** just wanted Du to know how much i Liebe Du JT and i never meant to hurt Du Von fighting with Du and i just want Du to know that every word Du read is true as hell -Bee **
Ok, Du know how i used to tell Du that i got these vibes sometimes? Well, the Tag i found out Du went to the hospital....i kept going to your Profil and thinking "omfg something is wroong" and then Chris ((smart dude:)) gepostet the bad news on your Wand and obviously i was the first to know..on fanpop.... and i was like freaking out and ....i remembered fighting with Du Sunday night..and i felt HORRIBLE omg..i was cryin. Then i didnt know what to do with myself, right? well then i told JayJAy and she just felt as bad as i did...and Chris kept telling us.."its not your fault, dont beat yourself up" and then i knew i had to tell Cherry, and i was scared cause i knew if i took the news hard, she would probably take it harder...but she did pretty well and she tried to blame herself..but i didnt let her..i had to take the blame and i told everyone if they wanted to blame someone i had to be blamed and i probably should have known something was wrong the moment Du told me your headaches were back and i didnt get the bad vibes till the Weiter day...well then i had to get off cause i was just going to cry, and cry and cry some more..so i got off and i just lay there freaking out and i didnt know what to do with myself..well then that night i had a beautiful nightmare...**i wanna cry again** ok in my dream..i was with kirsche and Spunky Jay..we went to the hospital and it was kinda funni (NOT HAHA FUNNI Mehr LIKE I CANT BELIEVE IT FUNNI) that i could smell the hospital and here the beep beep of the intercom and we me and kirsche and eichelhäher, jay reached your room Chris was already in there with Du but Du were hooked up to all these wires and we us three girls walked in it was like Du knew we were there and Du woke up and me and kirsche and eichelhäher, jay just shrieked and cried and hugged eachother so hard and damn i could feel that hug .....but then the sucky part was that i woke up in a cold sweat crying cuz i didnt get to see the end of the dream and cuz it was the first time i ever dreamed about Du oder kirsche oder Spunky eichelhäher, jay and i know for sure Chris...
but i wanted to tell Du this cause i just want Du to realize that i never really mean all those things i say about Du and i just want Du to know that i dont hate Du and that i have ALWAYS LOVED Du JSUT AS MUCH AS AS I Liebe kirsche AND JAYJAY AND JORDAN i hope Du know that and i never wanna hurt Du again and i promise i will try to keep my cool and my head ok? Cause i was also brought up not to let people get the best of me and i was brought up pretty much like Du were ....i hope Du get better and i am praying for you
Liebe Back To Du From
Bianca<3
Ok, Du know how i used to tell Du that i got these vibes sometimes? Well, the Tag i found out Du went to the hospital....i kept going to your Profil and thinking "omfg something is wroong" and then Chris ((smart dude:)) gepostet the bad news on your Wand and obviously i was the first to know..on fanpop.... and i was like freaking out and ....i remembered fighting with Du Sunday night..and i felt HORRIBLE omg..i was cryin. Then i didnt know what to do with myself, right? well then i told JayJAy and she just felt as bad as i did...and Chris kept telling us.."its not your fault, dont beat yourself up" and then i knew i had to tell Cherry, and i was scared cause i knew if i took the news hard, she would probably take it harder...but she did pretty well and she tried to blame herself..but i didnt let her..i had to take the blame and i told everyone if they wanted to blame someone i had to be blamed and i probably should have known something was wrong the moment Du told me your headaches were back and i didnt get the bad vibes till the Weiter day...well then i had to get off cause i was just going to cry, and cry and cry some more..so i got off and i just lay there freaking out and i didnt know what to do with myself..well then that night i had a beautiful nightmare...**i wanna cry again** ok in my dream..i was with kirsche and Spunky Jay..we went to the hospital and it was kinda funni (NOT HAHA FUNNI Mehr LIKE I CANT BELIEVE IT FUNNI) that i could smell the hospital and here the beep beep of the intercom and we me and kirsche and eichelhäher, jay reached your room Chris was already in there with Du but Du were hooked up to all these wires and we us three girls walked in it was like Du knew we were there and Du woke up and me and kirsche and eichelhäher, jay just shrieked and cried and hugged eachother so hard and damn i could feel that hug .....but then the sucky part was that i woke up in a cold sweat crying cuz i didnt get to see the end of the dream and cuz it was the first time i ever dreamed about Du oder kirsche oder Spunky eichelhäher, jay and i know for sure Chris...
but i wanted to tell Du this cause i just want Du to realize that i never really mean all those things i say about Du and i just want Du to know that i dont hate Du and that i have ALWAYS LOVED Du JSUT AS MUCH AS AS I Liebe kirsche AND JAYJAY AND JORDAN i hope Du know that and i never wanna hurt Du again and i promise i will try to keep my cool and my head ok? Cause i was also brought up not to let people get the best of me and i was brought up pretty much like Du were ....i hope Du get better and i am praying for you
Liebe Back To Du From
Bianca<3
