Its been five months,
Five whole months since we met,
Five months of pleasure,
And five months of love;

Five months for me to see,
An illusion of forever,
Five months to make me,
Liebe Du forever;

For five whole months,
Ive learned to grow,
Learned to live,
To live to Liebe you;

Tonight, oder may i say,
Every night for five whole months,
I wish, I hope, and I want,
Not just five moths of our love;

But Five years,
Five decades,
Five Centuries,
oder better yet, An Eternity;

I Liebe Du so much,
I have nothing Mehr to give Du than my heart, my soul and my life,
My life will be yous until i die..

She sits there alone in a dark corner..a razor in one hand..a picture in the other. Alone with her thoughts, her mind is racing and she just wants to quiet the storm..such a permanent decision..never to return. She pulls the razor to her wrist and tells herself that soon the pain will cease to exist. This will all disappear for the end is very near. Thoughts of her family slowly kreuz her mind..what will they do when they find her lifeless laying on the floor..never to take a breath anymore. She couldn't put them through that pain so she tucks the razor away and sadly turns to face yet another day.

I look into your eyes
and all that I see
gazing right back
is a reflection of me.

What lurks inside
your soul so deep
there are happy times
memories too keep.

I could stare for hours
perhaps even days
into your spirit
and its mysterious ways.

Searching inside
for what I wish to view
I doubt that I'l find
a soul that is pure and true.

The cleanest of hearts
no anger oder hate
that is guided through life
Von destiny and fate.

An innocent mind
that imagines no sin
no greed oder envy
the state god made it in.

I can honestly say
what I expect to find
is an emotional mess
beginning to unwind.

Within the heart
I find anger and hate
destroying this life
at an incredible rate.

Within the mind
there is envy and greed
plans are plotted
for temptation to feed.

I look into my eyes
and all that I see
gazing right back
is the soul that is me.

Sinking into the midst of forever,
floating dreams disappearing on sight ...
Your whispering voice filling my thoughts,
my soul's puzzle completed Von your Liebe ...

Brown eyes alive with a thousand promises,
a perfect smile that leaves me breathless ...
Laughter that could make anyone feel better,
your mere touch leaving me without words ...

Sitting on the edge of my aching heart,
controlling these actions of mine ...
Enchanting the mirror gaze Du give,
my resistance crumbles before this temptation ...

These feelings so deep and real inside,
hurting inside because I continue to hide ...
Your herz beat echoing in my ears,
so far away and yet so near tonight ...

Hiding my acid tears when I think of you,
silently wishing that Du were here ...
Tonight I miss Du Mehr than ever my dear,
know that I Liebe Du now and forever ...

Falling, I'm fading away
I'm gonna hit the bottom, soon, without delay
Nothing there to stop me oder break my fall
All I can do is stand here, await the worst, try to stall
Spiraling downward, I can't bring myself to stand
When I know I'll fall again with no apparent place to land
Tag after day, insult after insult, numbness fails, and I feel dead inside
I want to give up, I want to give in, now knowing that I've tried
I try to fight to save myself, but I'm weary, lost, and alone
I'm victim to these voices, whose intent was always known
Looking back upon these days I'll know I never stood a chance
How could I destroy what was invisible at first glance?
How can I defeat what no one else can help me fight?
I am helpless, disappearing, losing focus, losing sight
I'm Lost in this battle, this one person war
knowing that I'm losing and can't take anymore

when The Voices are raised and i am pined in a corner... Can u hear me Know ... The Crimson River is released and is Dripping down my Body .... Can u hear me now ... As i Fall to my knees in the Emotional Pain u feel ..... Can u hear me now .... The Darkness Closes in on
me ...can u here me now .... The Pool Of Crimson Blood serenades me and ur standing there with the messer ... Can u hear me now ... Now that im Dead and Still alone in the world ... I hope u can still hear me and the scream i left u with ... i leave u now ....im alone and thats not gonna change

I cannot help but to see Red skies
Once an unknown threat, bright blue and happy
Now Crimson anger hate and pity
A Scarlet wolke darkening the contentment of my heart

I cannot see through the Bloodstained mist
The fog is heavy and all consuming
My herz once happy thriving and loved
Now bleeding battered and broken

Red sky unforeseen
Making it all the Mehr difficult to accept
My tears stain Red tracks on my face
As my herz laments Liebe lost

