All humanity lost.
Your social line crossed.
Within yourself a burning pain.
It feels as if Du are going insane.

Your mind gone.
All feelings withdrawn.
Trapped within yourself.
Du no longer crave wealth.

Perhaps a blessing in desgise.
Du no longer have to see through your already blind eyes.
You've been lied to your whole life.
Now your only escape is through that blood stained knife.

Now all that pain is leaving you.
Your mind refuses to accept what Du are going through.
Du begin to take your pain out on others.
Du forget those who Du once knew as sisters and brothers.

Du are now trapped inside the shell of what was once you.
Du don't even know whose eyes you're looking through.
Now Du are too far in.
you'll never remember those Du Liebe again.

Shadows ---(this poem is about suicide but does not describe me personally)


My mind is in shadows
Its reaching into my conscienceness, disturbing my peace

It goes deeper, penetrating my delicate core
My herz is sore...dormant misery is now born

I am becoming a monster...a creature of dread
Life is hanging Von a thread...with one break and I will be dead

What can save me from this fate?
I fall to my knees with a desperate cry

"Save me from myself before I destroy my precious life!"
On the brink of the end the sky breaks open and the brightest white light shines into my eyes

As it shines into my mind and into my soul the shadow of misery is burned away

I hear a whisper..."Come to me in your time of darkness and I shall bring Du back from the dead..."

One of the first poems I've ever wrote. Its also kinda short but I don't think that matters.
Hope some people like it, if not be kind with the comments.

Rain Spirit

Dark clouds are drifting into the horizon like a dark mist under the sun...

As the first Spring rain shimmers down the creatures of the forest come alive...dancing and Singen with joy...birds of all Farben fly through the sky...
Their feathers shimmering through the crystals of rain...

Deer frolic through the meadows with their ever playful fawns...

They are in no danger here for the Great Spirit watches over all living things...
Every bird sings and every wolf howls and if Du listen even the Rain sings a loving song...
The Tears of the Rain Spirit...

your my sunshine
on a foggy Tag
the only thing that lights my way
the happiness inside my head
when the Tag is bad
and I wish i'm dead
your the diamonds i always wish for
the Liebe of my life
and so much Mehr
the funnest person I ever knew
when i am alone
I dream of Du
Du are my bree
Du are my happiness
Du are all I see
Du keep me alive
Du keep me going
Du are my drive
your a song i always sing
the beat that keeps me dancing
what makes my ears ring
Du are my best friend i do not know
Du are my motavation
will I ever give Du up!No!
Du are that thing I see
when the room is dark
and its only me
Du are my life
the thing i Liebe
I wish Du were my wife
I Liebe Du so much bree
so dahling
will Du marry me

Where are Du at this moment
Only in my dreams
You're missing, but you're always
a heartbeat from me

I'm Lost now without Du
I don't know where Du are
I keep watching
I keep hoping
but time keeps us apart
Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring Du back home?

Winter lies before me
Now you're so far away
In the darkness of my dreaming
The light of Du will stay

If I could be close beside Du
If I could be where Du are
If I could reach out and touch Du
And bring Du back Home

Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring Du back home?

To me...

* * * * * * * * * *
LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9

Slowly I shine like a
dime over time
but if i speak the truth, it will be a crime
and if Du are feeling my rhymes than it would vanish like dust and my words would Bewegen faster
than the rush and im tired of people
creeping up i feel that i had enough of life and stress.

I speak these words so that i could get this pain off my cheast.


I speak these words so that it could get the pain
off everybody cheast.

This is for the people who have stress everyday.

stress & pain

the ocean. majestic. frightening.
timeless master of the treasures it buries and of the destiny of all the life it protects and massacres in its chaos.
the sand. dust of times.
discreet accomplice of silent births and deaths of billions of shells and skeletons.
the sun and its moon. lascivious in their clouds and their aurora borealis.
the rocks. the indestructible soldiers. the guardian angels.
me. am one of them. joined the band. so much isolating and yet comforting,
the sky may spit it its poison, whip it and tear it all up of its anger,
it’s always there, proud to be strong, faithful and true.
this is where it all began, where it’s being loved, where it hurts and where it will die.

LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9

Hands at the two and nine
Behind a wheel for almost four

Road stretched, not looking back
Behind her eyes

Leaving the trouble
Forgetting the noise

Regretting nothing
In her mind

She still aware of the risk
Having been broken all the time

The wish is still warm
Like the west

Ahead is her world
Waiting to be traced

Not only just summoned
But sugar kissed

Sailing on waves of black
Toward a sign of new

Never Mehr in cold
Towards sun drenched solace

She hopes
After even frailness

Not wanting to be broken
In Sac Town

Her Will and will waits

TM

Maybe Du are young
Maybe Du are old
Maybe Du are deaf
Maybe Du are dumb(not having the ability to speak.
Maybe Du think people are over caring
Maybe Du think people dont care enough
Maybe Du feel brokenhearted
Maybe Du are the one that gave the broken heart
Maybe Du feel left out of everything
Maybe Du want to just get away from it all

I can look inside of Du and see how Du feel and Du can not look insde of me.
But one thing I do know is that these ten maybe's are ten reasons why Du oder I can make a difference, and why MAYBE can make a difference to.