"dear Alice.
i don't know why i say alice anymore, i think now i write these emails to myself, to secure me that Du were real, that Du all were , that he was.
There is evidence that Du were here. and was my best friend. But sometimes i dont know wheither i was dreaming oder not, But i stop that thought to think again, if it was a dream and Du diddnt exist,then how did i know your name, oder did i make Du up, along with every one else. Maybe i'm going crazy, from without Du i dont know. But i want to find out. Do Du think a crazy person can be the one to digiosed themselves?? Lets hope for my sake that they can.
I know Du wont read this, oder that fact that Du havent even read one. they jsut get sent back to me, unread, failed, jsut like i know this one will to.
But i think this is the only thing that stops me from doing what i shouldn't do. what ever that is.
Charlie would say hi, if he knew anything. I've been so quite that me andcharlie no longer talk.
And jake. Well, he reminds me of you. Your friendship, your beauty, your loveliness. And the easiness to be normal around, someone i diddnt have to try,that i will never experience again.
But jake could never replace you.
school sucks, i think only Du and him was my only exucuse to get up and out of bett for school.
i havent spoken to my mum in ages. she calls and calls and abuses dad. but i just cant. she will be too concerned and ask Fragen that i dont want to answer oder just hear.
Well i Liebe Du alice. i have to make abendessen for charlie, in silence again..
talk to Du in the Weiter few days. funny how i say that, when i wont."
Liebe bella
i don't know why i say alice anymore, i think now i write these emails to myself, to secure me that Du were real, that Du all were , that he was.
There is evidence that Du were here. and was my best friend. But sometimes i dont know wheither i was dreaming oder not, But i stop that thought to think again, if it was a dream and Du diddnt exist,then how did i know your name, oder did i make Du up, along with every one else. Maybe i'm going crazy, from without Du i dont know. But i want to find out. Do Du think a crazy person can be the one to digiosed themselves?? Lets hope for my sake that they can.
I know Du wont read this, oder that fact that Du havent even read one. they jsut get sent back to me, unread, failed, jsut like i know this one will to.
But i think this is the only thing that stops me from doing what i shouldn't do. what ever that is.
Charlie would say hi, if he knew anything. I've been so quite that me andcharlie no longer talk.
And jake. Well, he reminds me of you. Your friendship, your beauty, your loveliness. And the easiness to be normal around, someone i diddnt have to try,that i will never experience again.
But jake could never replace you.
school sucks, i think only Du and him was my only exucuse to get up and out of bett for school.
i havent spoken to my mum in ages. she calls and calls and abuses dad. but i just cant. she will be too concerned and ask Fragen that i dont want to answer oder just hear.
Well i Liebe Du alice. i have to make abendessen for charlie, in silence again..
talk to Du in the Weiter few days. funny how i say that, when i wont."
Liebe bella
