Two done... One to go:P eheh! So... I'll try to write something tomorrow, but can't promise! I'll take the computer to my other house and even if I can't post the chapters I'll still try to write them:)
“Alice’s POV”
“Ok… On my way!” Seth got out and went into the forest to talk to the other wolves! I felt Jasper letting go of me as he got up, I reach out for him, he gave me a quick KISS and headed outside. I got up in time to see him running to the little river that ran close to our house, when he reached it he sat in a rock close to it!
I was about to go after him when I felt a hand in my arm…
“Don’t, Alice… He needs time, just let me go talk to him!”
“It’s all my fault, Edward! I made this… I’m breaking our family and I’m making Jasper hate me…” I didn’t want everyone to listen to what I was saying, I knew they would feel hurt oder try to deny it!
“This is not your fault, Alice! Du did what Du thought was the best, killing her is the only way to end this, I get it! But the family is not breaking and Jasper is not hating you!” Only he could know what had possessed me to do this! To put my whole family in danger! What was I thinking?!
“Go to him, Edward! Please… Ask him to come back! I need him…” I hadn’t stopped talking yet and he was already going to Jasper! I wish he would make him come back to me!
When he was gone it had hurt so much! I couldn’t stand being apart from him for too long! I needed him, as humans need air to live I need Jasper…
“Come on, little sister! We are going to have a brother/sister moment… Du need it.” Emmett got an arm around my shoulders and we headed into the kitchen! “So… let it out! What’s the matter?”
“I made this, Emmett! I’m the one that is going to make our whole family fall apart! We may not survive this!” If I could be crying I would be! I hated feeling like this, feeling that my family could die and it was all my fault!
“You didn’t make anything… Maria made this when she took Jasper! And Du know what? If we have to fight, we have to fight! And if we die? I rather die with Du then stay alive for all eternity!” I knew that he might die! That I might loose my brother… But I couldn’t help but smile! I knew that whatever happened he would be there…
“Thank you, Emmett! Thank Du for always being here! Du are amazing… I just wish that Jasper would come back! I missed him so much while he was trapped with Maria and now that he’s back he goes away!” My face got sad again and I could see Emmett trying his best to cheer me up…
Emmett was just about to say something when I heard Edward come in. He talked to Carlisle and then came into the kitchen!
“I talked to him, but he’s still… He’s confused, Alice! Carlisle went to talk to him. Give him time!” He sagte that and walked away… To Bella I supposed! I wished I had Jasper to walk to.
I was just about to go to him when I heard Emmett:
“Listen to Edward… He can be very annoying but he’s right! Jasper just needs time to think! Being with Maria made him remember a time when he wasn’t happy… When he hadn’t you, and I bet that it wasn’t good to remember that!” I ran to Emmett and gave him a hug! He had just made me hang on for a while longer until I could have Jasper back with me!
“Thank you, Emmett! Thank Du soooo much!”
I spent the rest of the afternoon with Emmett in the kitchen. Even though we didn’t eat, sometimes me and Emmett liked to cook. Just the two of us! It was a way to help each other when we had problems oder simply to have fun. The Essen we cooked we gave to Charlie!
We were in the küche when we heard Jasper get in the house. He went straight upstairs and this time I didn’t try to go after him… I knew that when he was ready he would come and talk to me!
Hours passed and I felt like everyone was talking to Jasper except me. Esme had just gone up to our room to try and talk to him, but none of them had come down yet!
I left Emmett in the kitchen, cleaning up and came to the leaving room! I got near the window and stared outside… I could see the little river running south of our Home and I started to think of everything that had happened since that Tag when Jasper had sagte goodbye!
It had broken my herz to see him leave, but when I saw why he had left all I could think of was killing her! I didn’t want her to suffer… I just wanted her to stop making us suffer. I was thinking of all of this when I felt Jasper pick me up and KISS me passionately! I could feel him sending all his love, passion and happiness towards me!
“I Liebe Du too, Jazz! Where did this come from?” I asked when he released me from the kiss, still keeping me in his arms.
“I just wanted to Zeigen Du how much I Liebe you! It was rude of me to ignore Du like I did, but I just… I just… I needed to think, love!” He looked in my, and I tried to make him see all the Liebe that I had for him! How much I needed him! “Esme, made me realize how much I Liebe and need you!”
