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posted by DrBlowhole1
"Coughing loudly,
A sudden breath taken,
But not retrieved,
Is such a deadly thing,
Tears falling fast,
Beginning to shack,
herz pounding loudly,
About to burst in the chest,
Dropping to the ground,
As I try so hard  to stay alive,
With no help Von my side,
The final breath taken,
So I keep thinking,
I will finally stop living,
And death will be waiting,
To take me away,
Until a little bit of hope found me in my last moments,
And saved me from my deadly fait,
As I take another breath once again,
To live another day,
And really I have Du to thank,
For sparing me I say silently in my thoughts,
Completely unable to even talk,
Breathing so heavily, 
I slowly continue my day,
Like it never happened anyways..."
posted by DrBlowhole1
Let this down easy and slow,
my herz still beating as fast as a pro,
damn I really don't know,
feel like all is just kicking me down on the floor,
crazy I know but still I'm just going with the flow,
taking it all in,
not letting anything go,
Du know how hard it is,
just trying to be a fucken villain,
every one just blaming you,
because it seems like the easiest thing to do,
call him an it,
call him a nothin like he an't shit,
hard to take such hate,
but I deal with it any way so I'm not going to complain,
if all just want to play this silly little game,
I'll play back but one Tag you'll see,
just Von listening to this rap,
I'm not going to go turning back,
and hide like a stupid rat,
I'll make Du wish Du never had meet somebody like me,
as cruel as can be and I'll Zeigen no mercy.
GOT THAT?!
posted by DrBlowhole1
I'm so past what I can take,
just been driven to the brick,
god this is just making me sick,
so cold yet I can't hold,
what the hell the world on my shoulders,
It's crushing me over and over,
Making me just want to rollover and let my self die,
then things be alright,
hell without my Liebe Von my side.
I'm nothing just a lonely somethin,
Don't know why but I just feel this is right,
wanting just every one to leave my sight,
let me be before I completely loss mh fuckin mindH,
Nog like any one is listening to this stupid arsch rhyme,
Just go, let it all go,
go with the mother fucken flow,
Kick back and let this all roll out,
hell as long it an't really in my house,
All just drama and shit doesn't mean I'm really effected Von it,
Only my mind playing tricks,
really I don't want to play this game no more,
all out war just pissin me off,
attakin me like I was a stupid loud arsch dog.
posted by DrBlowhole1
Desperate to find Antwort and hope. I don't know what to think oder believe any Mehr even if I hear many saying that every thing will work out eventauly. What if it doesn't? What will I do then? I'm reaching my end, and I Lost all that I thought I known oder had. I don't want to be this way, not any more. I don't know why, I could never answer why I can't. Its all way to complicated, to much complicated for some one like me. I can't do any thing, control any thing I do. I'm not trying to do wrong, but it seems completely impossible to do right. Its hurting so badly like my chest is crushing against...
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posted by DrBlowhole1
"Feeling sick for no reason at all,
What's with me?,
I ask myself,
I'm so confused,
Feeling Mehr horrible and yet I did nothing wrong,
I just feel guilty in a way,
But for what I just can't explain,
Its hard to understand,
It's like I'm fighting with myself,
But only in the inside,
What's going on?,
I keep wondering on and on,
This wasn't the first time I realized something was not right,
Like something was eating through me from the insides,
Causing misery from the pain, herz slowly being crushed in the chest,
Making it so hard to breath,
I believe this was my fate,
To be coursed with such depression and hate."
posted by DrBlowhole1
"Cold dark Tag it seems,
Yet so bright,
 Don't feel well,
Yet I feel quite fine,
Stressed,
Yet I feel relieved,
Tired,
But don't feel like I want to sleep,
Hungry,
Yet unable to eat,
Depressed,
Yet smiling so happily,
Want to leave,
Yet feel like I must stay,
What a funny way this all turned out,
To have such a bad day,
Be so happy in this way,
Guess it's just how the world stops to say, 
Wow, Du finally get your peace today,
Even though it was mostly token in the wrong way,
But don't Du complain,
oder else you'll get it worse,
The Weiter day..."
posted by DrBlowhole1
"Lier, lier,
Lied so much,
Now you're doomed to die,
Sad and alone,
Du try to correct the things that Du just can't hide,
Lying Mehr and more,
It soon consumes your life,
Growing deeper in the rut,
Losing everything Du ever loved,
Oh, what a hopeless shameful moment this has ever become,
Can't escape the pain Du caused,
Which made the situation complicated and filled with such confusion,
Tireless and stressed from all the thoughts running through your head,
Making Du wish Du were just  plain dead,
Start a new,
With a better life Du never had,
One were Du didn't lie, and lie so much, 
Specially in your own head,
Lier's really do go to hell,
But still living,
Just being burnt with there own words,
That is what really makes it the real curse,
So try not to lie so much,
Unless Du wish this to be your fait,
Then I must say,
Good luck to you,
For you're making a big mistake,
I've been there before my friend,
And truthfully,
It's NOT really that fun,
Being hated Von everyone..."