I know I have to forget Du but my herz is always searching for you. I have a person here who is Von my side and I know I shouldn't be doing this. But the thought of Du coming back, of hugging me once more...it's a silly thought I know. Forgive me for being the girl I didn't want to be for you, but that was all I could be.

The Weiter Tag at school, Du go to hang out with the girls at the cafeteria but Du don't see Lauren there.

Jessica and Tanya: Hey Jamie.
Jamie: Hey. Where's Lauren?
Jessica: With the boys. Didn't Du hear? She got back with Randy.
Jamie: Yah...
Tanya: What happened Jamie?
Jamie: It's...it's too long to explain.
Jessica; But Jamie...
Jamie: I don't wanna talk about it.
Tanya: Did Du give him up? oder did he give Du up?
Jamie: ...
Jessica: Yah Tanya lets just leave her alone...

Du look at the boys' tabelle and Du see Lauren and Randy together. Du see Lauren go in for a KISS on Randy's lips but he moves his head and pretends he's talking with Raymond. Du can see Lauren's face and she's pissed. Du shake it off and Du just eat your lunch with the girls...

**Thanksgiving**

Du spend the Thanksgiving weekend with Shawn. Du give Angie to Brad and Du just hang out with Shawn all Tag long. At night, Du and Shawn watch a movie. After the movie, Du two walk out and Du guys get in his car.

Jamie: Can Du take me to Randy's house? I need to pick up my sister there.
Shawn: Sure...

Shawn is driving and driving...

Jamie: Where are Du going?
Shawn: ...

Shawn keeps driving to some other road you've never seen before.

Jamie: Shawn...where are we going?

Shawn stops the car near an abandoned house and he gets out. He motions for Du to get out too and Du do. The house gives Du the creeps and he grabs your hand tightly. He drags Du toward the house but Du kinda pull back, not wanting to go there. He pulls Du in for a hard and violent kiss. Du try to push him off but he's too strong. He starts pulling on your hemd, shirt and his hands go in your hemd, shirt quickly taking them off you. Du grab his face and Du schlagen, punsch it as had as Du can. It doesn't work and Von now he's all up on you. Du then scratch him as hard as Du can and he kinda backs off. Du grab your hemd, shirt and Du run to the road as fast as Du can where people can see you...you look at Shawn and Du see him get in his car and drive away. Du start crying hysterically and Du put on your hemd, shirt backwards, not realizing it. Du run to the road where everyone can see Du and Du run to Randy's house. Du knock furiously on the door, crying and crying. Brad opens the door to see Du all like that.

Brad: J-Jamie?
Jamie: Brad...Brad I need to talk to Randy.
Brad: He's not here right now. He's with Lauren.
Jamie: Brad...*cries again*

Du hug Brad first and he embraces Du like a brother. Brad brings Du in the house and takes Du upstairs to his room. He sits Du down on his chair and Du slowly stop crying.

Brad: What happened?
Jamie: Shawn...
Brad: ...wh-what did he do? And...your hemd, shirt is on backwards...
Jamie: *cries again*
Brad: Oh no...oh no no please...don't tell me...
Jamie: He tried to...he...*cries* Oh god what am I gonna do...

Brad hugs Du again and he embraces Du Mehr tightly than before. He rubs your arm and he comforts you.

Brad: Jamie promise me right now Du and Shawn are nothing.
Jamie: What do Du think Brad...
Brad: *sigh* I'll take care of him. He's not ever gonna mess with Du ever again.
Jamie: Thanks Brad...

Du hear the door open and Du look at Brad.

Brad: I think it's Randy. C'mon.

Brad helps Du up and leads Du to the living room. Du see Randy and Lauren there together. Lauren is laughing while Randy has a --__-- face on. When he sees you, his face suddenly goes :D but quickly to :/ and Lauren's face goes from :D to >:[...

Brad: Hey Du two.
Lauren: Hey Brad...Jamie. Why are Du here?
Jamie: M-my sister.
Brad: And she needs to talk to Du Randy.
Randy: M-me?
Jamie: *nods*
Brad: I'll take Lauren back home.
Lauren: Aww Randy can't you-

She doesn't finish because Randy is already Von your side, seeing Du cry. Randy puts his hand on your back and leads Du to his room.

Lauren: Randy!
Randy: Oh right. Goodnight Lauren.

Randy just goes back up to his room with Du while Brad drops off Lauren. Du sit down on Randy's chair and he sits down on his bed.

Randy: Why are Du crying?
Jamie: ...
Randy: ....
Jamie: I...*sigh* I'm sorry Randy. For everything I've done. For all the pain I've put Du through, I'm really sorry...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I...I need Du Randy. Now Mehr than ever...I need you.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I know I keep changing my mind but...but Randy...please...*cries* I need to be with you. I don't think I'll be able to live without you.
Randy: ...
Jamie: Randy...please...
Randy: But Du left me first Jamie...
Jamie: I-I know but...but I can learn from my mistakes...
Randy: I...I want to take Du back but I just can't. I can't let that happen.