House sat at the bar nursing a glass of Scotch as he had become accustomed to doing as of late. This evening Wilson sat down beside him as House turned up the shot.

"Bartender", House beckoned him, another "Scotch" for me and a "Shirley Temple"for the innocent looking one.

"Wilson", keep the lectures short because I have a hot woman waiting on me at home.

Yes I was wondering why Du would be at a bar when Du have her waiting for Du at home? Then I remembered Du are in Liebe with Cuddy.

"You are not as much fun as Du use to be Wilson."

"House", I went Von the apartment and Dominica sagte Du hadn't been coming Home until the early morning hours oder very late at night. I also noticed there are blankets and pillows on the couch.
"I asked her about it", and she said, "you had not slept with her since the wedding vows."

Bartender give the gentleman whatever he wants, and as House laid a one hundred dollar bill down, he left the bar.

Wilson was not far behind him.

"What are Du doing House?"
Du invite Cuddy to the wedding to punish her and then Du punish the bride. When is the "demolition of hearts" over House? When will it be safe, sicher again for us to breathe?

House turned and started walking towards Wilson.
"I didn't get married to punish Cuddy." I wanted her to stop me. I wanted her to change her mind.

"House!" "Why didn't Du just talk to her?"

"Wilson", leave me alone! "Go away!" I don't want your help and I don't need it!

House why can't Du just let someone in?

"House got on his bike and got ready to crank it."

House, "don't drive in this condition."

I have no condition Wilson! No matter how hard I try to purge myself of the pain it never goes away.

"House how long are Du going to continue running away?"

"What do Du want to hear Wilson?" I screwed up! "I Lost the best thing I have ever had!"
"Is that what Du want to hear?"
"I wish she would take me back!"
"Is that what Du want to hear?"
Truth is Wilson, "it turns out my father was right."
"Failure must be punished." I failed her on every level. I couldn't work through my fears and I couldn't help her with hers. I left her alone and I can never get that moment back.

"House maybe Du can try and talk to her." Tell her.

"Tell her what?" I can do better? That I need her? That I Liebe her? All words.
"Actions speak louder than words", that is what I told her. So my actions spoke to her.

"House" if Du could say something now, "what would Du say?"

"I would tell Du to leave me alone!"

"As Wilson looked at House he could see the humbleness in him and the pain." House.....

I would tell her that I am Lost without her. I would tell her that she did make me better.

As Wilson looked at his friend he had never seen him so vulnerable. He had never seen him in so much pain.

She was the most beautiful thing I ever had in my life and I screwed it up.