I wish I was free of this curse
Things just couldn't get worse
I wish people would let me forget
All the many things I regret
Tears fall down my face
When I'm reminded that I'm a disgrace
I remember the stares I got
When I threw fits a lot
Even now that I'm better
I feel like I'm in fetters
My past will follow me forever
When people taunt me about it I say "Whatever"
But my herz will hurt so much it was ache
I wish they would give me a break
Until the Tag I'm driven off in a leichenwagen
I will always have autism, my curse
Things just couldn't get worse
I wish people would let me forget
All the many things I regret
Tears fall down my face
When I'm reminded that I'm a disgrace
I remember the stares I got
When I threw fits a lot
Even now that I'm better
I feel like I'm in fetters
My past will follow me forever
When people taunt me about it I say "Whatever"
But my herz will hurt so much it was ache
I wish they would give me a break
Until the Tag I'm driven off in a leichenwagen
I will always have autism, my curse
Du feed your soul with pain,
reviving some old wounds,
old memories that should have
been buried somewhere
where Du would never find them.
But memories have found you,
living inside your head,
hiding in your tears.
The road of happiness
seems so distant to your view,
tho Du still seek for these days,
the days of change.
Misery is smiling to your face,
and you're looking straight into it,
thinking, seeking for the answers
that eat your soul.
Du might not meet the happiness
in this life and that's your scar,
that's your misfortune,
the tear you're hiding.
Du live like a shadow,
inhaling the dust of your
time, knowing that all good
things are bypassing you,
thus your life is just a dust
in the air.
The road of happiness
seems so distant to your view,
tho Du still seek for these days,
the days of change.
your days will be different,
welcome to where your soul
will be filled Von happiness.
But, days like these
live only in your eyes,
like a dream, like a wish,
and the shine inside your
eyes makes the dream
valuable.
Every Tag Du wake up
knowing that life did
nothing for you,
and yet, Du did nothing
for yourself.
Some dreams just
can not become true
and knowing it
your life becomes pointless,
that glow inside your eyes
is fading slowly,
and Du are no longer alive,
reality has crumbled on you.
Du live like a shadow,
as if your footsteps are
all that is left,
and your herz is as empty as
your eyes.
Your life is fading along with
your forgotten dreams.
Some dreams are not meant
to be achieved.
are honest and deep,
Du don't fear.
Du speak the truth
without fear,
even though Du
might be hurt.
Truth is good
when there is
someone who
will listen.
Lies are for cowards,
people with disguise,
Du decide who Du are.
Speak the truth
even when Du doubt
that your words
might be twisted
Von those who hear not!
Their laughter echo
in your mind,
Du decide who Du are.
Honesty is all yours,
wipe your tears out,
the laughter will
never stop,
for that's who they are,
and this is you,
remember, this is you.
He takes my soul away
Von night and day.
I fall with the wind
he makes an evil grin.
Our lips touch
but not that much.
Stars fall
its realy Engel of all.
Our ribbon keeps us together
and forever.
I fade away
only Von day.
We fall in love
like a dove.
He licks my face
thats the only place.
He has red in his eyes
but no one dies.
He heals me when he gives me pain
but its always ok.
We always hug
Mehr than a dove.
He kisses my neck
then he checks.
He brings me pain
it was to claim.
We both are soul
and we set our goals.
I have him
hes not dim.
I have his love
he has a dove.
Im in his chain
i do not blame.
I suffer more
he thinks i adore.
Im his slave
Von night and day.
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Von night and day.
I fall with the wind
he makes an evil grin.
Our lips touch
but not that much.
Stars fall
its realy Engel of all.
Our ribbon keeps us together
and forever.
I fade away
only Von day.
We fall in love
like a dove.
He licks my face
thats the only place.
He has red in his eyes
but no one dies.
He heals me when he gives me pain
but its always ok.
We always hug
Mehr than a dove.
He kisses my neck
then he checks.
He brings me pain
it was to claim.
We both are soul
and we set our goals.
I have him
hes not dim.
I have his love
he has a dove.
Im in his chain
i do not blame.
I suffer more
he thinks i adore.
Im his slave
Von night and day.
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Forget about the air,
Forget about her,
Forget about him,
Forget about life,
Forget about tonight,
Forget about tomorrow,
Forget about the ones Du loved,
Forget about the ones that loved you,
Forget about you,
Forget about me,
Forget about the lies,
Forget about the cries,
Forget about the ones Du hurt,
Forget about the ones that Du hurt,
Forget about where Du belong,
Forget about everyone,
Forget about everything,
And never turn back.
i cry all night
scream with fright
cause my monster is ready to come out and in to my life
the nightmare has just begone
know one will live through the night
people will run but they will not be able to hide
i look at myself turning into it
i see the claws
i walk up to the streets scaring people to death
they run and scream but i tell them its me whats so scary about me
they say who is this monster whose the monster what happend to the person
they run in fear screaming crying holding there Babys screaming out the door
please dont go i saw my Friends and family leave for that will be thee end of me this is what i think of me.
scream with fright
cause my monster is ready to come out and in to my life
the nightmare has just begone
know one will live through the night
people will run but they will not be able to hide
i look at myself turning into it
i see the claws
i walk up to the streets scaring people to death
they run and scream but i tell them its me whats so scary about me
they say who is this monster whose the monster what happend to the person
they run in fear screaming crying holding there Babys screaming out the door
please dont go i saw my Friends and family leave for that will be thee end of me this is what i think of me.
