Missing someone gets easier everyday.
Because, even though it is one Tag furtherfrom the last time Du saw each other...
it is one Tag closer to the Weiter time Du will.
~ouo~
"I've never felt this way...a-about anyone! J-Just d-don't leave me...! I've been on my own... far too long.... I can't be alone again.... I'll just die! Please..!"
I knew he wasn't coming back....But I couldn't give up. Such an optimistic teen at times when it mattered most.
"Stay with me... forever. Remember my dreams? We t-talked about them a f-few days ago.... Our two kids. Naomi and Payton, r-right? One boy, and one girl. Our goal! We'd have them, and Liebe them.... buy a house. Get j-jobs.... a-and stay together... f-forever!"
It was impossible. An empty hope. Nothing could ever save him.... but I was so mournful.... I couldn't let go. Not that easily.
"And Du just l-l-laughed and told me they'd come true. You'd Liebe me. Then Du kissed me and the stars seemed to dance... just like Du predicted. I-It was perfect."
His hands were so cold.... like icicles. Bloodied fingers pressed to my cheeks and leaving scarlet marks across my ashen skin. I couldn't bär to hold them after a while. But then... they were my only comfort.
"I Liebe you, Alec.... so don't leave me. Not alone. I've Lost so many people and-"
I remember.... looking down at his face and realizing he wasn't coming back. The tears ceased their constant dribbling, and the world went silent, as if it had come to the same resolution as me.
He was dead.
And I was once again alone.
~ouo~
This was stuck in my mind as I held the freezing blade to my wrists. One slice. Down the straße and not across the road, and it'd take only minutes. Mother....Randi....Anna....Teddy.....Sadie....Alex.....Mike....Logan.... Hon....Levi....Alec.... all my loved ones would be in my sight. I wouldn't be stuck in such a barren world, void of any life oder love. Hate, envy, death... it was all here. Blanketing me in these feelings of abandonment. There had to be a better world beyond ours. One I could be accepted into after my suicide.
After Alec had been murdered... I was nothing Mehr than a lifeless mass. Forced to live out days in a cold routine. I ate when I had to. Slept when I had to. Stayed in bett the rest of the day. There was no point. My mind escaped me when I forced myself to focus. No hope for myself oder the future. Trapped in camp. Trapped with only myself. The only reason I was still living, was because dying was too much of a hassle.
A grumble erupted outside, sending trembles through the floor underneath my feet, littered with stale trash and dust. It shocked me, causing the messer to break skin when I jumped. Blood dribbled freely from my wrist, cascading uselessly to the ground and creating a small pool below my outstretched arm.
This reminded me of the task at hand, skyblue eyes darting to the small slit. It was enough to start.
The sharp edge opened the wound farther, a pained hiss escaping my lips, though I continued to Bewegen down my arm. I was suddenly out of breath; unable to breath as I struggled to take in oxygen. The temperature increased Von several degrees, sweat drops gathering above my brows.
The room began spinning, vision turning faint, merging all the Farben in my vision. The tool clattered to the floor, my fingers unable to grasp it any longer.
This was it. This is what it was like to die. My life Quelle was already fading, and I could feel it completely.
...I honestly loved the experience.
Because, even though it is one Tag furtherfrom the last time Du saw each other...
it is one Tag closer to the Weiter time Du will.
~ouo~
"I've never felt this way...a-about anyone! J-Just d-don't leave me...! I've been on my own... far too long.... I can't be alone again.... I'll just die! Please..!"
I knew he wasn't coming back....But I couldn't give up. Such an optimistic teen at times when it mattered most.
"Stay with me... forever. Remember my dreams? We t-talked about them a f-few days ago.... Our two kids. Naomi and Payton, r-right? One boy, and one girl. Our goal! We'd have them, and Liebe them.... buy a house. Get j-jobs.... a-and stay together... f-forever!"
It was impossible. An empty hope. Nothing could ever save him.... but I was so mournful.... I couldn't let go. Not that easily.
"And Du just l-l-laughed and told me they'd come true. You'd Liebe me. Then Du kissed me and the stars seemed to dance... just like Du predicted. I-It was perfect."
His hands were so cold.... like icicles. Bloodied fingers pressed to my cheeks and leaving scarlet marks across my ashen skin. I couldn't bär to hold them after a while. But then... they were my only comfort.
"I Liebe you, Alec.... so don't leave me. Not alone. I've Lost so many people and-"
I remember.... looking down at his face and realizing he wasn't coming back. The tears ceased their constant dribbling, and the world went silent, as if it had come to the same resolution as me.
