i realize that i am alone.
oder so i think
they say they help me
some of them do
others don't
Thinking about the day
Du met them
that feeling of security
is still there
just its a tighter pull
The best kind of Friends
are always there
no matter what
Realization kicks in
i know that they care about me
i can't help but be mad
that they are being
very protective of me
is it because i am young?
because i have no experience
because i am ignorant
oder because i am dumb enough to make the same mistake twice.
oder even 4 oder 5 times
they were there
they will always be there
and now i know it
They will always be there
its the best
to have the best Friends in the world
cherrish all that they give to you
repect them
because that is what i do now.
if u dnt like my Schreiben then why the hell are u Lesen this?
Dying on the inside
Screaming my head off every night doesn't help
i don't cry anymore, i can't cry anymore
The pain.. it never leaves burning at the stitches on my once whole heart
Burning
waiting for those last few stitches to burn off completely
Burning Burning Burning
My eyes are red & burning from the tears that just won't come
I can't cry, i won't cry
the blood that runs through
my veins once again
runs down my arm
leaving behind my story,
un shed tears, and blood
I don't have much longer to live
I will sit and wait
until my Tag comes
red eyes and red arms
awaiting that Tag to just come
I shall not fear death for
my time will come
and i will FINALLY
be at peace with everything and everyone
Dying on the inside
Screaming my head off every night doesn't help
i don't cry anymore, i can't cry anymore
The pain.. it never leaves burning at the stitches on my once whole heart
Burning
waiting for those last few stitches to burn off completely
Burning Burning Burning
My eyes are red & burning from the tears that just won't come
I can't cry, i won't cry
the blood that runs through
my veins once again
runs down my arm
leaving behind my story,
un shed tears, and blood
I don't have much longer to live
I will sit and wait
until my Tag comes
red eyes and red arms
awaiting that Tag to just come
I shall not fear death for
my time will come
and i will FINALLY
be at peace with everything and everyone
how could Du say we're bffs
and now your an arsch who
would pick her over me
i always was loyal to u
as afriend
and Du pick that hündin ova my
i pay for your moves we
under stand each other
better
but that hündin knew Du
long so i got the boot
and now your happy
with your old bff
and now i have no sholder to
lean on i guess ill alway
be lonely i hate my choise of
bffs y try any Mehr
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
fuckem all fuck the world
thats my story i hat my bff
so now im searching for a new
bff ahhhhhhhhh
new bff need
and now your an arsch who
would pick her over me
i always was loyal to u
as afriend
and Du pick that hündin ova my
i pay for your moves we
under stand each other
better
but that hündin knew Du
long so i got the boot
and now your happy
with your old bff
and now i have no sholder to
lean on i guess ill alway
be lonely i hate my choise of
bffs y try any Mehr
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
fuckem all fuck the world
thats my story i hat my bff
so now im searching for a new
bff ahhhhhhhhh
new bff need
I would go to the ends of the Earth for you
My love
My heart
My life
My Martha
No one else can have Du but me
me and only me
Sure Du don't want me
but i want Du
forever and ever
My Martha...I Liebe You
Du are my reason to
wake up every morning
and to go to school
and to cheerleading practice
When i see Du
all the dark, bad, Bilder
and clouds and thoughts go away
But once Du leave those
clouds and thoughts and images
come right back to me
They haunt me everyday
every Sekunde of my life.
I will Liebe Du forever and always
To Du I mean another "stalker"
but remember I was your first
and will always be at the
oben, nach oben of Du "stalker list"
As long as i am on the oben, nach oben of that list
i will be your friend. but
still
I Liebe YOU!!
My love
My heart
My life
My Martha
No one else can have Du but me
me and only me
Sure Du don't want me
but i want Du
forever and ever
My Martha...I Liebe You
Du are my reason to
wake up every morning
and to go to school
and to cheerleading practice
When i see Du
all the dark, bad, Bilder
and clouds and thoughts go away
But once Du leave those
clouds and thoughts and images
come right back to me
They haunt me everyday
every Sekunde of my life.
