I've got a new disease in me,
I've got a friend that's losing sleep,
I take it hard, it's hard to take,
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake.
One Mehr confession, discretion's not what I need to sell,
I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself
And now that's just how I tell I'm wide awake
I'll wreck this if I have to tell me what good would
That do I'll wreck this if I have to

Du get separated, somebody's gone,
And I don't know how this is wrong,
I'm so frustrated, falling behind,
Du were a friend of mine.
I'd be so good to you,
Because they don't know Du like I do

There's a difference from me to them,
And the road Home is paved in star, sterne fuckers requiem,
I can never go, go back Home again,
Acadia is gone

All my indecision, all of my excess,
Don't Du ever tell me I'm not loving Du best,
I just need a minute, I just need a breath,
It gets very hard to drink to my continued success
Slow down, it's better in the worst way,
It's getting better in the worst way

So here's another day, I'll spend away from you,
Another night I'm on another broken avenue,
Trading in who I've been for shiny celebrity skin
I like to push until my luck is over
I wonder what you're doing,
I wonder if Du doubt it.
I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it.
All the work to impress, charming girls out
(I thought Du wanted me)
Of their dresses and smiling pretty and pretty
(I thought Du wanted me)
I'm right beside you,
(what Du want what Du need)
(I thought Du wanted me)
I'll make this perfect again.
(what Du want what Du need)
(I thought Du wanted me)
If I burn out and slip away,
(what Du want what Du need)
(I thought Du wanted me)
you're beautiful, Du are
I've been here so very long and I could slip into you,
It's so easy to come back into you,
I'll hide it, could I hide in Du awhile.
I'm not sick of Du yet, is that as good as it gets.
I never took Du for a trip but sometimes
I don't know what Du want, I could take it
If Du need to take this out on someone.
If this is just a part I portray,
I don't know how it got this way