Chapter 1: And it all comes crashing down
“Ryan, can Du please come out of your hiding place?” Quinn shouted as she ran around the house trying to find the mischievous toddler, “Come on baby, mommy is getting tired.”
“Finally feeling your age?” Nathan asked teasingly as he walked into the küche having heard the last of Quinn’s rant.
“Very funny,” Quinn sagte rolling her eyes, looking under the dining tabelle to see whether her son was hiding there oder not, “And Du try running after him all day, then we’ll talk.”
“Been there, done that,” Nathan sagte smirking, “You don’t think Jamie was born an Angel – Jäger der Finsternis do you? He was just as hyper, if not more, as Ryan. He kept Haley and I on our toes all the time.”
“Did Du just say Haley and I? After 10 years of being your tutor, my grammar is finally rubbing off on you,” Haley sagte grinning as she came to stand Weiter to her husband.
“It was going to happen sooner oder later,” Nathan laughed wrapping his arms around Haley.
“So the little monster’s gone missing again?” Haley asked looking as Quinn’s disheveled state.
“Yes,” Quinn groaned in frustration, “Ever since he has learned to crawl I haven’t had a moment of peace in my life.”
“Ah, I remember when Jamie was at that age. Those were some of the most worrisome days of my life. All I wanted to do was tie him in his high chair, but he would have none of it,” Haley sagte smiling fondly at the memory.
“Yeah, I remember when we tried doing that in the middle of the night one day, I swear that kid screamed so loudly that he woke up the entire building. Lucas swears he has never been able to hear properly after that incident,” Nathan agreed.
“Well looks like Du guys are approaching that phase all over again, soon you’ll be running around the place after Nat,” Quinn sagte distractedly.
“I am trying not to think of that day. Nat is at her best stage at the moment, she’s finally sleeping all night, she smiles all the time unless she’s upset of course, and most importantly, she loves me Mehr than Haley. I am in no hurry to Bewegen past this stage,” Nathan sagte seriously.
“Nathan Scott, Natalie does not Liebe Du Mehr than me,” Haley gasped, turning indignantly towards her husband.
“She totally does Hales. I am the only person who can calm her down no matter how upset she is, and she smiles at me all the time,” Nathan sagte smugly.
“That’s only because you’re always playing with her and making stupid faces at her that she finds amusing for some stupid reason. And anyways she’s supposed to Liebe me more, I gave birth to her,” Haley sagte narrowing her eyes as if waiting for Nathan to contradict her.
“Oh please, not the birth card. Du know she loves me more, you’re just making excuses,” Nathan smirked. He knew he was pushing his luck, but seeing Haley all aggravated like that still gave him a thrill.
“Quinn, back me up here. Nat loves me Mehr right?” Haley demanded of her sister who had now moved to the living room searching for her ever missing son.
“Haley Nat is two months old, Du really can’t judge who she likes Mehr at the moment,” Quinn sagte shaking her, “But…if I did have to pick one, I would say she loves Nathan more.”
“Quinn!” Haley sagte looking appalled.
“Hah, there Du go,” Nathan sagte smiling victoriously, “Even Quinn admits it.”
“I am sorry Hales, but she is the most content around Nathan,” Quinn sagte shrugging.
“This is so unfair,” Haley sagte pouting, “I carried her for nine months, I went through 10 hours of painful labor, and now my daughter loves her dad more, and he didn’t even do anything.”
“Hey, Du nearly broke my hand while giving birth,” Nathan protested.
“Oh wow, what a tragedy,” Haley sagte sarcastically.
“It is. If Du broke my hand, my career is the NBA would be over,” Nathan sagte dramatically.
“Yeah for like 3 months,” Haley sagte moodily.
“Oh come on Hales, don’t be like that. I was just messing with you. Nat loves both of us equally,” Nathan sagte trying to calm her down.
“No, she doesn’t. She does Liebe Du more. Everyone can see that,” Haley sagte clearly upset.
“It’s just natural,” Quinn sagte coming back in the kitchen, “Girls are always closer to their dads. Remember how you, Viv, Taylor and I would always take dad’s side over mom? She used to get so upset about it.”
“Yeah, I remember,” Haley sagte smiling slightly, “I guess it’s okay if she loves Du a little bit more, as long as she doesn’t start hating me.” The statement was meant as a joke, but Nathan could hear her fear beneath it.
“Haley, I don’t think there is anyone in this world who can hate you. Least of all your children. They Liebe your Mehr than anything else in the world, and so do I, so don’t ever think like that,” Nathan admonished.
“I am sorry, I am sorry,” Haley sighed, “My hormones are still all over the place, I really didn’t mean that.”
“Well as long as you’re okay, it’s all good,” Nathan sagte Küssen her softly.
Before Haley could reply, they heard Jamie shout from his room, “Hey dad, can Du come up here a second?”
“Coming,” Nathan replied, and giving Haley’s arm a slight squeeze, he turned around and walked out of the kitchen.
“I can’t find him anywhere,” Quinn sagte in a panicked as she walked back into the küche after checking the backyard for any sign of Ryan, “I am a terrible, terrible mother. I have Lost my son, oh my god, I have seriously Lost him.”
“Quinn calm down, he’s got to be here somewhere. All the doors have security alarms on them, and Du know how creative Ryan can get with his hiding spots,” Haley sagte trying to soothe her completely frazzled sister.
“Haley I have looked everywhere. Under the bed, in the bathroom, under the swing, schaukel set, in your cabinets, everywhere, he’s...”
“Right here,” Nathan sagte walking back into the kitchen, with a giggling Ryan in his arms.
“Ryan, oh thank god,” Quinn sagte quickly taking her son from Nathan’s arms and hugging him close to her chest, “You scared mommy, baby.”
“Where was he?” Haley asked.
“In Jamie’s room,” Nathan replied as Quinn’s eyes snapped back to him.
“Jamie’s room? But I just asked him if he saw Ryan and he sagte he didn’t,” Quinn sagte confused.
“Jamie found him under the coffee table, and took him to his room without telling Du to play with your head a little,” Nathan sagte grinning as Jamie walked into the küche looking sheepish.
“James Lucas Scott, why would Du do that to your Favorit aunt?” Quinn questioned playfully, a lot calmer now that she had her son in her arms.
