school and the first time I met you, well when we sort of bump to each other on the hallway, well I didn’t know it was Du that I had to keep an eye on but I kinda fell in Liebe with Du from that moment on.” I sagte and looked back at Edward
“how odd” he sagte still looking at me. I was confused Von his answer.
“What’s odd” I asked him curious but he started smiling
“I felt the same thing for Du when I bumped into Du in the hallway” he sagte loveable
“And I screw that up Von lying” I sagte sad looking at the herz monitor.
His hand touched my face and turned it towards his. Making me look straight in his black eyes.
“My feelings never changed for you, not ever” he sagte loveable and then kissed my forehead.
“How can Du still feel the same for me after what I did to you” I sagte in a sagte voice but my eyes were still pointed towards his.
“This wasn’t your idea, it was this Mark guy’s idea and Du had no other chance” he sagte caring
“Maybe but I still agreed to this” I sagte calm
“It still doesn’t change that Du had no other chance” he sagte calm now but suddenly he turned his head towards the door.
“what” I asked concern
“Nothing.” He sagte strong while looking back at me “Bella, I wasn’t completely honest to Du either, I have a secret and I ‘m not supposed to tell anyone about it but I’m dying to tell Du about it” he sagte in such a hurry that I hardly followed what he was saying but I couldn’t answer to him because he wasn’t really asking a question.