"Why do Du have to negate everything?" she says with a dark sadness filling her eyes.
What do I say to this? I have never really known the answer.I've asked this Frage of myself so many times.I really do want her to be happy.
"I don't know." I finally say to her.
She is so raw in this moment. The baggy clothes hide her taut form, and her makeup is all gone except for a few traces of mascara. She looks like she wants to yell some more. She looks like she wants to cry some more... She looks confused. She thought I would say something else. She thought I'd make another jackass retort. She realizes that I'm being honest with her. She wasn't expecting this.
In this moment, I want her Mehr than I ever have. I know I shouldn't keep coming closer. I know I should stop this spontaneous action that on any other Tag I would never consider, but I can't stop myself I'm already against her. My mouth aches from this reunion with her own soft lips. She pulls down on my bottom lip, and my tongue finds refuge against hers. I can feel her hand on my ear as she pulls me further down to meet her. She wants me in a way that is different from that time before. This isn't about meaningless lust this is about something pure and real...and I have to stop.
"Goodnight." I say as I pull away from her and walk steadily out the door.
I hear her say goodnight as I let the door shut behind me. There is no way I'll get to sleep tonight.
What do I say to this? I have never really known the answer.I've asked this Frage of myself so many times.I really do want her to be happy.
"I don't know." I finally say to her.
She is so raw in this moment. The baggy clothes hide her taut form, and her makeup is all gone except for a few traces of mascara. She looks like she wants to yell some more. She looks like she wants to cry some more... She looks confused. She thought I would say something else. She thought I'd make another jackass retort. She realizes that I'm being honest with her. She wasn't expecting this.
In this moment, I want her Mehr than I ever have. I know I shouldn't keep coming closer. I know I should stop this spontaneous action that on any other Tag I would never consider, but I can't stop myself I'm already against her. My mouth aches from this reunion with her own soft lips. She pulls down on my bottom lip, and my tongue finds refuge against hers. I can feel her hand on my ear as she pulls me further down to meet her. She wants me in a way that is different from that time before. This isn't about meaningless lust this is about something pure and real...and I have to stop.
"Goodnight." I say as I pull away from her and walk steadily out the door.
I hear her say goodnight as I let the door shut behind me. There is no way I'll get to sleep tonight.
When does Liebe become something we need, rather than something we want? Liebe was seen as something special a long time ago. Now Liebe is what we are expected to have with us everyday of our lives. Liebe is common currency when Du are a teenager, but turns to worthless pennies the older Du get. Do we not care about the substance of what Liebe was and not what it has been made into today Von commercialisation from American Filme and Fernsehen commercials and soap operas? Only when we experience Liebe for real, can we Kommentar and judge others who are in Love. Liebe means something different to everyone. Not two people’s feeling of Liebe is the same. Why do we generalize, rationalize and compartmentalize Love? Liebe is and will continue to be an enigma. Only a handful of people will ever unlock it and witness its true beauty and essence. The essence we all crave.
Love.
Love.