“I didn’t want to ruin his game. He looked like he was having so much fun,” Jamie sagte innocently.
“Yeah, a lot of fun scaring his mother to death,” Quinn sagte mock glaring at the innocent face of her son.
“Well he’s safe, sicher and healthy, so no harm done, right?” Jamie asked hopefully looking from Quinn to his mom.
“I’ll let Du get away with it this time, young man. Weiter time, don’t scare your aunt like that,” Haley said.
“I won’t, I promise Aunt Quinn,” Jamie sagte nodding, “Thanks mom.” And with a quick hug to his mom, he was gone.
“Well I am going to upstairs and take a shower,” Nathan announced getting up, “But feel free to Mitmachen me anytime, Hales.”
“Oh ew. There’s a baby in the room,” Quinn sagte looking disgusted as Nathan laughed.
“Well how do Du think he got here?” Nathan asked jokingly, but immediately regretted his words as Quinn’s face fell, “Shoot, I am sorry Quinn, that was insensitive.”
“No, no, it wasn’t. Du didn’t say anything wrong, don’t worry about it,” Quinn said, avoiding eye contact with both her sister and brother-in-law.
Nodding, Nathan quickly turned around and walked away.
“Quinn,” Haley sagte once Nathan was gone.
“Don’t Haley. It’s okay, seriously. I am over what happened, it was my fault anyways,” Quinn sagte shaking her head as she absentmindedly ran her hand through Ryan’s hair.
Looking down, she was reminded once again just how much he looked like his father’s. . His hair, eyes, face structure, mannerisms, everything, he was a carbon copy of his dad. And that was what made everything so difficult. She wanted so badly to forget him but the constant presence of Ryan ensured that he would always be a huge part of her whether she wanted it oder not.
“Quinn, Quinn, Du in there?” Haley asked waving her hand in front of her sister’s face who seemed to be in some sort of a daze.
“What? Oh yeah, I am here. Just got Lost in some thoughts,” Quinn sagte coming back to reality.
“So, do Du have any plans for today?” Haley asked as Quinn placed Ryan in his high chair and poured him some lucky charms cereal.
“Yeah, I am planning to take Ryan to the strand today. We haven’t been there in a while, and the weather today just screams ‘beach’”, Quinn said.
“Teetch?” Ryan asked looking up a huge smile on his face.
“Yes, beach,” Quinn sagte laughing as a look of complete excitement filled Ryan’s face.
“Someone’s a big Fan of the beach,” Haley noted as she saw Ryan struggling to get out of his high chair.
“Ryan, we’ll go to the strand when Du finish your cereal. So Du can struggle all Du want but we’re not leaving unless you’re done eating,” Quinn sagte sternly.
“You’re talking to him as if he understands what you’re saying,” Haley sagte teasingly as Ryan continued struggling. “You might as well take him out of the high chair, and take the cereal to go. He’s not going to stop struggling.”
“I shouldn’t have sagte the word strand around him, seriously it’s like taboo,” Quinn sagte giving in as she freed Ryan from the high chair.
“Teetch,” Ryan sagte giggling clapping his small hands together.
“Yes, we’re going to the beach,” Quinn sagte shaking her head, a small smile on her face.
“Wait Quinn, is that his first word? I don’t think I have heard him say anything so real sounding before,” Haley asked interestedly.
“No, it isn’t,” Quinn answered shortly, and before Haley could ask any Mehr questions, she got up and walked out of the kitchen.
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5 Minuten later, Quinn and Ryan appeared again, this time completely ready for their outing.
“Aww, my godson looks so cute,” Haley said, coming over and giving Ryan a kiss.
“Yeah, that’s the one thing he is good that,” Quinn sagte laughing, “Anyways, we’ll be back Von dark.”
“Alright, have fun,” Haley sagte walking them to the door.
“Ta ta,” Ryan sagte as he waved and gave Haley a flying kiss.
“Oh aren’t Du just a charmer,” Quinn sagte as she strapped him to his car sitz and gave him a quick KISS on the forehead.
“See Du in a couple hours,” Quinn sagte to Haley, and with that she got into the car and drove away.
“Like father like son,” Haley muttered shaking her head sadly.
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She had just walked back inside the house, when a knock stopped her in her tracks.
Wondering who could be calling in the middle of the afternoon, Haley turned around towards the door, and quickly opened it. However, the person on the other side caused her to blink in surprise. Surely she was imagining him here, she hadn’t seen him in almost 2 years and all of a sudden he was there standing on their doorsteps.
“Hey Haley,” the guy greeted, looking slightly uncomfortable.
“Clay, what are Du doing here?” Haley asked once the shock had worn off a little, and she was sure she was not hallucinating him there.
“Well nice to see Du too,” Clay sagte smiling slightly.
“I am sorry, that was so rude of me. Come on in. Du just took me Von surprise, Du were the last person I was expecting to see—”
“Haley, who is it?” Nathan asked coming downstairs. When he noticed Clay, his face broke into a smile, “You came.”
“I came. I don’t think I could have refused an offer like that,” Clay sagte seriously.
“What offer?” Haley asked curiously, “Nathan, were Du expecting him to Zeigen up.”
“Yes and no,” Nathan sagte as he led them to the living room, “I was hoping he would Zeigen up, but I wasn’t sure. That’s why I didn’t mention anything to Du Haley.”
“What? What are Du talking about?” Haley asked beyond confused.
“Nathan offered me a deal to become his agent again, he has been after me for the past six months, it was only a matter of time before I cracked,” Clay explained.
“You and Nathan have been in touch for the past six months?” Haley asked shocked, “How did Du know where he was?”
“I ran into him in a bar in Charlotte, and I haven’t left him alone ever since,” Nathan answered, “So have Du thought about my offer? I know you’ve been dealing with independent clients for the past Jahr and a half but this is a great opportunity—”
“I know it is a great opportunity. That’s why I am here. But I have a question,” Clay sagte looking straight at Nathan.
“What is it?” Nathan asked curiously.
“Why are Du doing this for me? Du didn’t seem to give a damn what happened to me oder my career before I left, so why now?” Clay asked bluntly.
“Because I was an idiot. I was angry that Du screwed up my deal, and at that time I just wanted Du gone. But when I found out what Du had done for me—”
“So this is just some sort of a repayment for what I did?” Clay asked.