It is a bitter feeling, one I should forget
But the Red sky taunts me
and I cannot disregard my emotions
Red sky will never be forgiven

It won't matter when I'm gone
Because Du won't care
Du don't care about me
Du never did

I'll dig myself a grave
And think of Du as I fall to it's depths
If I can't have your love
I'll kill my Liebe for you

Let it die with all my pain
The pain of loving you
Someone that doesn't share
All the Liebe I have

The messer of pain has pierced my heart
And I hope my Liebe pours out with the blood
I'll cut out the problem
And watch its Liebe dissipate with every fading beat

Du won't care when I'm gone
But I'll still do this for you
I still Liebe Du and it hurts
I don't want to Liebe Du anymore

I'll kill my Liebe so I'll feel no pain
And Du will have a burden lifted
No longer will I bother you
My Liebe shall die with me tonight

As long as I'm here my Liebe still lives
So I dig my grave tonight
And think of Du as I fall to it's depths
So that my Liebe does not escape

My Liebe shall fall to hell with me
As Du so will it to
Goodbye my love
Rest in peace

When Du arrived Home yesterday,
I never knew the news,
Du would bring,
I never knew,
things would get so hard.
They found him in the swamp.
No, I don't believe this can be true,
Jeno, Simone, Josh, and Zach,
All in a row.
There they go,
Up to the heavens,
Four beautiful souls,
Du were all so very young,
With much Mehr to learn.
Zach, I Liebe Du and miss you,
Josh, so very talented but gone like the rest
Simone, so young and beautiful,
I still don't know how you,
could be gone.
Jeno, so beautiful my darling little boy,
the brightest smile in the world,
Jeno, bright smile and great
personality.
I miss Du all.
So very much,
I know you'll party hard,
together,
up there in the heavens.
Up there with the angels.
Zachy, I thought you'd come home,
I never thought I'd Mitmachen the group today.
I thought It'd be
"Welcome home"
But I guess this is life and I have to go on.
So good-bye my sweet angels.
I'll see Du again some day.

Du are my whelping,
My tear drop,
My spitfire.
Du are the will of the forsaken,
Du polymorph my icy veins.
Your distance amplifies the magic slowfall -and I want to attack you.
The deep freeze,
The living bomb,
The arcane barrage of this impact and master of elements Du have on my heart,
Ignite this burning determination because my worlds on fire, in flames.
Shattered barriers no longer,
Until this ending winter comes,
Playing with feuer we will,
With permafrost we’ll get to the bottom of this Frozen core.
Before we both get frost bite,
Let’s Kiss, let’s pierce the ice to make ice shards,
Ice floes,
For this arcane stability will torment the weak,
Let us be slow,
Like Frozen in time,
Teleport me back in time,
Back in time when we’re together forever,
Just blink,
It will be okay.

I can’t deny it
I’ve been inspired
Burning, burning
It transpired
from something simple
something gold
here we go
it’s taken hold

Du can be my strong attraction
tie Du up, I want some action
hidden where the stars reside
make my herz and sky collide

Falling falling
Automatic
Stuck on you
Through forming static
Come closer love
And we’ll explode
Take me down
Sin’s lustful road

Push me down and make me scream
I can’t tell if this is just a dream
Because I’m losing reality
Lost in my sensuality

Each breath
every moan
spins me into
a cyclone
pressing nearer
in the heat
blind ecstasy
but Incomplete

I need to feel Du deep within
Your fingers trace along my skin
Contained Von my unending pleasure
Deeper then I, myself can measure

I need it
Everything Du do
Because Du know
That I Liebe you
This is Mehr then I can take
Du make my herz go BOOM

Every breath.
Each sensation.
There isn't any explanation.
This feeling I'm feeling
is beyond imagination.

Every stroke.
Every touch.
I can feel Du loving me so much.
I trace the plains of your face.
Feeling the warmth of your sweet embrace.

I listen to the sound of your herz beat.
Steady yet fast.
I'll make every last moment last.

This passionate kiss
brings both of us bliss.
Du run your fingers through my hair.
How perfect Du are is almost not fair.

From here until the end of forever,
I know there's no one better.
There's no one but you.
You're like a tattoo
on my heart.
And we'll never be apart.
Never.