Part 2

He would kill himself if I broke up with him which I really don't want that to happen He is the perfect match for me and I still want to be with him so Yeah I just want to know why am I so unhappy with him? Nothing that He did last night actually made me happy not even him Küssen me I just pretended to be happy for that. Just Please Help me I really need some Guter Rat and I hope these feelings will go away and Do I have to tell my boyfriend how I truly feel and do Du think He will understand? I really don't know what to do...