CALLED IT!

Okay, so after thinking long and hard, and with the help from Moosh and Laurie, who basically know me the best around here, I changed my OTP from the perfect Dose to the flawless Stelena. BUT this doesn't mean that I still don't love Dose as much as I always have. I do. But Stelena just a bit more. I feel kind of weird about this XD But I kind of figured this might happen. So, yeah.... DO NOT THINK I DON'T STILL LOVE DOSE!

That's that ;) Stelena is my new OTP <3

Soooo knew this was gonna happen sooner or later but *flashes Dose bracelet* ;D

^^arn't they technically your old otp:p...just saying. lol

^ Which one? SE and Dose are both my old OTPs :P Stelena just came back XD

and yes, yes, you guys both called it, geniuses <3

Well you know my feelings on Stelena so I'll just be in the corner over here cheering for Delena ;)

of all the people you are the one I've never tought would change your OTP

Don't get me wrong. I know you LOVE Stelena!! But I never thought you'd change it :p But that's fine. I love Stelena tooooo<33

Uh.. well, guys, to be honest, this was like the hardest "not-that-serious-kind-of" decision that I've made in a while, and I was thinking that I probably shouldn't tell you guys because.. well, of comments like this. It's not that you've done anything wrong, but I feel guilty. Call me stupid, but I feel guilty. But people change OTPs. I will most likely change mine at some point in my life again. All I'm asking for now is that you show me the same support you gave Elle when she changed her OTP (the support that she deserved) and that you guys still see me as you used to. What does it matter that I love Stelena like 1% more now? Dose is still my Dose, and they always will be. But I'm not gonna apologize for loving Stelena. This just is what it is and it's not really that bad. All I want from you guys is that you don't think that I don't love the Doctor&Rose anymore. And obviously, not bashing on Stelena to me would be nice too.. :P

Haha, I thought they were ;). You love them loads :) I was like that with Booth & Brennan.

What Holly said..

Ray, i can't help but feel that you're misunderstanding peoples comments. I'm not trying to hurt your feelings, so please don't take it that way - but i think you're overthinking this a bit.

People are just expressing that they are surprised because we all know how much you love Doctor/Rose! [I mean think of the reactions you'd see if i told you guys BL wasn't my OTP anymore!] It doesn't seem to me like anyone isn't supporting you & honestly I'm a bit offended that you would think any of us wouldn't respect your decision =/

^ With all due respect, Holly, I don't think I'm misunderstanding anything. I know you guys are not trying to hurt my feelings, but I really just wanted people to not be so OMG about it to make me feel even worse than I already do about this. I don't know what I was thinking.

I know, I know. But I kind of feel that when someone tells you that they've changed their OTP, the other person immediately thinks that they don't love the ship anymore. And I don't need any of that! I love the Doctor&Rose like I always have.
Well, I guess I do know what you mean. I just wanted people to not be all "I thought you loved the Doctor&Rose more than that...". Because that's not even fair. But I feel like I am allowed to love Stefan&Elena more if I want to, but I am letting people's reactions and feelings get in the way. And that's my fault. Not yours and not anybody elses. I guess I'm just really desperate for people to understand that nothing's really changed, and I feel like no one is. But, yeah.. I'm sorry if I made you feel that way, I just have no idea how to react to your comments.

Oh, whatever. I'm sorry. You all know I suck.

Well, you do love them lots :)

And just for the record, you don't suck.