He makes lies
and she dies.
He kissed her
then theirs a blur.
His demons come
but hes dumb.
He kills men
and tells in pen.
He makes Liebe
and kills a dove.
He takes souls
and put them in bowls.
The dead comes to life
the women cry.
The night
has a might.
He is deadly
and not healthy.
He turns women to angels
then to slaves
that is not okay.
He makes a disease
but shall not please.
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and she dies.
He kissed her
then theirs a blur.
His demons come
but hes dumb.
He kills men
and tells in pen.
He makes Liebe
and kills a dove.
He takes souls
and put them in bowls.
The dead comes to life
the women cry.
The night
has a might.
He is deadly
and not healthy.
He turns women to angels
then to slaves
that is not okay.
He makes a disease
but shall not please.
THIS POEM IS DONE
BUT I WILL STILL MAKE A TON.
THANK YOU
ADD ME AS A Fan (FRIEND) AGAIN THANK Du :-).
cover reflection of sadness
skilfully.
Some people will not.
Some people will
grab the pillow
shedding tears
where no one will see
the sadness that
wraps their hearts.
Some people want
a hug,
one long, friendly hug,
just to make the pain go away,
at least for a moment.
That moment will last
so long and will wipe
at least one tear,
that moment will not
go away.
Friends,
the ones who will
always be there for us,
the ones who will Liebe us
for who we are,
they are our brightest stars,
our hope and luck.
They shine inside our eyes,
they are here when our
hearts are broken,
they are here to make sadness
go away,
they are here for us,
they are here,
our brightest stars.
~ To my dear friends:
Koki, Osiris, Sylvie, Ana and many other
princesses that deserve to be part of my life.
Du are my brightest stars. ~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
flown like birds
Now I can Feel u here
even I can Saw u again,,your smile..your Laughs
I Know u see me now,,,feel me?
We Tied up together then,,,
Missing u like Breathing
Hugs u like sleeping
Seeing u gone away far from me...
just like grabbing a flying Kite
I Can see u still..even far..
but the Mehr I make u Closer,,the Mehr I have to struggle with the winds
with my Tears,,,With reality
Im Afraid,,
Afraid Of Loosing u like this..
afraid If I Can't Feel u again,,
Afraid when,,
u decide ur self to leave..
because,
even We tied up together..
No one Can jailed a Heart
When That Time Comes,,,
I Will Set The drachen, kite Free..
Flown,,Far,,,High
once seen in your eyes,
now it fades
along with the glow
of your hope.
Du are a dreamer,
and this world we live in
can be so cruel to our dreams.
Although, our will
still lives inside,
fighting for something
better, something
that will change our lives.
We despise their lies,
words which they will
never understand,
for their hearts are empty,
inside their eyes Du see
nothing but betrayal.
We have something
they will never have,
even though our dreams
are almost smothered,
our thoughts will live
through the words,
as our dreams will shine
inside our eyes.
Each Tag I live, the pain consumes
What little sanity I have bloomed
Like walking in a wolke of fog
Falling down, sinking into smog
Life just seems grim
I think on a whim
Interest Lost in everything I do
But what a life, who really knew?
Depressed to a fault, that all I see
Death just seems like the only way for me
A waste of time, I feel I am
But that's its nature, a full mind jam
I try and try to ease the pain
A fallen effort with no gain
Thoughts begin to eat away
Makes me want to end it today
Uncomfortable around others for the way I feel
I pray and wish this all wasn't real
Life just seems Mehr like a prison
Caged, alone, an abomination risen
No one could ever understand
Why I would want my death sooner than planned
Its not something I want for me
But to end my suffering this is what has to be
So I write this all as I fall from grace
Down to this place, some barren waste
I know not how much longer I will last
But all I can do, is pray that this will just pass.
What little sanity I have bloomed
Like walking in a wolke of fog
Falling down, sinking into smog
Life just seems grim
I think on a whim
Interest Lost in everything I do
But what a life, who really knew?
Depressed to a fault, that all I see
Death just seems like the only way for me
A waste of time, I feel I am
But that's its nature, a full mind jam
I try and try to ease the pain
A fallen effort with no gain
Thoughts begin to eat away
Makes me want to end it today
Uncomfortable around others for the way I feel
I pray and wish this all wasn't real
Life just seems Mehr like a prison
Caged, alone, an abomination risen
No one could ever understand
Why I would want my death sooner than planned
Its not something I want for me
But to end my suffering this is what has to be
So I write this all as I fall from grace
Down to this place, some barren waste
I know not how much longer I will last
But all I can do, is pray that this will just pass.