I was walking to school one day.When i saw Jesse,Jim,Adam,Zane.They were talking about me.Then Jim run over to me and walk me to class.Then after school i walked Home alone.Then the Weiter Tag Jim walked me to school.Then Jim got in a fight with the another boys.I tried to stop the fight.But Jim sagte Addie don't.I sagte ok.After the fight i took Jim to my house.I cleaned Jim's wounds.Then i took Jim to the hopital.When i got there it was to late Jim was dead.I cried hard on Adam.Adam sagte Addie i know how much Du miss jim.
Every emotion is running through me
My problems go on
Guys
School
Feelings
Parents
It all makes me depressed
These scars don't go away
There are always new ones
What can i do?
I cry
I get emotional
I cut
I tell friends
Nothing helps
All of it is like waves, drowning me
Until no breath is left
oder like a person choking me
Still the breath leaves my herz
My throat
My body
Drowning in thoughts
Lies and love
It's all part of my suffering
The metal that hits my wrist makes me tingle
It's my get away
And yet it's my enemy
It releases the pain that lives inside of me
