a little sad fic for matt.

Mello had always been your best friend.

The only one to see Du cry, the first to make Du smile when Du arrived, the only one to welcome Du as a friend.

He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights

The one who knew what Du feared,

What made Du laugh,

And what made Du hurt.

The one person that actually cared for Du and Du cared for him.

Like brothers, just closer.

And now that hes gone, you're breaking.

Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.

Du blame yourself.

If Du hadn't Lost your temper, if Du had just listened to what he was going to say, Du would be with him where ever he is.

Du know Du cant live without him.

The one Du grew to know, like and maybe even love?

A single tear falls from those smaragd green eyes.

The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave Du alone.

He wasn't usually a liar.

But where is he now?

You're alone.

Again.

Something he promised would never happen.

Du cant take it much more, as Du stand on the balcony.

A faint smile appears through the tears as Du remember the Tag he demanded the oben, nach oben appartment.

It soon fades though.

Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.

With another sigh Du give up.

Just another step and its over.

Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.

Du curse the fact he brought Du to do this.

Du hit the sent button on your phone.

The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.

I will always Liebe you.

Always.

xxxxx'

Knowing he wont read it, why would he?

Du do it.

Taking a last breath.

Taking a last step.

You.

Say.

Goodbye.