These poems (not written Von me) are dedicared to my best Friends who I missed very badly.
1. When your look at me I look like nothing is bothering me but once Du look away and I look at Du a tear slowly comes rolling down my cheek and I whisper: I miss you....
2. I miss Du when something really good happens, because Du are the one I want to share it with. I miss Du when something is troubling me, because Du are the one who understands me so well. I miss Du when I laugh & cry because I know that Du are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss Du all the time, but I miss Du most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those were some of the best times of my life.
3. I miss your smile but I miss my own even more.
4. When I miss you, I re-read our old conversations and smile like an idiot.
5. I miss talking to you. It's like we have endless topic of anything and everything and I miss that. I miss talking to someone who gets me.
1. When your look at me I look like nothing is bothering me but once Du look away and I look at Du a tear slowly comes rolling down my cheek and I whisper: I miss you....
2. I miss Du when something really good happens, because Du are the one I want to share it with. I miss Du when something is troubling me, because Du are the one who understands me so well. I miss Du when I laugh & cry because I know that Du are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss Du all the time, but I miss Du most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those were some of the best times of my life.
3. I miss your smile but I miss my own even more.
4. When I miss you, I re-read our old conversations and smile like an idiot.
5. I miss talking to you. It's like we have endless topic of anything and everything and I miss that. I miss talking to someone who gets me.
Inside the darkness of my tortured mind
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living Von the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my bitter existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living Von the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my bitter existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
I was cryin' just to get you Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you
if the Liebe of your life died,
what would Du do if they died a terrible death,
would Du get revenge,
would Du hate everyone,
would Du become a murderer in return,
would Du cry your life away,
oder would Du take your life away?
What would Du do,
if your best friend committed suicide,
what would Du do if they died terribly,
would Du laugh because no tears will come,
would Du cry until it is all over,
would Du do the same,
would Du run away,
oder would Du just throw it all away?
What would Du do,
if Du were hit Von a car,
what would Du do if Du were dying,
would Du feel sorry for yourself,
would Du cry until the end,
would Du remember everything Du have ever done,
would Du call your mom,
oder would Du hate the person until your life has gone away?
What would Du do,
when everything ends for Du oder a friend?
What would Du do?
I was cryin' when I met you Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Here is another poem. It is a bit dark but the truth is always darker than it seems.
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My herz is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen Von the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am Lost in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to schlucken me forever
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My herz is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen Von the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am Lost in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to schlucken me forever
There are times when our loss makes us to feel happy
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if herz is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with Liebe that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if herz is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with Liebe that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
Dedicated to a friend of mine, may he and his family and everyone who knew him know that he now is with God
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Only knew Du for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
Du always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
Du always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
Du just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew Du would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
Du and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
Du ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never sagte goodbye
I wish i could of sagte goodbye
For Du are here
No more
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In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss Du and Du will never be forgotten
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Only knew Du for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
Du always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
Du always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
Du just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew Du would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
Du and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
Du ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never sagte goodbye
I wish i could of sagte goodbye
For Du are here
No more
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In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss Du and Du will never be forgotten
When I talk to my Friends I pretend I am standing on the wings
of a flying plane. I cannot be trusted to tell them how I am.
oder if I am falling to earth weighing less
than a dozen roses. Sometimes I dream they have broken up
with their Liebhaber and are carrying Essen to my house.
When I open the mailbox I hear their voices
like the long upward-winding curve of a train whistle
passing through the tall grasses and ferns
after the train has passed. I never get ahead of their shadows.
I embrace them in front of moving cars. I keep them away
from my miseries because to say I am miserable is to say I am like them.
—Jason Shinder
of a flying plane. I cannot be trusted to tell them how I am.
oder if I am falling to earth weighing less
than a dozen roses. Sometimes I dream they have broken up
with their Liebhaber and are carrying Essen to my house.
When I open the mailbox I hear their voices
like the long upward-winding curve of a train whistle
passing through the tall grasses and ferns
after the train has passed. I never get ahead of their shadows.
I embrace them in front of moving cars. I keep them away
from my miseries because to say I am miserable is to say I am like them.
—Jason Shinder