“To a certain extent, yes, but mostly it’s an apology. Du messed up, but everyone makes mistakes, and I shouldn’t have ended Du career because of that. It was selfish and I am sorry. But Von the time I realized that, Du had already left, and when I found out what Du had done for me, I felt so guilty that I tried hunting Du down, but it was like Du had vanished,” Nathan explained.
“Yeah, I was lying low for a while,” Clay admitted, not wanting to go into Mehr detail about the dark days that had followed his dismissal from ISC, “Anyways, I have thought a lot about your proposal, and if Ken is willing to negotiate the deal, then consider in done.”
“Seriously?” Nathan asked grinning.
“Seriously,” Clay sagte smiling slightly, “I’d be an idiot not to take the deal.”
“You won’t regret it, I promise. And believe it oder not, Ken is very excited to have Du on board again. According to his secretary he missed having Du around.”
“Kinda disturbing, but Hey if it gets me the job then he can miss me all he wants,” Clay joked.
“Okay, I really don’t appreciate being this uninformed. What the hell is going on?” Haled asked.
But before Nathan could answer, Natalie stated crying from upstairs, her voice echoing loud and clear from the baby monitor placed nearby.
“I have to go see her, but this conversation isn’t over,” Haley sagte looking at Nathan as she got up.
“Oh yeah I heard Du guys had a baby girl,” Clay said, “Congratulations.”
“Thanks, her name is Natalie, and she will bring down the house if I don’t go check on her,” Haley sagte laughing as she turned around and quickly walked out of the living room. Soon, the two men heard the baby monitor shut down, indicating that Haley has gotten the situation under control.
“How does it feel like to be a dad again?” Clay asked after a couple minutes.
“Honestly, it feels amazing. Last time I became a dad, I was 17, so 25 is definitely an improvement,” Nathan sagte laughing, “But it’s great. She’s so amazing Clay, she makes everything worthwhile.”
“You’re a great dad, Nate, Your kids are lucky to have Du and Haley as their parents,” Clay sagte sincerely.
“Thanks,” Nathan sagte quietly, “So it looks like you’re my agent again.”
“Looks like it,” Clay nodded.
“So you’re moving to baum Hill? oder are Du planning to stay in Charlotte?” Nathan asked.
“Nah, I am moving back here. I talked to Ken on the phone yesterday, and he is willing to give me back my office back and everything,” Clay said, “Plus, this place has felt Mehr like Home to me than any other place I have been in ever since Sa—a long time.”
“Well it’s good to have Du back,” Nathan sagte sincerely, “I know things aren’t ideal between us, but I am sorry for what happened, and I hope we can work things out again.”
“You aren’t the only one at blame Nathan. We both made mistakes, we both acted rashly. But like I told Du that night on the rivercourt, Du were the best friend I had, and while we might not be at that point right now, I am pretty sure we’ll get there again,” Clay sagte quietly.
“Yeah,” Nathan nodded, then deciding they had shared enough feelings for one day, changed the subject, “So do Du know where you’re staying?”
“My strand house is still empty, so I am going to go back to living there. I sent in my furniture yesterday, so it should be all set Von the time I get there,” Clay said.
“Well if Du need anything else, we’re here for you,” Nathan said.
“Yeah, I know. Thanks,” Clay said, “But I really should get going, I have a lot of things to do before I start work on Monday.”
“Alright, I’ll see Du later then,” Nathan sagte getting up.
“Yeah, definitely,” Clay sagte opening the door and walking out, “I’ll call Du if something comes up, but the dealings look pretty final, so I am pretty sure we don’t have much to worry about.”
“I hope so,” Nathan sagte as Clay got in his car, and with a final wave, he drove away.
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30 Minuten later
“He left?” Haley asked as she came downstairs with a gurgling Natalie in her arms.
“Yeah, about ½ an Stunde ago,” Nathan sagte as he immediately took his daughter from Haley’s hands.
“So he’s back in baum hügel for good?” Haley asked nervously, sitting Weiter to Nathan on the couch.
“Yeah, Ken’s agreed to give him back his old office back and—holy crap he’s moving to baum Hill,” Nathan’s eyes widened as if something had just dawned on him.
“What are we going to tell Quinn?” Haley asked anxiously.
“I have a feeling that he will get to Quinn before us,” Nathan sagte with a sinking feeling in his stomach.
“What do Du mean?” Haley asked urgently.
“You sagte that Quinn was at the strand right?” Nathan asked.
“Yeah,” Haley nodded.
“Clay’s moving into his old strand house,” Nathan sagte quietly, and Von the small gasp Haley emitted, he knew that she understood the situation.
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Quinn was standing on the strand staring at the endless ocean in front of her, while Ryan played with his sand toys a few feet ahead of her. This strand held so many memories for her, both good and bad, and she didn’t know which ones were Mehr overwhelming. She had had herz fixed and broken here Von the same man here, and no matter how hard she tried to escape it, he was everywhere. This strand was their “spot”, for those 2 blissful weeks, this place was their haven, but that happiness was short lived.
Unconsciously, her eyes drifted to the place where everything fell apart.
-Flashback-
“You’re very quiet tonight,” Quinn observed as she ran her finger through Clay’s hair while he lay on her lap.
“Just thinking,” Clay muttered quietly.
“Anything important?” Quinn asked gently.
“Just my miserable life,” Clay sagte bluntly.
“Clay—”
“No, Quinn, don’t. Du know as well as I do, that I am in hell right now. Your words aren’t going to change the way I feel,” Clay snapped.
“I was just trying to help,” Quinn sagte softly.
“Well don’t. I don’t need your help. I brought this upon myself. I got careless, I deserve this,” Clay sagte miserably.
“You don’t deserve this Clay, nobody does. Du made a mistake, it happens. It’s not fair that Du have to pay such a big price for it,” Quinn sagte stubbornly.
“Nothing in my life has ever been fair, I am kind of used to it Von now,” Clay sagte bitterly.
“There has to be some way out of this situation,” Quinn sagte desperately.
“There is,” Clay sagte quietly after a couple of minutes.
“What is it?” Quinn asked eagerly.
“I have been thinking about it for a while, and I think this will be the best way to go- for both of us,” Clay sagte softly.
“Both of us?” Quinn asked confused.
“Yes, both of us,” Clay sagte taking a deep breath, “Quinn, I think we should stop seeing each other.”
