this is something i wrote about some1..some1 who used to be special to me... *cries*


I looked at u for help
now i look at nothing
u broke my heart
i'll never trust some1 again
after what u did to me
Im still crazy 4 u
i miss the way u say 'i Liebe u'
i know u don't feel the same way about me
u hurt me
i lie here thinking about u for hours
thinking u'll come back 1 day
but thinking on how u left me
standing here
in the cold
u never will…
i miss u
u promised u never would
never break my heart
u didn't keep ur promise
u hurt me
u left me
standing here
in the cold
freezing..
the worst thing u did to me
was make me fall in Liebe with u..
I MISS U
i cried all night
i got no sleep
the Tag u said
these exact words
'its over'
:(

this is the key to my herz i gave it to u them when i fell for someone elease the key broke then one Tag it came back to me and i learned Liebe comes with a catch and my catch is a vampire alot has happened in my life and i never will let it go just like Du wont with your memories every memory counts it starts deadly it ends deadly its life Du cant have life without death nor can u live with out Essen its how life is your choice make the wronge one Du die. are Du happy nor sad. there cant be a ying without a yang.

i cant live without-
1. my friends
2. music*******
3. my cat Potter
4. horses
5. Miles(i Liebe u even tho ur my ex)

i can live without-
1. my brother
2. all my ex's except Miles
3. umm.......the worst Musik in the world
4. heights cuz i get scared
5. and mean ppl


and 5 thing that i Liebe r
1. Miles*sighs*
2. My horse thats not my horse anymore
3. all my cats
4. my dog
5. other ppl like:
whoever is my bf (always changing:( )
my friends
some of my family
Mehr friends
and Mehr friends
and ppl that like me 4 who i am

My most embarrassing moment was also my first kiss.
I was in 3rd grade and had a major crush on my really good friend Miles. He knew that I liked him a lot so one Tag after school he and his brother were hanging out at my house. I was sitting on the couch in the living room and my mom was also there but not on the couch. Miles just came over and kissed me! Then my mom said, " Did he just! Oh my gosh!"
My mom still won't let that moment go! And me and Miles never got together and never kissed again