I will Liebe Du forever and always
To Du I mean another "stalker"
but remember I was your first
and will always be at the
oben, nach oben of Du "stalker list"
As long as i am on the oben, nach oben of that list
i will be your friend. but
still
I Liebe YOU!!
why laugh at my anger why get angery at my happenese why have emotions if u can
never express ur self
why try to fit in when they laugh at u
why? why? why? try any Mehr than
being myself because myself is not good
enough for my sick twiced world
where your brother take a hoes side
over his sisters and when your happy with your Liebe ones it gone in 1 Sekunde and your the
one who loves themthe most but
your just the smart youngest sister that
ever one hates
in my world guy like u and your best Friends but he to scard to ask uout and Du open your big mouthand mess it
all so go head laugh at my anger
get angery at my happiness i don't care any Mehr just want to die in peace and haooiness
so il put up with it go head laugh.
never express ur self
why try to fit in when they laugh at u
why? why? why? try any Mehr than
being myself because myself is not good
enough for my sick twiced world
where your brother take a hoes side
over his sisters and when your happy with your Liebe ones it gone in 1 Sekunde and your the
one who loves themthe most but
your just the smart youngest sister that
ever one hates
in my world guy like u and your best Friends but he to scard to ask uout and Du open your big mouthand mess it
all so go head laugh at my anger
get angery at my happiness i don't care any Mehr just want to die in peace and haooiness
so il put up with it go head laugh.
Sometimes I think of the goodtimes of memories
and say Du know Im lucky.I mean like think about it the good is what makes Du in a great healthy way ,heck without happyness...We would be like heartless people.I got good friends,nice home,food,clothe and more.also think enjoy the life before your an adult I mean I'm 11 Im enjoying. So even if this doesn't make sence Im just happy Im makeing it!So don't worry be happy now, and be your cheerful person!
Without us the world would be nothing without are happyness.so be happy and enjoy!
and say Du know Im lucky.I mean like think about it the good is what makes Du in a great healthy way ,heck without happyness...We would be like heartless people.I got good friends,nice home,food,clothe and more.also think enjoy the life before your an adult I mean I'm 11 Im enjoying. So even if this doesn't make sence Im just happy Im makeing it!So don't worry be happy now, and be your cheerful person!
Without us the world would be nothing without are happyness.so be happy and enjoy!
Its like Du just ran out of life and Du can't get anymore back.You look out the window and say Du don't live forever its a small period of life in you.Take your worries and thrown them back...No don't it will come back somehow.The world is just not always fair so...be happy while it lasts,because your life is not so good.
But.....maybe there are some good...at least... its like the weight of your life when its good your happy when sad your as dead as a heartless..I don't see why we do all this.It makes Mehr problems as are life ocntinues.
But.....maybe there are some good...at least... its like the weight of your life when its good your happy when sad your as dead as a heartless..I don't see why we do all this.It makes Mehr problems as are life ocntinues.
who needs guys they only like u for ur looks
and once Du lose them to him
ur his usely old ex girlfriend
and now your bff is dating him
and he likes he better
and now u want to go sico hündin on that
b but u stay calm and just let them have there fun until she rubbin it in your face
then u go sico hündin on that fool
and once Du had your fun betting
the shit out of your friend
u laugh at her but he takes her side
and here we go again untilyour bff gets a new
bff and he falls for her and now iyous want to go sico hündin on her but youlet your ex bff
better her up and Du Bewegen onto
the Weiter stück, hunk Du can find
my Liebe life mito
guys are like a bus Du miss one another onecomes
and if its late at nite Du hop on any thing Du can get LOL by:gabrielle c.
and once Du lose them to him
ur his usely old ex girlfriend
and now your bff is dating him
and he likes he better
and now u want to go sico hündin on that
b but u stay calm and just let them have there fun until she rubbin it in your face
then u go sico hündin on that fool
and once Du had your fun betting
the shit out of your friend
u laugh at her but he takes her side
and here we go again untilyour bff gets a new
bff and he falls for her and now iyous want to go sico hündin on her but youlet your ex bff
better her up and Du Bewegen onto
the Weiter stück, hunk Du can find
my Liebe life mito
guys are like a bus Du miss one another onecomes
and if its late at nite Du hop on any thing Du can get LOL by:gabrielle c.