He was dead.
And I was once again alone.
~ouo~
This was stuck in my mind as I held the freezing blade to my wrists. One slice. Down the straße and not across the road, and it'd take only minutes. Mother....Randi....Anna....Teddy.....Sadie....Alex.....Mike....Logan.... Hon....Levi....Alec.... all my loved ones would be in my sight. I wouldn't be stuck in such a barren world, void of any life oder love. Hate, envy, death... it was all here. Blanketing me in these feelings of abandonment. There had to be a better world beyond ours. One I could be accepted into after my suicide.
After Alec had been murdered... I was nothing Mehr than a lifeless mass. Forced to live out days in a cold routine. I ate when I had to. Slept when I had to. Stayed in bett the rest of the day. There was no point. My mind escaped me when I forced myself to focus. No hope for myself oder the future. Trapped in camp. Trapped with only myself. The only reason I was still living, was because dying was too much of a hassle.
A grumble erupted outside, sending trembles through the floor underneath my feet, littered with stale trash and dust. It shocked me, causing the messer to break skin when I jumped. Blood dribbled freely from my wrist, cascading uselessly to the ground and creating a small pool below my outstretched arm.
This reminded me of the task at hand, skyblue eyes darting to the small slit. It was enough to start.
The sharp edge opened the wound farther, a pained hiss escaping my lips, though I continued to Bewegen down my arm. I was suddenly out of breath; unable to breath as I struggled to take in oxygen. The temperature increased Von several degrees, sweat drops gathering above my brows.
The room began spinning, vision turning faint, merging all the Farben in my vision. The tool clattered to the floor, my fingers unable to grasp it any longer.
This was it. This is what it was like to die. My life Quelle was already fading, and I could feel it completely.
...I honestly loved the experience.
What do Du know about your fellow Campers?
HMM???
Well, here are some campers!!!
Down below are the Campers of ICHB :)
Randi, daughter of Nike
Alex, daughter of Hermes
Anna, daughter of Artemis
Mike, son of Poseidon
Evan, daughter of Hades
Lark, daughter of Artemis
Alec, son of Athena
Hon, daughter of Poseidon
Teddy, daughter of Hestia
They all have different personalities, but they are all best Friends :)
ICHB is a place for family, friends, love, and happiness.
ICHB ROCKS!!!
Liebe U GUYS!!!
Live - Laugh - ICHB!
HMM???
Well, here are some campers!!!
Down below are the Campers of ICHB :)
Randi, daughter of Nike
Alex, daughter of Hermes
Anna, daughter of Artemis
Mike, son of Poseidon
Evan, daughter of Hades
Lark, daughter of Artemis
Alec, son of Athena
Hon, daughter of Poseidon
Teddy, daughter of Hestia
They all have different personalities, but they are all best Friends :)
ICHB is a place for family, friends, love, and happiness.
ICHB ROCKS!!!
Liebe U GUYS!!!
Live - Laugh - ICHB!
Thanks for joining! Now Du need your own cabin. First go to Foren and see if anyone else has your cabin. If your a Hermes kid and there's already a Hermes kabine Du have to Mitmachen the already existing cabin. If there's not already a kabine Du have to make Du own.
1. Go to Foren and create a new forum
2. Name it Hecate kabine oder whatever kabine your in
3. Since Du made the kabine your now the head! Introduce people to your cabin.
4. Don't forget to give a small tour
5. Give any warnings that your kabine may have
(Ex. Caution. Du can get hurt easily ;]]])
6. Have fun!
If Du do create your own kabine make sure Du Liste everyone that's in your cabin. (Real people not book characters)
In your kabine Du can do whatever Du like! Du can post pictures, have parties, post videos, oder do something completely random!
Cabins so far.
Hermes- Alex (Head of the cabin)
Artemis- Anna (Head of the cabin)
Poseidon- Mike (Head of Cabin)
1. Go to Foren and create a new forum
2. Name it Hecate kabine oder whatever kabine your in
3. Since Du made the kabine your now the head! Introduce people to your cabin.
4. Don't forget to give a small tour
5. Give any warnings that your kabine may have
(Ex. Caution. Du can get hurt easily ;]]])
6. Have fun!
If Du do create your own kabine make sure Du Liste everyone that's in your cabin. (Real people not book characters)
In your kabine Du can do whatever Du like! Du can post pictures, have parties, post videos, oder do something completely random!
Cabins so far.
Hermes- Alex (Head of the cabin)
Artemis- Anna (Head of the cabin)
Poseidon- Mike (Head of Cabin)