The tears fall hard..
people send her happy cards..
noone is playing the happy violin...
see all her fake grins....
and attempts to learn Christ within....
but nothing satisfies her selfish sins....
everything is turning black....
she feels another anxiety attack.....
feels like people kick her back...
her blood is turning black...
the Mehr she cries ....
the Mehr she dies...
the Mehr she fades away....
nothing pays ....
she is mentally hurt...
finally hit the dirt....
of crying tears...
and gegeben in all her fears...
what will bring back...?
as she is bleeding black....