“What?” Quinn asked shocked, “Where is this coming from?”
“That’s the way it should have been in the first place. This, this thing between us should have never happened. Nathan told me to stay away from you, and I should have respected his wishes. Ending this relationship, oder whatever Du want to call it, before it escalates, will be good for both of us,” Clay sagte as he gazed at the dark sea in front of him.
“You don’t know that Clay, you—”
“I do know that Quinn,” Clay interrupted, “This has affected both of us, I mean Du and Haley aren’t even speaking to each other anymore.”
“Clay—”
“I need to fix the mess I made, Quinn. I need to prove to Nathan my worth, and somehow get him on the Bobcats again. I need to do this Von my. I can’t do that with Du around,” Clay sagte quietly, hating every word that came out of his mouth.
“So that’s it? This is over? Just like that?” Quinn asked quietly.
“Just like that,” Clay sagte softly, trying to not let any emotions show.
“Alright then,” Quinn sagte quickly getting up, she didn’t want him to see how much he had hurt her, “I am sorry. For everything.”
“Quinn, none of this is your fault,” Clay sagte grabbing her hand. She had to understand that he didn’t blame her for anything that had happened. She had been the best thing that had happened to him since Sara, and now it was all over. Over before it even started.
“Somehow it feels like is,” Quinn sagte quietly, and freeing her wrist from Clay’s grasp, she turned around and quickly walked away, leaving a miserable Clay behind.
-End Flashback-
Shaking her head, Quinn tried to unsuccessfully pry her head away from all the unpleasant thoughts that plagued her every time she looked at that particular spot. She knew she was just hurting herself Von continuing to relive those memories, but she couldn’t find an escape from them.
Forcing herself to think about happy thoughts, she turned her attention towards her son who was still playing in the sand. He was trying very hard to build a mountain of sand, but every time he reached over to get Mehr sand, the rest of the pile would fall off. Quinn laughed slightly as his sand mountain collapsed once again and was just about to go and help him, when she heard a voice she thought she would never hear again.
“Quinn?”
Spinning around, she felt her eyes grow wide as she realized that it was in fact him standing in front of her. After almost 2 years of silence, he was here, in front of her, without any warning.
“Clay?” Quinn gasped once she could get her mouth to function, “What are Du doing here?”
“Taking a stroll on the beach,” Clay answered in a ‘duh’ voice. He knew what she meant, he just felt like playing around with her a bit.
“No, I mean what are Du doing in baum Hill?” Quinn asked rephrasing the question. She snuck a quick glance at Ryan and was glad he was facing away from them.
“I live here, now,” Clay answered, wondering how she would react.
“What? Since when?” Quinn asked thunderstruck. Of all the things he could have sagte this was the last thing she had expected oder wanted to hear.
“ISC gave me a deal, they want me to come back, and Nathan wants me as an agent, the offer was pretty awesome, so I accepted it,” Clay explained.
“Oh, that’s great,” Quinn sagte uncomfortably, sneaking another glance at Ryan.
“Yeah, after the life I have been living for the past 2 years, it is—is there some cute behind Du that Du keep sneaking glances to? I know it’s none of my business, but Du seem so distracted. If this is bad timing for you—”
“Yeah it is kind of a bad time. I really have to get going—”
“You’re hiding something,” Clay sagte looking at her closely.
“No, I am not,” Quinn sagte quickly.
“Yes, Du are. I can tell,” Clay sagte stubbornly.
“Don’t pretend like Du know me Clay, this is really not the time,” Quinn snapped.
“Well then if you’re not hiding anything, let me see who Du keep glancing towards?” Clay challenged.
“No, that’s a bad idea,” Quinn sagte hastily as she stepped in front of Clay. Bad move. Because in trying to prevent Clay from walking vorwärts-, nach vorn and see Ryan, she had gegeben him a perfect view of him.
“Were Du looking at that kid?” Clay asked confused.
“No, I wasn’t. Why would I be looking at that kid?” Quinn asked laughing nervously.
“I don’t know. Du tell me,” Clay said.
“Clay, look please, just drop this. This is not the time oder the place. I’ll talk to Du later—”
“He’s your son isn’t he?” Clay asked quietly, stopping Quinn in between her rant.
“What?” Quinn asked stunned, as he moved around her and started walking towards where Ryan was sitting playing with his toys, completely oblivious to the world around him.
“He’s your son,” Clay repeated again, but this time it was Mehr of a statement than a question.
“Clay, Du really don’t want to do that,” Quinn insisted grabbing his arms before he could turn to come face to face with Ryan.
“Why not?” Clay asked confused. “Are Du ashamed of him oder something? Because I am pretty sure he’s a cute kid, I mean look who he has for a mom.”
“Clay—”
“I just want to see him,” Clay insisted, his interest being peaked at what Quinn was trying to hide, “Come on, its not like one look at him would be the end of the world.”
And with that, he gently pried her numb fingers away from his arms, and walked around so that he was face to face with Ryan.
“See, nothing—” However, at that very moment Ryan chose to lift his head up to meet the stranger, and Clay felt his words die in his throat.
“It is the end of the world,” Quinn whispered as she took in Clay’s horrified expression.
“Clay?” Quinn asked after he hadn’t sagte anything for Mehr than two minutes.
“Say it,” Clay whispered. His eyes were still fixed on Ryan who was staring at him curiously.
“What?” Quinn asked confused.
“Say it,” Clay repeated in a much harsher tone.
“Say what?” Quinn asked desperately, but when he raised his furious eyes to meet hers, she immediately understood what he wanted her to say.
“Clay we can—”
“Just say it god dammit,” Clay almost hissed. He knew he looked completely inhumane, but he didn’t care. He needed to hear the truth from her, and he needed to hear it now.
Shaking, Quinn took a deep breath, and looking straight into his eyes repeated the words Clay had sagte only a couple Minuten earlier, “He’s your son.”
And with those 3 words, Clay felt his world crash into pieces all around him.
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A/N: So this has got to be the hardest thing I have ever written. I don’t know how I feel about it, but this is an idea that has been in my head for a long time, and I couldn’t seem to get rid of it. So I decided to put it on paper and make a story out of it. I have the whole plot planned, and I am kind of excited about how I am going to make this work, since this is such a new couple.
