Do I Liebe him ? Does He Liebe me ? Is that alright ? Isnt that wrong? So many Fragen becuse of one guy. Why, why me? Even though I broke up with Light and I dont have any feelings for L (till now),why does my herz hurt when I see him, why does it hurt when I see L?? Do I have feelings for him, and if does he have feelings for me??
It was Saturday, my work has ended and the police crew was home. I (idiot) forgot my wallet, so I musted go back and take it. When I came to the police room, it was all dark (maybe becuse it was 10 pm in the night), except the TVs that someone was watching. That was L siting in the chair like usual.
"Hey" I sagte "What are Du doing this late." He turned to my side, and watched me with his big black eyes.
"Hey,I was watching some TV, but what are Du donig here?"
"I have forgoten my Wallet,did Du see it?" I asked
"Yeah" He came really close to me and watched down on me.
"What are Du donig ?"
"Nothing special and you?"
"Dont joke with me L,Im not that stupid, WHAT ARE YOU..."
But before I even finished my sentences, he kissed me and then licked his lips.It was not a hard kiss, but a nice, cute, "I like Mehr then a friend kiss".
It was the perfect first kiss!!
"W-wh-what are Du doing ?" I asked schoked.
"I kissed you" He answered sweet.
"But why?"
"Becuse I Liebe you!"
He l-lo-love me, me, the smartest guy in the world loves me!!
"But..." I was schoked.
"I know it sounds wierd,becuse i never felt this way, becuse I was never loved, but when Im with Du my herz hurts.Its like a dre...
Before he finished I started to cry,not becuse I was sad, but because I was happy,so happy.
"Why are Du crying" He asked me worried.
"Becuse Im happy,more then in my whole life" I sagte that while I was crying.
"Does that mean Du like me too ?" He asked, while he was coming closer and closer to me.
"NO, I dont like you,you idiot" I smiled.
"Ohh.." He looked at me sad.
"I Liebe you.I always did,but I was scared,becuse I tought that Du dont like me and..."
He stoped me with his kiss. This KISS was different then the first,this was intensive, hotter. He didnt wanted to stop, even if tried he didnt let me go. I dont know how but managed to stop him for a minute, so i could ask him:
"L, why is this KISS different then the first one?"
He gave me a little KISS and said, "Becuse in the 1st one I havent been sure that Du like me that much as i like you, but now that im sure of it I wont let Du go, never!!"
That was the moment that should never stop, I loved him so much and he loved me too.
He pulled me to his body and kissed me with his tongue so hard it almost hurted. He raised me, taked me to his room and put me down on his bed.
Even if i loved him I want sure if that would be alright to do that at the same night, but as we were Küssen Mehr and Mehr i wanted to do it Mehr than he.
"Misa ?"
"What is it L ?"
"Do Du really want to ?"
"Y-yes if its with you, I do. I Liebe you!!"
"I Liebe Du too,Misa!"
He started to undress his white shirt,when I saw his muscles I blushed so much, I was so red it looked like I had fever.
"Your so cute when Du blush" He sagte smileing.
"Idiot..." I said. "Dont joke with me !"
"That isnt a very nice sort of talking, becuse of that Du must be punished ."
"W-what are Du talki..."
He remove my hemd, shirt and kissed me on the forehead, then on the nose, then lips, neck...
"Pervert ." I said.
He smiled and removed my shoes, becuse he didnt have any shose oder socks.
He get up from the bed, while i was lieing helpless on the bed, I dont know what was he thinking, but he was smileing pervert and cute in one.
I cant stop thinking of that night,but dear diary i should stop talking and go on!!!
He climbed on the bett and started to KISS me again and again.
"Lawliet, why can Du KISS so good, didnt Du say Du didnt had a girlfriend till now ?"
"Thats false. That KISS with Du wasnt my first, but it was your right ?"
"How do Du know that ?"
"Becuse I know that Light never KISS Du and that he dont Liebe you, but I do ." he whispered in my ear "I Liebe Du so much i would kill for Du ."
I blushed even Mehr than before so I kissed him, and then happend the cutest thnik in this world, L BLUSHED, and becuse he doesnt wanted me to see it so kissed me so hard that i musted close my eyes, but i wanted to see his cute face so I pushed him down on the bed.
"What are Du doing ?" L asked all red.
"I want to see your blushing face, its cuter then my..."
In that moment L pushed me down and kissed me.
"No, no im not your the cutest girl ever."
And with this sentence we were Küssen and Küssen and gone Mehr far then just kissing. <3 <3 <3