“I Liebe Du too… I hated to see Du like that, I felt so guilty! It’s my fault that she’s coming after us!” Even if Edward and Emmett told me it wasn’t, I needed to hear that he forgave me!
“No! I felt like that too, but Esme made me realize how wrong we both are! It’s not our fault, it’s Maria’s fault!” He looked right in my eyes and sent me all his Liebe and reassurance! “I Liebe you! Never forget that!”
“I love… Thank Du for everything, and thank Du Esme!” As I sagte that we both heard a laugh coming from upstairs and a knock in the door.
“Can we come in?” Sam’s voice came to us from the door. Behind him were all the Wölfe from Sam’s and Jacob’s packs.
“Yes, of course! We need to talk.” I sagte under his embrace.
“Ohhh alright. Seth sagte that there was something important that we needed to know but he didn’t say what it was.” Jacob sagte coming from behind Sam with Nessie.
When the all family came to the room, Carlisle told everything to the packs. As he finished everyone was looking at me and Jasper.
“All right, then! I see that we have a fight in front of us.” Paul sagte and all the Wölfe agreed with smiles in their faces!
I felt Jasper’s hand in mine and in that moment I wasn’t afraid of what could happen as long as I had my family Weiter to me!
“Alice’s POV”
“Ok… On my way!” Seth got out and went into the forest to talk to the other wolves! I felt Jasper letting go of me as he got up, I reach out for him, he gave me a quick KISS and headed outside. I got up in time to see him running to the little river that ran close to our house, when he reached it he sat in a rock close to it!
I was about to go after him when I felt a hand in my arm…
“Don’t, Alice… He needs time, just let me go talk to him!”
“It’s all my fault, Edward! I made this… I’m breaking our family and I’m making Jasper hate me…” I didn’t want everyone to listen to what I was saying, I knew they would feel hurt oder try to deny it!
“This is not your fault, Alice! Du did what Du thought was the best, killing her is the only way to end this, I get it! But the family is not breaking and Jasper is not hating you!” Only he could know what had possessed me to do this! To put my whole family in danger! What was I thinking?!
“Go to him, Edward! Please… Ask him to come back! I need him…” I hadn’t stopped talking yet and he was already going to Jasper! I wish he would make him come back to me!
When he was gone it had hurt so much! I couldn’t stand being apart from him for too long! I needed him, as humans need air to live I need Jasper…
“Come on, little sister! We are going to have a brother/sister moment… Du need it.” Emmett got an arm around my shoulders and we headed into the kitchen! “So… let it out! What’s the matter?”
“I made this, Emmett! I’m the one that is going to make our whole family fall apart! We may not survive this!” If I could be crying I would be! I hated feeling like this, feeling that my family could die and it was all my fault!
“You didn’t make anything… Maria made this when she took Jasper! And Du know what? If we have to fight, we have to fight! And if we die? I rather die with Du then stay alive for all eternity!” I knew that he might die! That I might loose my brother… But I couldn’t help but smile! I knew that whatever happened he would be there…
“Thank you, Emmett! Thank Du for always being here! Du are amazing… I just wish that Jasper would come back! I missed him so much while he was trapped with Maria and now that he’s back he goes away!” My face got sad again and I could see Emmett trying his best to cheer me up…
Emmett was just about to say something when I heard Edward come in. He talked to Carlisle and then came into the kitchen!
“I talked to him, but he’s still… He’s confused, Alice! Carlisle went to talk to him. Give him time!” He sagte that and walked away… To Bella I supposed! I wished I had Jasper to walk to.
I was just about to go to him when I heard Emmett:
“Listen to Edward… He can be very annoying but he’s right! Jasper just needs time to think! Being with Maria made him remember a time when he wasn’t happy… When he hadn’t you, and I bet that it wasn’t good to remember that!” I ran to Emmett and gave him a hug! He had just made me hang on for a while longer until I could have Jasper back with me!
“Thank you, Emmett! Thank Du soooo much!”
I spent the rest of the afternoon with Emmett in the kitchen. Even though we didn’t eat, sometimes me and Emmett liked to cook. Just the two of us! It was a way to help each other when we had problems oder simply to have fun. The Essen we cooked we gave to Charlie!