So, let me know what Du think
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“Ryan, can Du please come out of your hiding place?” Quinn shouted as she ran around the house trying to find the mischievous toddler, “Come on baby, mommy is getting tired.”
“Finally feeling your age?” Nathan asked teasingly as he walked into the küche having heard the last of Quinn’s rant.
“Very funny,” Quinn sagte rolling her eyes, looking under the dining tabelle to see whether her son was hiding there oder not, “And Du try running after him all day, then we’ll talk.”
“Been there, done that,” Nathan sagte smirking, “You don’t think Jamie was born an Angel – Jäger der Finsternis do you? He was just as hyper, if not more, as Ryan. He kept Haley and I on our toes all the time.”
“Did Du just say Haley and I? After 10 years of being your tutor, my grammar is finally rubbing off on you,” Haley sagte grinning as she came to stand Weiter to her husband.
“It was going to happen sooner oder later,” Nathan laughed wrapping his arms around Haley.
“So the little monster’s gone missing again?” Haley asked looking as Quinn’s disheveled state.
“Yes,” Quinn groaned in frustration, “Ever since he has learned to crawl I haven’t had a moment of peace in my life.”
“Ah, I remember when Jamie was at that age. Those were some of the most worrisome days of my life. All I wanted to do was tie him in his high chair, but he would have none of it,” Haley sagte smiling fondly at the memory.
“Yeah, I remember when we tried doing that in the middle of the night one day, I swear that kid screamed so loudly that he woke up the entire building. Lucas swears he has never been able to hear properly after that incident,” Nathan agreed.
“Well looks like Du guys are approaching that phase all over again, soon you’ll be running around the place after Nat,” Quinn sagte distractedly.
“I am trying not to think of that day. Nat is at her best stage at the moment, she’s finally sleeping all night, she smiles all the time unless she’s upset of course, and most importantly, she loves me Mehr than Haley. I am in no hurry to Bewegen past this stage,” Nathan sagte seriously.
“Nathan Scott, Natalie does not Liebe Du Mehr than me,” Haley gasped, turning indignantly towards her husband.
“She totally does Hales. I am the only person who can calm her down no matter how upset she is, and she smiles at me all the time,” Nathan sagte smugly.
“That’s only because you’re always playing with her and making stupid faces at her that she finds amusing for some stupid reason. And anyways she’s supposed to Liebe me more, I gave birth to her,” Haley sagte narrowing her eyes as if waiting for Nathan to contradict her.
“Oh please, not the birth card. Du know she loves me more, you’re just making excuses,” Nathan smirked. He knew he was pushing his luck, but seeing Haley all aggravated like that still gave him a thrill.
“Quinn, back me up here. Nat loves me Mehr right?” Haley demanded of her sister who had now moved to the living room searching for her ever missing son.
“Haley Nat is two months old, Du really can’t judge who she likes Mehr at the moment,” Quinn sagte shaking her, “But…if I did have to pick one, I would say she loves Nathan more.”
“Quinn!” Haley sagte looking appalled.
“Hah, there Du go,” Nathan sagte smiling victoriously, “Even Quinn admits it.”
“I am sorry Hales, but she is the most content around Nathan,” Quinn sagte shrugging.
“This is so unfair,” Haley sagte pouting, “I carried her for nine months, I went through 10 hours of painful labor, and now my daughter loves her dad more, and he didn’t even do anything.”
“Hey, Du nearly broke my hand while giving birth,” Nathan protested.
“Oh wow, what a tragedy,” Haley sagte sarcastically.
“It is. If Du broke my hand, my career is the NBA would be over,” Nathan sagte dramatically.
“Yeah for like 3 months,” Haley sagte moodily.
“Oh come on Hales, don’t be like that. I was just messing with you. Nat loves both of us equally,” Nathan sagte trying to calm her down.
“No, she doesn’t. She does Liebe Du more. Everyone can see that,” Haley sagte clearly upset.
“It’s just natural,” Quinn sagte coming back in the kitchen, “Girls are always closer to their dads. Remember how you, Viv, Taylor and I would always take dad’s side over mom? She used to get so upset about it.”
“Yeah, I remember,” Haley sagte smiling slightly, “I guess it’s okay if she loves Du a little bit more, as long as she doesn’t start hating me.” The statement was meant as a joke, but Nathan could hear her fear beneath it.
“Haley, I don’t think there is anyone in this world who can hate you. Least of all your children. They Liebe your Mehr than anything else in the world, and so do I, so don’t ever think like that,” Nathan admonished.
“I am sorry, I am sorry,” Haley sighed, “My hormones are still all over the place, I really didn’t mean that.”
“Well as long as you’re okay, it’s all good,” Nathan sagte Küssen her softly.
Before Haley could reply, they heard Jamie shout from his room, “Hey dad, can Du come up here a second?”
“Coming,” Nathan replied, and giving Haley’s arm a slight squeeze, he turned around and walked out of the kitchen.
“I can’t find him anywhere,” Quinn sagte in a panicked as she walked back into the küche after checking the backyard for any sign of Ryan, “I am a terrible, terrible mother. I have Lost my son, oh my god, I have seriously Lost him.”
“Quinn calm down, he’s got to be here somewhere. All the doors have security alarms on them, and Du know how creative Ryan can get with his hiding spots,” Haley sagte trying to soothe her completely frazzled sister.
“Haley I have looked everywhere. Under the bed, in the bathroom, under the swing, schaukel set, in your cabinets, everywhere, he’s...”
“Right here,” Nathan sagte walking back into the kitchen, with a giggling Ryan in his arms.
“Ryan, oh thank god,” Quinn sagte quickly taking her son from Nathan’s arms and hugging him close to her chest, “You scared mommy, baby.”
“Where was he?” Haley asked.
“In Jamie’s room,” Nathan replied as Quinn’s eyes snapped back to him.
“Jamie’s room? But I just asked him if he saw Ryan and he sagte he didn’t,” Quinn sagte confused.
“Jamie found him under the coffee table, and took him to his room without telling Du to play with your head a little,” Nathan sagte grinning as Jamie walked into the küche looking sheepish.
“James Lucas Scott, why would Du do that to your Favorit aunt?” Quinn questioned playfully, a lot calmer now that she had her son in her arms.
“I didn’t want to ruin his game. He looked like he was having so much fun,” Jamie sagte innocently.
