Bella's pov
I hide my pills under my matras and grabbed my book ‘Sense and prejudice’ and I started reading. When I turned a page I jumped.
“Edward” I whispered. He was standing in my room. “How did Du get in my room”
“By the window” he sagte calm
I crawled towards him and grabbed his hand but he didn’t budge he just pulled his hand away.
“What’s wrong” I asked him worried
“Do Du really like me oder are Du pretanding so I would like you” he sagte calm
I was confused, how, what was he saying.
“What are Du talking about” I asked him a little upset
“I heard Du and your parents talk before so Du don’t need to lie to me anymore” he sagte again a little angry and upset
“What, how did Du heard, where Du eavesdropping” I asked him
“That doesn’t matter, I trusted you, I loved you, how could Du lie to me like that” he said.
I was even Mehr upset because I really liked him and it wasn’t a lie, I really loved him how could I say it without him thinking I’m lying again.
“I wasn’t lying, I really like you, I Liebe you” I sagte upset.
“I’m sorry this isn’t going to work” he sagte and then left back thro my window.
“Edward wait” I whispered and ran towards the window but I couldn’t see him anymore, so I ran downstairs quietly and went outside but he was gone. I wanted to tell him everything, the accident, my real parents, the reason why I’m hear, the Liebe I’m feeling for him.
I walked back inside slowly and then towards the kitchen. For the first time I was feeling happy and loved and I just ruined it again. I hurt someone that I loved. I could feel my own herz break at this exact moment. I shouldn’t be on this planet I keep ruining peoples life. I started looking everywhere to get something to drink, I didn’t care anymore I looked in the küche doors and there it was in the fridge it was a bottle of whiskey. It was never my taste but It would go easy with pills. It was an easy way to go like this.
I ran upstairs quietly and took the pills from under my mattress. It was still a handful of pills but I didn’t care I took them all with the whiskey and then laid back on the bed.
Slowly everything started to disappear in front of my eyes and the pain, the pain of feeling my herz break was gone, I couldn’t feel any pain anymore. I slowly closed my eyes.
I hide my pills under my matras and grabbed my book ‘Sense and prejudice’ and I started reading. When I turned a page I jumped.
“Edward” I whispered. He was standing in my room. “How did Du get in my room”
“By the window” he sagte calm
I crawled towards him and grabbed his hand but he didn’t budge he just pulled his hand away.
“What’s wrong” I asked him worried
“Do Du really like me oder are Du pretanding so I would like you” he sagte calm
I was confused, how, what was he saying.
“What are Du talking about” I asked him a little upset
“I heard Du and your parents talk before so Du don’t need to lie to me anymore” he sagte again a little angry and upset
“What, how did Du heard, where Du eavesdropping” I asked him
“That doesn’t matter, I trusted you, I loved you, how could Du lie to me like that” he said.
I was even Mehr upset because I really liked him and it wasn’t a lie, I really loved him how could I say it without him thinking I’m lying again.
“I wasn’t lying, I really like you, I Liebe you” I sagte upset.
“I’m sorry this isn’t going to work” he sagte and then left back thro my window.
“Edward wait” I whispered and ran towards the window but I couldn’t see him anymore, so I ran downstairs quietly and went outside but he was gone. I wanted to tell him everything, the accident, my real parents, the reason why I’m hear, the Liebe I’m feeling for him.
I walked back inside slowly and then towards the kitchen. For the first time I was feeling happy and loved and I just ruined it again. I hurt someone that I loved. I could feel my own herz break at this exact moment. I shouldn’t be on this planet I keep ruining peoples life. I started looking everywhere to get something to drink, I didn’t care anymore I looked in the küche doors and there it was in the fridge it was a bottle of whiskey. It was never my taste but It would go easy with pills. It was an easy way to go like this.
I ran upstairs quietly and took the pills from under my mattress. It was still a handful of pills but I didn’t care I took them all with the whiskey and then laid back on the bed.
Slowly everything started to disappear in front of my eyes and the pain, the pain of feeling my herz break was gone, I couldn’t feel any pain anymore. I slowly closed my eyes.