It's late at night and I'm alone. Crying, trying and losing. I don't want to be beautiful if Du don't see me beautiful. I want Du to hold me and whisper I Liebe you.
But Du can't, and I can't either. I'm not strong enough.
Today I saw Du together, she seemed happy but you,I don't know. I guess Du are because Du were holding her too.
It's foolish that you're the reason of my tears, I don't even nows why they're running down my cheeks. I have never had Du what means I haven't Lost you. I haven't loved you... until now. I realize I do but Du don't.
I'm alone in my room, in the dark. I can't stop crying and sobbing. I wish Du to be here and embrasse me but it's just an illusion.
I look to the phone, I dial your number but hang up. Du must be sleeping Weiter to her.
So I wait for the pain to ease laying there in my bed. I lose track of time and realize it's 1am. I want to go to sleep.
I go to the küche to take a glass of water and I hear a knock. I wonder who is it and secretly wish it's you.
I open the door and Du are there, I hold back the tears and wipe one with my left hand while I ask "What are Du doing here?"
Du answer "You called me." I hug Du and I start to cry.
Du wonder what's wrong but I lie, I won't admit I Liebe you.
"I feel alone." Du are still holding me. Du look into my eyes as I melt under those awesome oceans.
Du KISS my cheek and whisper "I'm here, we're not alone."
I start crying again and go sit down the couch. Du soon are Weiter to me, Du hold me again and tell me to sleep. But I'm afraid of waking up of this awesome fantasy. No I'm Mehr afraid of waking up and don't see Du Weiter to me. I'm afraid of being alone again.
Du caress my hair and against my own will I fall asleep.


If Du want me to continue please Review. I just throw it out of my mind.