“Yeah, a lot of fun scaring his mother to death,” Quinn sagte mock glaring at the innocent face of her son.
“Well he’s safe, sicher and healthy, so no harm done, right?” Jamie asked hopefully looking from Quinn to his mom.
“I’ll let Du get away with it this time, young man. Weiter time, don’t scare your aunt like that,” Haley said.
“I won’t, I promise Aunt Quinn,” Jamie sagte nodding, “Thanks mom.” And with a quick hug to his mom, he was gone.
“Well I am going to upstairs and take a shower,” Nathan announced getting up, “But feel free to Mitmachen me anytime, Hales.”
“Oh ew. There’s a baby in the room,” Quinn sagte looking disgusted as Nathan laughed.
“Well how do Du think he got here?” Nathan asked jokingly, but immediately regretted his words as Quinn’s face fell, “Shoot, I am sorry Quinn, that was insensitive.”
“No, no, it wasn’t. Du didn’t say anything wrong, don’t worry about it,” Quinn said, avoiding eye contact with both her sister and brother-in-law.
Nodding, Nathan quickly turned around and walked away.
“Quinn,” Haley sagte once Nathan was gone.
“Don’t Haley. It’s okay, seriously. I am over what happened, it was my fault anyways,” Quinn sagte shaking her head as she absentmindedly ran her hand through Ryan’s hair.
Looking down, she was reminded once again just how much he looked like his father’s. . His hair, eyes, face structure, mannerisms, everything, he was a carbon copy of his dad. And that was what made everything so difficult. She wanted so badly to forget him but the constant presence of Ryan ensured that he would always be a huge part of her whether she wanted it oder not.
“Quinn, Quinn, Du in there?” Haley asked waving her hand in front of her sister’s face who seemed to be in some sort of a daze.
“What? Oh yeah, I am here. Just got Lost in some thoughts,” Quinn sagte coming back to reality.
“So, do Du have any plans for today?” Haley asked as Quinn placed Ryan in his high chair and poured him some lucky charms cereal.
“Yeah, I am planning to take Ryan to the strand today. We haven’t been there in a while, and the weather today just screams ‘beach’”, Quinn said.
“Teetch?” Ryan asked looking up a huge smile on his face.
“Yes, beach,” Quinn sagte laughing as a look of complete excitement filled Ryan’s face.
“Someone’s a big Fan of the beach,” Haley noted as she saw Ryan struggling to get out of his high chair.
“Ryan, we’ll go to the strand when Du finish your cereal. So Du can struggle all Du want but we’re not leaving unless you’re done eating,” Quinn sagte sternly.
“You’re talking to him as if he understands what you’re saying,” Haley sagte teasingly as Ryan continued struggling. “You might as well take him out of the high chair, and take the cereal to go. He’s not going to stop struggling.”
“I shouldn’t have sagte the word strand around him, seriously it’s like taboo,” Quinn sagte giving in as she freed Ryan from the high chair.
“Teetch,” Ryan sagte giggling clapping his small hands together.
“Yes, we’re going to the beach,” Quinn sagte shaking her head, a small smile on her face.
“Wait Quinn, is that his first word? I don’t think I have heard him say anything so real sounding before,” Haley asked interestedly.
“No, it isn’t,” Quinn answered shortly, and before Haley could ask any Mehr questions, she got up and walked out of the kitchen.
--
5 Minuten later, Quinn and Ryan appeared again, this time completely ready for their outing.
“Aww, my godson looks so cute,” Haley said, coming over and giving Ryan a kiss.
“Yeah, that’s the one thing he is good that,” Quinn sagte laughing, “Anyways, we’ll be back Von dark.”
“Alright, have fun,” Haley sagte walking them to the door.
“Ta ta,” Ryan sagte as he waved and gave Haley a flying kiss.
“Oh aren’t Du just a charmer,” Quinn sagte as she strapped him to his car sitz and gave him a quick KISS on the forehead.
“See Du in a couple hours,” Quinn sagte to Haley, and with that she got into the car and drove away.
“Like father like son,” Haley muttered shaking her head sadly.
--
She had just walked back inside the house, when a knock stopped her in her tracks.
Wondering who could be calling in the middle of the afternoon, Haley turned around towards the door, and quickly opened it. However, the person on the other side caused her to blink in surprise. Surely she was imagining him here, she hadn’t seen him in almost 2 years and all of a sudden he was there standing on their doorsteps.
“Hey Haley,” the guy greeted, looking slightly uncomfortable.
“Clay, what are Du doing here?” Haley asked once the shock had worn off a little, and she was sure she was not hallucinating him there.
“Well nice to see Du too,” Clay sagte smiling slightly.
“I am sorry, that was so rude of me. Come on in. Du just took me Von surprise, Du were the last person I was expecting to see—”
“Haley, who is it?” Nathan asked coming downstairs. When he noticed Clay, his face broke into a smile, “You came.”
“I came. I don’t think I could have refused an offer like that,” Clay sagte seriously.
“What offer?” Haley asked curiously, “Nathan, were Du expecting him to Zeigen up.”
“Yes and no,” Nathan sagte as he led them to the living room, “I was hoping he would Zeigen up, but I wasn’t sure. That’s why I didn’t mention anything to Du Haley.”
“What? What are Du talking about?” Haley asked beyond confused.
“Nathan offered me a deal to become his agent again, he has been after me for the past six months, it was only a matter of time before I cracked,” Clay explained.
“You and Nathan have been in touch for the past six months?” Haley asked shocked, “How did Du know where he was?”
“I ran into him in a bar in Charlotte, and I haven’t left him alone ever since,” Nathan answered, “So have Du thought about my offer? I know you’ve been dealing with independent clients for the past Jahr and a half but this is a great opportunity—”
“I know it is a great opportunity. That’s why I am here. But I have a question,” Clay sagte looking straight at Nathan.
“What is it?” Nathan asked curiously.
“Why are Du doing this for me? Du didn’t seem to give a damn what happened to me oder my career before I left, so why now?” Clay asked bluntly.
“Because I was an idiot. I was angry that Du screwed up my deal, and at that time I just wanted Du gone. But when I found out what Du had done for me—”
“So this is just some sort of a repayment for what I did?” Clay asked.
