“Tomorrow's the day, Hayley.” I reminded her.
She tilted her her back and kissed me.
“Our one Jahr anniversary.” She sagte as she pulled back.
“Hayles I kind of brought Du here so we could be alone and tell Du something.”
“Yeah?”
“I Liebe Du Hayley.”
To my relief a smile spread across her face. “I Liebe you, too.”
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The memory replayed my mind over and over.
That was the Tag before our anniversary. The Tag I first told Hayley I loved her. The Tag she first told me she loved me. That was the Tag before Hayley's death. That was almost a Jahr ago.
“Josh.” My moms voice came from outside my door breaking through my thoughts. “It's time for school. If Du don't wake up now Du won't make it on time.”
“Just leave me alone.” Leave me in peace with thoughts of my angel.
“But school –”
“Mom I just don't feel up to going today ok?” I replied annoyed.
She sighed. “Fine honey. Just come on out and get some breakfast.”
I reluctantly dragged myself to the table. I sat in front of one.the three plates of Essen my mom had set down.
My mom and dad both sat down and began eating their food. I grabbed my fork and started to chop my eggs into pieces.
“Josh this has to stop!” My mom screamed breaking the silence.
I looked up at her in complete shock. “What?”
“You've been like a zombie ever since Hayley died. I feel like Du died with her.”
“I don't know what Du mean mom. I'm fine. Same Josh I've always been.”
She shook her head, “No! We both know that's not true. Du keep skipping school, I have to litterly drag Du out of that room of yours, and even then Du don't say a word to your father and I, and Du barely eat anymore. I just feel like you've changed. It's like I don't even know Du anymore.”
“Hayley was my girlfriend mom. I was in Liebe with her. I still am.”
“I know, but it's been a year.”
“Actually it won't be a Jahr until Friday.” I corrected her.
“Do Du see what I mean?”
“Could Du just get to the point?” I asked annoyed.
“I think it's about time Du moved on. Hayley is dead, and she's not coming back. There's a girl who moved in down the street. I think Du two would really hit it off.”
“No mom. It's just too soon.”
“One date. That's all I'm asking for. If Du don't want to see her again after that then ok, but please just give Jenna a chance.”
“One datum and that's it.”
She tilted her her back and kissed me.
“Our one Jahr anniversary.” She sagte as she pulled back.
“Hayles I kind of brought Du here so we could be alone and tell Du something.”
“Yeah?”
“I Liebe Du Hayley.”
To my relief a smile spread across her face. “I Liebe you, too.”
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The memory replayed my mind over and over.
That was the Tag before our anniversary. The Tag I first told Hayley I loved her. The Tag she first told me she loved me. That was the Tag before Hayley's death. That was almost a Jahr ago.
“Josh.” My moms voice came from outside my door breaking through my thoughts. “It's time for school. If Du don't wake up now Du won't make it on time.”
“Just leave me alone.” Leave me in peace with thoughts of my angel.
“But school –”
“Mom I just don't feel up to going today ok?” I replied annoyed.
She sighed. “Fine honey. Just come on out and get some breakfast.”
I reluctantly dragged myself to the table. I sat in front of one.the three plates of Essen my mom had set down.
My mom and dad both sat down and began eating their food. I grabbed my fork and started to chop my eggs into pieces.
“Josh this has to stop!” My mom screamed breaking the silence.
I looked up at her in complete shock. “What?”
“You've been like a zombie ever since Hayley died. I feel like Du died with her.”
“I don't know what Du mean mom. I'm fine. Same Josh I've always been.”
She shook her head, “No! We both know that's not true. Du keep skipping school, I have to litterly drag Du out of that room of yours, and even then Du don't say a word to your father and I, and Du barely eat anymore. I just feel like you've changed. It's like I don't even know Du anymore.”
“Hayley was my girlfriend mom. I was in Liebe with her. I still am.”
“I know, but it's been a year.”
“Actually it won't be a Jahr until Friday.” I corrected her.
“Do Du see what I mean?”
“Could Du just get to the point?” I asked annoyed.
“I think it's about time Du moved on. Hayley is dead, and she's not coming back. There's a girl who moved in down the street. I think Du two would really hit it off.”
“No mom. It's just too soon.”
“One date. That's all I'm asking for. If Du don't want to see her again after that then ok, but please just give Jenna a chance.”
“One datum and that's it.”
