YoYoLover4Ever Article: The Long and Over-due Truth

posted by YoYoLover4Ever

What would Du say if I lied about who I am?

Those words keep ringing in my head
I always thought I was really me
But I have to admit my femininity
I was born a man inside a woman
And fight to keep that hid
But no longer can I hide the fact
That this truth is long over-due
My real name is Aleasha but I hate it so
Erick I became and look at me now
Filled with feelings I never knew
Hopes and dreams brought out
But please understand my aching truth

I lied about being a man because I hate being a woman. I'm constantly being brought down; no one accepts me in RL because I'm a woman that cross-dresses; no girl will look at me because I tell them I Liebe them; and all my Friends left me because I asked to be called Erick.

And my little brother hates me because "you were born a woman; act like it" and only Corey accepts me because "only Du can be you. No one else can decide that for you."

dizzydiscgirl and Lulu_Kururugi like this

Lulu_Kururugi i love you either you are a woman or a man. i love you for the one you are. you are sweet and kind and i love you for being the one you are

dizzydiscgirl i dont care whether youre woman or man, im still your friend, and i always will be!!

YoYoLover4Ever Thank you both so much.

llrulez i dont know you ... but i can understand how you feel...

YoYoLover4Ever Thank you. :)

seeuvocaloid3 it must be hard for you NO ONE SHOULD BE UNACCSEPTED no matter what

YoYoLover4Ever It is hard. But I fight for it.

zoey010 you mustn't feel bad for that. everyone was born HUMAN. so don't let them treat you bad. btw everyone lies on the internet. do you think i am at the age it writes on my profile?

YoYoLover4Ever Haha. No; I don't think anyone's the age they posted. Except I know I posted my real age. :P

dreamfields

posted by YoYoLover4Ever

I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
I keep saying that it's getting too much
But I know I'm a liar
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
Hellraiser, in the thunder and heat
Hellraiser, rock Du back in your seat
Hellraiser, and I'll make it come true
Hellraiser, I'll put a spell on you
Walking out on another stage
Another town, another place
Sometimes I don't feel right
Nerves wound up too damn tight
People keep telling me it's bad for my health
But kicking back don't make it
Out of control, I play the ultimate role
But that's what lights my fire

I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire

~~FOR THE GREATEST GUY I KNOW (THUS FAR)~~

Ever wondered why I act this way?

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It's something I've wanted for nearly twelve years now. Ever since I was six years old; I had anger issues. They all called me "butch" and hid away from me. They sagte I was too manly to be a woman; and it made me feel great. Then my grandmother on my Dad's side passed away when I was eight. I developed a personality disorder.
Then I got to grade seven.
I was finally being me. I had a classmate commit suicide for no reason; and months later Lost my grandmother on my Mom's side; one of the last few people I could talk to.
I changed completely. My anger came back. I grew violent. And my disorder...