“To a certain extent, yes, but mostly it’s an apology. Du messed up, but everyone makes mistakes, and I shouldn’t have ended Du career because of that. It was selfish and I am sorry. But Von the time I realized that, Du had already left, and when I found out what Du had done for me, I felt so guilty that I tried hunting Du down, but it was like Du had vanished,” Nathan explained.
“Yeah, I was lying low for a while,” Clay admitted, not wanting to go into Mehr detail about the dark days that had followed his dismissal from ISC, “Anyways, I have thought a lot about your proposal, and if Ken is willing to negotiate the deal, then consider in done.”
“Seriously?” Nathan asked grinning.
“Seriously,” Clay sagte smiling slightly, “I’d be an idiot not to take the deal.”
“You won’t regret it, I promise. And believe it oder not, Ken is very excited to have Du on board again. According to his secretary he missed having Du around.”
“Kinda disturbing, but Hey if it gets me the job then he can miss me all he wants,” Clay joked.
“Okay, I really don’t appreciate being this uninformed. What the hell is going on?” Haled asked.
But before Nathan could answer, Natalie stated crying from upstairs, her voice echoing loud and clear from the baby monitor placed nearby.
“I have to go see her, but this conversation isn’t over,” Haley sagte looking at Nathan as she got up.
“Oh yeah I heard Du guys had a baby girl,” Clay said, “Congratulations.”
“Thanks, her name is Natalie, and she will bring down the house if I don’t go check on her,” Haley sagte laughing as she turned around and quickly walked out of the living room. Soon, the two men heard the baby monitor shut down, indicating that Haley has gotten the situation under control.
“How does it feel like to be a dad again?” Clay asked after a couple minutes.
“Honestly, it feels amazing. Last time I became a dad, I was 17, so 25 is definitely an improvement,” Nathan sagte laughing, “But it’s great. She’s so amazing Clay, she makes everything worthwhile.”
“You’re a great dad, Nate, Your kids are lucky to have Du and Haley as their parents,” Clay sagte sincerely.
“Thanks,” Nathan sagte quietly, “So it looks like you’re my agent again.”
“Looks like it,” Clay nodded.
“So you’re moving to baum Hill? oder are Du planning to stay in Charlotte?” Nathan asked.
“Nah, I am moving back here. I talked to Ken on the phone yesterday, and he is willing to give me back my office back and everything,” Clay said, “Plus, this place has felt Mehr like Home to me than any other place I have been in ever since Sa—a long time.”
“Well it’s good to have Du back,” Nathan sagte sincerely, “I know things aren’t ideal between us, but I am sorry for what happened, and I hope we can work things out again.”
“You aren’t the only one at blame Nathan. We both made mistakes, we both acted rashly. But like I told Du that night on the rivercourt, Du were the best friend I had, and while we might not be at that point right now, I am pretty sure we’ll get there again,” Clay sagte quietly.
“Yeah,” Nathan nodded, then deciding they had shared enough feelings for one day, changed the subject, “So do Du know where you’re staying?”
“My strand house is still empty, so I am going to go back to living there. I sent in my furniture yesterday, so it should be all set Von the time I get there,” Clay said.
“Well if Du need anything else, we’re here for you,” Nathan said.
“Yeah, I know. Thanks,” Clay said, “But I really should get going, I have a lot of things to do before I start work on Monday.”
“Alright, I’ll see Du later then,” Nathan sagte getting up.
“Yeah, definitely,” Clay sagte opening the door and walking out, “I’ll call Du if something comes up, but the dealings look pretty final, so I am pretty sure we don’t have much to worry about.”
“I hope so,” Nathan sagte as Clay got in his car, and with a final wave, he drove away.
--
30 Minuten later
“He left?” Haley asked as she came downstairs with a gurgling Natalie in her arms.
“Yeah, about ½ an Stunde ago,” Nathan sagte as he immediately took his daughter from Haley’s hands.
“So he’s back in baum hügel for good?” Haley asked nervously, sitting Weiter to Nathan on the couch.
“Yeah, Ken’s agreed to give him back his old office back and—holy crap he’s moving to baum Hill,” Nathan’s eyes widened as if something had just dawned on him.
“What are we going to tell Quinn?” Haley asked anxiously.
“I have a feeling that he will get to Quinn before us,” Nathan sagte with a sinking feeling in his stomach.
“What do Du mean?” Haley asked urgently.
“You sagte that Quinn was at the strand right?” Nathan asked.
“Yeah,” Haley nodded.
“Clay’s moving into his old strand house,” Nathan sagte quietly, and Von the small gasp Haley emitted, he knew that she understood the situation.
--
Quinn was standing on the strand staring at the endless ocean in front of her, while Ryan played with his sand toys a few feet ahead of her. This strand held so many memories for her, both good and bad, and she didn’t know which ones were Mehr overwhelming. She had had herz fixed and broken here Von the same man here, and no matter how hard she tried to escape it, he was everywhere. This strand was their “spot”, for those 2 blissful weeks, this place was their haven, but that happiness was short lived.
Unconsciously, her eyes drifted to the place where everything fell apart.
-Flashback-
“You’re very quiet tonight,” Quinn observed as she ran her finger through Clay’s hair while he lay on her lap.
“Just thinking,” Clay muttered quietly.
“Anything important?” Quinn asked gently.
“Just my miserable life,” Clay sagte bluntly.
“Clay—”
“No, Quinn, don’t. Du know as well as I do, that I am in hell right now. Your words aren’t going to change the way I feel,” Clay snapped.
“I was just trying to help,” Quinn sagte softly.
“Well don’t. I don’t need your help. I brought this upon myself. I got careless, I deserve this,” Clay sagte miserably.
“You don’t deserve this Clay, nobody does. Du made a mistake, it happens. It’s not fair that Du have to pay such a big price for it,” Quinn sagte stubbornly.
“Nothing in my life has ever been fair, I am kind of used to it Von now,” Clay sagte bitterly.
“There has to be some way out of this situation,” Quinn sagte desperately.
“There is,” Clay sagte quietly after a couple of minutes.
“What is it?” Quinn asked eagerly.
“I have been thinking about it for a while, and I think this will be the best way to go- for both of us,” Clay sagte softly.
“Both of us?” Quinn asked confused.
“Yes, both of us,” Clay sagte taking a deep breath, “Quinn, I think we should stop seeing each other.”