We were in the küche when we heard Jasper get in the house. He went straight upstairs and this time I didn’t try to go after him… I knew that when he was ready he would come and talk to me!
Hours passed and I felt like everyone was talking to Jasper except me. Esme had just gone up to our room to try and talk to him, but none of them had come down yet!
I left Emmett in the kitchen, cleaning up and came to the leaving room! I got near the window and stared outside… I could see the little river running south of our Home and I started to think of everything that had happened since that Tag when Jasper had sagte goodbye!
It had broken my herz to see him leave, but when I saw why he had left all I could think of was killing her! I didn’t want her to suffer… I just wanted her to stop making us suffer. I was thinking of all of this when I felt Jasper pick me up and KISS me passionately! I could feel him sending all his love, passion and happiness towards me!
“I Liebe Du too, Jazz! Where did this come from?” I asked when he released me from the kiss, still keeping me in his arms.
“I just wanted to Zeigen Du how much I Liebe you! It was rude of me to ignore Du like I did, but I just… I just… I needed to think, love!” He looked in my, and I tried to make him see all the Liebe that I had for him! How much I needed him! “Esme, made me realize how much I Liebe and need you!”
“I Liebe Du too… I hated to see Du like that, I felt so guilty! It’s my fault that she’s coming after us!” Even if Edward and Emmett told me it wasn’t, I needed to hear that he forgave me!
“No! I felt like that too, but Esme made me realize how wrong we both are! It’s not our fault, it’s Maria’s fault!” He looked right in my eyes and sent me all his Liebe and reassurance! “I Liebe you! Never forget that!”
“I love… Thank Du for everything, and thank Du Esme!” As I sagte that we both heard a laugh coming from upstairs and a knock in the door.
“Can we come in?” Sam’s voice came to us from the door. Behind him were all the Wölfe from Sam’s and Jacob’s packs.
“Yes, of course! We need to talk.” I sagte under his embrace.
“Ohhh alright. Seth sagte that there was something important that we needed to know but he didn’t say what it was.” Jacob sagte coming from behind Sam with Nessie.
When the all family came to the room, Carlisle told everything to the packs. As he finished everyone was looking at me and Jasper.
“All right, then! I see that we have a fight in front of us.” Paul sagte and all the Wölfe agreed with smiles in their faces!
I felt Jasper’s hand in mine and in that moment I wasn’t afraid of what could happen as long as I had my family Weiter to me!
Thx so much ashesandwine Du are amazing and so is all my friends
on fanpop.com like edwardcullen865,elena2597 and kirkir Du rock and Du all are on my list! :)
Amazement
is all I see when
I look at Du I
see grace and
fun and happyness
when I look at all
of Du I see lifelong
Friends and I see a
new type of family I
see every laugh and tear
Du gave me and i'm thankful
to all of you, Du Help me when
I'm sad Du take me in when I have
no were to go when I look at Du I feel
and see amazement.
on fanpop.com like edwardcullen865,elena2597 and kirkir Du rock and Du all are on my list! :)
Amazement
is all I see when
I look at Du I
see grace and
fun and happyness
when I look at all
of Du I see lifelong
Friends and I see a
new type of family I
see every laugh and tear
Du gave me and i'm thankful
to all of you, Du Help me when
I'm sad Du take me in when I have
no were to go when I look at Du I feel
and see amazement.
Last one for today... Maybe tomorrow I'll find others oder I'll write new ones:D
I know why Du left,
I know why Du won't come back,
But knowing doesn't help...
In some way be ahare is harder
Than to be ignorant...
Du went away...
I know that and I know
That Du won't come back!
However, I still hope that the
Heat of the passion returns,
That the void gets filled,
And that, in all my being,
There is no pain oder loss...
I know it has a lot of blank space, but it doesn't let me post it if it hasn't a certain size:S
I know why Du left,
I know why Du won't come back,
But knowing doesn't help...
In some way be ahare is harder
Than to be ignorant...
Du went away...
I know that and I know
That Du won't come back!
However, I still hope that the
Heat of the passion returns,
That the void gets filled,
And that, in all my being,
There is no pain oder loss...
I know it has a lot of blank space, but it doesn't let me post it if it hasn't a certain size:S