Ok guys, this is it! :DDDD So first I wanna thank Du for your awesome reviews! I'm posting the 5th chapter :))) I wrote a few during the weekend so be sure you'll have a chapter almost everyday no matter how much tests in school I have xDDD. This one chapter was a little hard for me to write, because I was afraid I would lose some of their character essentials, so tell me if Du think I got it right. :) Oh, and this isn't one of those fics where Hugh just divorce and get with Lisa and they have a baby and live happily ever after. Those fics are pretty much unrealistic xDD and as much as I want them to be real, I don't see Huli happening like that. It's so much Mehr complicated. I hope Du agree with me, if not, I'll change this fic in soap opera xDDDD anytime
Hugh was still impatiently waiting for Lisa to come on set when one of cameramen came and told him they are doing the scene with Peter and Olivia in stead. He was partially relieved and partially intrigued Von this sudden change of scenes. He was afraid to admit that this had something to do with what happened earlier with Lisa.
But he knew it had to take part there. Hugh hated himself, he hated that he was so afraid; he hated himself for being a coward. He knew how he felt, he knew what he wanted in life, who he wanted. But sadly, what Hugh wanted was not the same as what was right. He couldn’t just leave his kids. He couldn’t leave his wife. Although he desperately wanted to. What he really needed was waking up in a brand new world where he could be with Lisa and lead a happy life with her, no hiding from public, no secretly making Liebe in her bedroom, no hiding secrets from his kids. That’s what he wanted. No secrets, just the two of them in a perfect world.
But he knew the world he lived in was far less than perfect.
Lisa was still stuck with David. He was lecturing her for Mehr than a half an hour. She didn’t bother to listen. She made up her mind, oder did she? She wanted to have a baby, what’s more, she wanted to have a baby with Hugh. But not under this circumstances. The last thing she wanted was to be looked on as a mistress, a pregnant mistress, a marriage destructor. Ok, maybe she could live with that, she could live with the whole world hating her, but she couldn’t live knowing that she ruined his career, that she ruined the career of everybody involved with the Zeigen she was so sure she would leave. For their sake. It would be selfish to do different. As much as she wanted the baby, she wanted to do what’s right. For once in her life. She’s been doing wrong for several years know, not only to others but also to herself. She hurt herself every time she got with Hugh, every time she kissed him, every time she wished they two can be together, not hiding, not being sinners.
Lisa made up her mind. She was doing this her way, what seemed to be an easier way. What seemed to be the right way.
So, what do Du think? Reviews are Liebe as usual. p.s. There's a chance of posting the 6th chapter today, but I'm not sure yet (:C
Hugh was still impatiently waiting for Lisa to come on set when one of cameramen came and told him they are doing the scene with Peter and Olivia in stead. He was partially relieved and partially intrigued Von this sudden change of scenes. He was afraid to admit that this had something to do with what happened earlier with Lisa.
But he knew it had to take part there. Hugh hated himself, he hated that he was so afraid; he hated himself for being a coward. He knew how he felt, he knew what he wanted in life, who he wanted. But sadly, what Hugh wanted was not the same as what was right. He couldn’t just leave his kids. He couldn’t leave his wife. Although he desperately wanted to. What he really needed was waking up in a brand new world where he could be with Lisa and lead a happy life with her, no hiding from public, no secretly making Liebe in her bedroom, no hiding secrets from his kids. That’s what he wanted. No secrets, just the two of them in a perfect world.
But he knew the world he lived in was far less than perfect.
Lisa was still stuck with David. He was lecturing her for Mehr than a half an hour. She didn’t bother to listen. She made up her mind, oder did she? She wanted to have a baby, what’s more, she wanted to have a baby with Hugh. But not under this circumstances. The last thing she wanted was to be looked on as a mistress, a pregnant mistress, a marriage destructor. Ok, maybe she could live with that, she could live with the whole world hating her, but she couldn’t live knowing that she ruined his career, that she ruined the career of everybody involved with the Zeigen she was so sure she would leave. For their sake. It would be selfish to do different. As much as she wanted the baby, she wanted to do what’s right. For once in her life. She’s been doing wrong for several years know, not only to others but also to herself. She hurt herself every time she got with Hugh, every time she kissed him, every time she wished they two can be together, not hiding, not being sinners.
Lisa made up her mind. She was doing this her way, what seemed to be an easier way. What seemed to be the right way.
So, what do Du think? Reviews are Liebe as usual. p.s. There's a chance of posting the 6th chapter today, but I'm not sure yet (:C