“What?” Quinn asked shocked, “Where is this coming from?”
“That’s the way it should have been in the first place. This, this thing between us should have never happened. Nathan told me to stay away from you, and I should have respected his wishes. Ending this relationship, oder whatever Du want to call it, before it escalates, will be good for both of us,” Clay sagte as he gazed at the dark sea in front of him.
“You don’t know that Clay, you—”
“I do know that Quinn,” Clay interrupted, “This has affected both of us, I mean Du and Haley aren’t even speaking to each other anymore.”
“Clay—”
“I need to fix the mess I made, Quinn. I need to prove to Nathan my worth, and somehow get him on the Bobcats again. I need to do this Von my. I can’t do that with Du around,” Clay sagte quietly, hating every word that came out of his mouth.
“So that’s it? This is over? Just like that?” Quinn asked quietly.
“Just like that,” Clay sagte softly, trying to not let any emotions show.
“Alright then,” Quinn sagte quickly getting up, she didn’t want him to see how much he had hurt her, “I am sorry. For everything.”
“Quinn, none of this is your fault,” Clay sagte grabbing her hand. She had to understand that he didn’t blame her for anything that had happened. She had been the best thing that had happened to him since Sara, and now it was all over. Over before it even started.
“Somehow it feels like is,” Quinn sagte quietly, and freeing her wrist from Clay’s grasp, she turned around and quickly walked away, leaving a miserable Clay behind.
-End Flashback-
Shaking her head, Quinn tried to unsuccessfully pry her head away from all the unpleasant thoughts that plagued her every time she looked at that particular spot. She knew she was just hurting herself Von continuing to relive those memories, but she couldn’t find an escape from them.
Forcing herself to think about happy thoughts, she turned her attention towards her son who was still playing in the sand. He was trying very hard to build a mountain of sand, but every time he reached over to get Mehr sand, the rest of the pile would fall off. Quinn laughed slightly as his sand mountain collapsed once again and was just about to go and help him, when she heard a voice she thought she would never hear again.
“Quinn?”
Spinning around, she felt her eyes grow wide as she realized that it was in fact him standing in front of her. After almost 2 years of silence, he was here, in front of her, without any warning.
“Clay?” Quinn gasped once she could get her mouth to function, “What are Du doing here?”
“Taking a stroll on the beach,” Clay answered in a ‘duh’ voice. He knew what she meant, he just felt like playing around with her a bit.
“No, I mean what are Du doing in baum Hill?” Quinn asked rephrasing the question. She snuck a quick glance at Ryan and was glad he was facing away from them.
“I live here, now,” Clay answered, wondering how she would react.
“What? Since when?” Quinn asked thunderstruck. Of all the things he could have sagte this was the last thing she had expected oder wanted to hear.
“ISC gave me a deal, they want me to come back, and Nathan wants me as an agent, the offer was pretty awesome, so I accepted it,” Clay explained.
“Oh, that’s great,” Quinn sagte uncomfortably, sneaking another glance at Ryan.
“Yeah, after the life I have been living for the past 2 years, it is—is there some cute behind Du that Du keep sneaking glances to? I know it’s none of my business, but Du seem so distracted. If this is bad timing for you—”
“Yeah it is kind of a bad time. I really have to get going—”
“You’re hiding something,” Clay sagte looking at her closely.
“No, I am not,” Quinn sagte quickly.
“Yes, Du are. I can tell,” Clay sagte stubbornly.
“Don’t pretend like Du know me Clay, this is really not the time,” Quinn snapped.
“Well then if you’re not hiding anything, let me see who Du keep glancing towards?” Clay challenged.
“No, that’s a bad idea,” Quinn sagte hastily as she stepped in front of Clay. Bad move. Because in trying to prevent Clay from walking vorwärts-, nach vorn and see Ryan, she had gegeben him a perfect view of him.
“Were Du looking at that kid?” Clay asked confused.
“No, I wasn’t. Why would I be looking at that kid?” Quinn asked laughing nervously.
“I don’t know. Du tell me,” Clay said.
“Clay, look please, just drop this. This is not the time oder the place. I’ll talk to Du later—”
“He’s your son isn’t he?” Clay asked quietly, stopping Quinn in between her rant.
“What?” Quinn asked stunned, as he moved around her and started walking towards where Ryan was sitting playing with his toys, completely oblivious to the world around him.
“He’s your son,” Clay repeated again, but this time it was Mehr of a statement than a question.
“Clay, Du really don’t want to do that,” Quinn insisted grabbing his arms before he could turn to come face to face with Ryan.
“Why not?” Clay asked confused. “Are Du ashamed of him oder something? Because I am pretty sure he’s a cute kid, I mean look who he has for a mom.”
“Clay—”
“I just want to see him,” Clay insisted, his interest being peaked at what Quinn was trying to hide, “Come on, its not like one look at him would be the end of the world.”
And with that, he gently pried her numb fingers away from his arms, and walked around so that he was face to face with Ryan.
“See, nothing—” However, at that very moment Ryan chose to lift his head up to meet the stranger, and Clay felt his words die in his throat.
“It is the end of the world,” Quinn whispered as she took in Clay’s horrified expression.
“Clay?” Quinn asked after he hadn’t sagte anything for Mehr than two minutes.
“Say it,” Clay whispered. His eyes were still fixed on Ryan who was staring at him curiously.
“What?” Quinn asked confused.
“Say it,” Clay repeated in a much harsher tone.
“Say what?” Quinn asked desperately, but when he raised his furious eyes to meet hers, she immediately understood what he wanted her to say.
“Clay we can—”
“Just say it god dammit,” Clay almost hissed. He knew he looked completely inhumane, but he didn’t care. He needed to hear the truth from her, and he needed to hear it now.
Shaking, Quinn took a deep breath, and looking straight into his eyes repeated the words Clay had sagte only a couple Minuten earlier, “He’s your son.”
And with those 3 words, Clay felt his world crash into pieces all around him.
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A/N: So this has got to be the hardest thing I have ever written. I don’t know how I feel about it, but this is an idea that has been in my head for a long time, and I couldn’t seem to get rid of it. So I decided to put it on paper and make a story out of it. I have the whole plot planned, and I am kind of excited about how I am going to make this work, since this is such a new couple.
So, let me know what Du think
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