My strenghthen will be for-
ever transparent into the
elegant ambitions that isn't
pretending to describe.
But i live inside a deeper
atmosphere that gives
me the patience that i need
to be this person that the world
wants me to be,
My transparent experience
will soon release the chaos
that seems to be standing
right in front of me as we
speak.
I've tried to acknowledge
every-captured moment
that makes my trans-
parent experince what it
is today.
Please let this claiming
innocence be the thing
that will guide me away
from every-thing that
isn't what it needs to
be,
Please let me face my
chronicles of hope with
the admiration to let my
transparent experiences
die away from me and
who i want to be for Du
and for every-one who is
around Du now.
(c)
2012
erie morgan
ever transparent into the
elegant ambitions that isn't
pretending to describe.
But i live inside a deeper
atmosphere that gives
me the patience that i need
to be this person that the world
wants me to be,
My transparent experience
will soon release the chaos
that seems to be standing
right in front of me as we
speak.
I've tried to acknowledge
every-captured moment
that makes my trans-
parent experince what it
is today.
Please let this claiming
innocence be the thing
that will guide me away
from every-thing that
isn't what it needs to
be,
Please let me face my
chronicles of hope with
the admiration to let my
transparent experiences
die away from me and
who i want to be for Du
and for every-one who is
around Du now.
(c)
2012
erie morgan
my best-est one,
You're my bestie,
someone who makes school fun.
You're my bestie
no matter how far apart,
You're my bestie,
and always in my heart.
You're my bestie,
the best I've ever had,
You're my bestie,
the only one who cheers me up when I'm sad.
You're my bestie,
and only one who knows what to do,
You're my bestie,
and I Liebe you,...........
because...............
You're my bestie,
the only one who made me see
that you're my bestie,
the best that can be!
and I see all my memories,
everything I've done,
all the things I tried to forget,
All my world faults,
everything I did wrong,
all those I hurt,
all the dreams I destroyed,
and all the terrible things I said,
My world fades away,
and all that's left,
is my terrible life,
the forest of everything I did wrong,
the dark, dark forest,
Wake up!
The devil shows Du the bad things,
but the Lord shows Du all the good things,
He forgives the bad,
forgets it,
and never mentions it,
He shows Du the good thing,
the beautiful field,
full of flowers,
bright and perfect,
My world fade away,
and all that is left,
is the beauty of the Lord.
The girls screams but all their is is silence.
She sheds tears but her face is not moist.
She speaks but there are no words to be heard.
This girl, only in her mind she ever screamed for this, there was no sound. Only in her mind did she cry for this, tears did not moisten her face. And for this words where never herd. She is scared of exspression. She is scared to stand out and is scared of judgment. Becuase of this her world will be of muteness there will be no sun no moon only a gray, a gray nothingness in a line of other people all have no faces for they to are scared of being diffrent and they all to live in gray nothingness.
The girl who is scared will live in the world of gray until her scream is herd and her face feels tears.
She sheds tears but her face is not moist.
She speaks but there are no words to be heard.
This girl, only in her mind she ever screamed for this, there was no sound. Only in her mind did she cry for this, tears did not moisten her face. And for this words where never herd. She is scared of exspression. She is scared to stand out and is scared of judgment. Becuase of this her world will be of muteness there will be no sun no moon only a gray, a gray nothingness in a line of other people all have no faces for they to are scared of being diffrent and they all to live in gray nothingness.
The girl who is scared will live in the world of gray until her scream is herd and her face feels tears.
Inside the darkness of my tortured mind
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living Von the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my bitter existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living Von the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my bitter existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
if the Liebe of your life died,
what would Du do if they died a terrible death,
would Du get revenge,
would Du hate everyone,
would Du become a murderer in return,
would Du cry your life away,
oder would Du take your life away?
What would Du do,
if your best friend committed suicide,
what would Du do if they died terribly,
would Du laugh because no tears will come,
would Du cry until it is all over,
would Du do the same,
would Du run away,
oder would Du just throw it all away?
What would Du do,
if Du were hit Von a car,
what would Du do if Du were dying,
would Du feel sorry for yourself,
would Du cry until the end,
would Du remember everything Du have ever done,
would Du call your mom,
oder would Du hate the person until your life has gone away?
What would Du do,
when everything ends for Du oder a friend?
What would Du do?