MICHELLE: THIS IS FOR Du

posted by YoYoLover4Ever

~~~~~~HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD - CIRCLES~~~~~~

Tha Producer:
Take my hand lets go,
Somewhere we can rest our souls.
We'll sit where it's warm,
You say look we're here alone.

I was running in circles,
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.
Everything was so worthless,
I didn't deserve this,
But to me Du were perfect.

I'm scattered through this life.
If this is life I'll say good bye.
She's gone like an angel,
With wings let me burn tonight.

I was running in circles,
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.
Everything was so worthless,
I didn't deserve this,
But to me Du were perfect.

Johnny 3:
I see me Schreiben on this paper....

Just a Story (continuation)

posted by YoYoLover4Ever

I woke up slowly; my blinds open. I grumbled angrily and sat up to close them, Evan leaning against the window.
"Shall we continue?" he asked, and I stared at him in confusion.
"Uh, what?"
"Your story."
"Oh shit!" I cried; then covered my mouth.
Corey poked his head in the door and Evan gave him the finger, grinning. I stared at Corey in disbelief and he frowned at me.
"Is everything okay?" he asked softly.
Evan waved his hand wildly.
"Yelloooooooooo...Mr. Corey siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiir...!" he laughed.
I wanted to slap him, but noticed Corey couldn't see him.
"I uh...woke up with my blinds open. My eyes...

Eighteen and Life - Skid Row

posted by YoYoLover4Ever

Ricky was a young boy, he had a herz of stone
Lived 9 to 5 and he worked his fingers to the bone
Just barely get out of school, came from the edge of town
Fought like a switchblade so no one could take him down, oh no

He had no money, no, no good at home
He walked the streets as soldier and he fought the world alone

And now it's 18 and life, Du got it, 18 and life, Du know
Your crime is time and it's 18 and life to go
18 and life, Du got it, 18 and life, Du know
Your crime is time and it's 18 and life to go

Tequila in his heartbeat, his veins burned gasoline
He kept his motor running, but it never...

Lola

posted by YoYoLover4Ever

I met her in a club down in old Soho
Where Du drink champagne
It tastes just like Coca Cola, C-O-L-A cola

She walked up to me and she asked me to dance
I asked her her name and in a dark brown voice
She sagte Lola, L-O-L-A, Lola, L-L-Lola

Well, I'm not the world's most physical guy
But when she squeezed me tight she nearly broke my spine
Oh my Lola, L-L-Lola

Well, I'm not dumb but I can't understand
Why she walked like a woman but talked like a man
Oh my Lola, L-L-Lola, L-L-Lola

Well, we drank champagne and danced all night
Under electric candlelight
She picked me up and sat me on her knee
And said, "Dear...

Life oder Death (The Story of Eric and Erick)

posted by YoYoLover4Ever

He was sitting on his bed; staring outside when I opened the door.
"Erick..." he started; looking at me.
I blinked and he looked back outside.
"...would Ryan be happier...if I hadn't faked it...?"
I frowned.
"What do Du mean, Eric?" I asked.
Eric sighed and lokked at his hands; which still scarred from his car accident.
"When Corey tore out of my room...after my herz stopped...I was saved...but I let everyone believe I was still dead for a whole month...and now Ryan's upset...he claims to still Liebe me but..."
I sat beside him and he looked at the mirror across from his bed. He stood up and touched...

Total Eclipse of the herz - Bonnie Tyler

posted by YoYoLover4Ever

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart

And I need Du now tonight
And I need Du Mehr than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever...

My Drawings and Me

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Source: Me, myself and I

I'm Gay

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Bad Boy GerIta

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Du Don't Liebe Me Anymore

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WEIRD AL YANKOVIC!!! :P

We've been together for so very long
But now things are changing, oh I wonder what's wrong?
Seems Du don't want me around
The passion is gone and the flames died down

I guess I Lost a little bit of self-esteem
That time that Du made it with the whole hockey team
You used to think I was nice
Now Du tell all your Friends that I'm the Antichrist

Oh, why did Du disconnect the brakes on my car?
That kind of thing is hard to ignore
Got a funny feeling Du don't Liebe me anymore

I knew that we were having problems when
You put those piranhas in my bathtub again
You're still the light...

Liebe The Way Du Lie

posted by YoYoLover4Ever

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I Liebe the way Du lie
I Liebe the way Du lie

[Eminem]
I can't tell Du what it really is
I can only tell Du what it feels like
And right now it's a steel messer in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I Liebe it the Mehr I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown,...

Little Nemo (my poem)

posted by YoYoLover4Ever

Du were a great uncle
A brother, a friend
You never walked away from us
You stood there until the end

You looked for help in all the wrong places
Spent your money at all the dog races
Told your jokes half-heartedly and drunk
And always needed a place to bunk

We Liebe you, little Nemo
We miss you, little Nemo
We want you, little Nemo
Glen Campbell, little Nemo
We Liebe you, little Nemo
We miss you, little Nemo
We want you, little Nemo
Glen Campbell, little Nemo

But that's still no reason to end your life
Still no reason to end your strife
You had us, your Home away from home
You had us waiting to take Du home

We...

Sexy Naughty Bitchy

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Glen Campbell

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Source: It's a photo, dummy -.-

Bohemian Rhapsody

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:D

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Just a Story

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The cold wind blows through his hair and he shivers; bringing his mantel closer to his wea body. He hasn't had anything to eat oder drink in days, and knows he's going to die. He struggles to stand and falls instantly, rolling down the hügel he was sitting on. His head hits the ground painfully; a deafening crack filling the air. Then all is still.
"What...the heck...is this?" my brother snarled, dropping my story in front of me.
"Wh-what!!" I whined. "Don't Du like it!?"
"That's a shitty start! Why start a story off with Du killing the main character!?" he snapped.
"Hey; it's better than you!" I...

My art sucks. -.-'

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Source: ME!!!! >.<'