What would Du say if I lied about who I am?
Those words keep ringing in my head
I always thought I was really me
But I have to admit my femininity
I was born a man inside a woman
And fight to keep that hid
But no longer can I hide the fact
That this truth is long over-due
My real name is Aleasha but I hate it so
Erick I became and look at me now
Filled with feelings I never knew
Hopes and dreams brought out
But please understand my aching truth
I lied about being a man because I hate being a woman. I'm constantly being brought down; no one accepts me in RL because I'm a woman that cross-dresses; no girl will look at me because I tell them I Liebe them; and all my Friends left me because I asked to be called Erick.
And my little brother hates me because "you were born a woman; act like it" and only Corey accepts me because "only Du can be you. No one else can decide that for you."
Those words keep ringing in my head
I always thought I was really me
But I have to admit my femininity
I was born a man inside a woman
And fight to keep that hid
But no longer can I hide the fact
That this truth is long over-due
My real name is Aleasha but I hate it so
Erick I became and look at me now
Filled with feelings I never knew
Hopes and dreams brought out
But please understand my aching truth
I lied about being a man because I hate being a woman. I'm constantly being brought down; no one accepts me in RL because I'm a woman that cross-dresses; no girl will look at me because I tell them I Liebe them; and all my Friends left me because I asked to be called Erick.
And my little brother hates me because "you were born a woman; act like it" and only Corey accepts me because "only Du can be you. No one else can decide that for you."
Alright. Besides my grad in two months, there is another event. It is nameless thus far, but it's very important for EVERYONE. I'm in the process of working on it, but those that have me on Facebook (Aleasha Erick Folster) can read it on my wall.
The Motto is this: We've been denied to everything, but today we do what we were told we cannot.
Does this clarify anything?
Well; my event is for those that couldn't play basketball because 'they were too short'. They couldn't dance with people of their own sex because 'you can't be seen because you're gay'. And every other discrimination towards mankind.
If Du like this, and want to be part of my committee, message me.
If Du don't, simply Zeigen your support.
:) Thank Du for reading.
The Motto is this: We've been denied to everything, but today we do what we were told we cannot.
Does this clarify anything?
Well; my event is for those that couldn't play basketball because 'they were too short'. They couldn't dance with people of their own sex because 'you can't be seen because you're gay'. And every other discrimination towards mankind.
If Du like this, and want to be part of my committee, message me.
If Du don't, simply Zeigen your support.
:) Thank Du for reading.
Liebe hurts,
Liebe scars,
Liebe wounds and marks
Any herz not tough oder strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
Liebe is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
I'm young,
I know,
But even so
I know a thing oder two, I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
Liebe is like a flame It burns Du when it's hot
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
Some fools think
Of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
Liebe is just a lie made to make Du blue
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
I know it isn't true
I know it isn't true
Liebe is just a lie made to make Du blue
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
Ooo-oo, Liebe hurts, Ooo-oo
Liebe scars,
Liebe wounds and marks
Any herz not tough oder strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
Liebe is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
I'm young,
I know,
But even so
I know a thing oder two, I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
Liebe is like a flame It burns Du when it's hot
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
Some fools think
Of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
Liebe is just a lie made to make Du blue
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
I know it isn't true
I know it isn't true
Liebe is just a lie made to make Du blue
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
Ooo-oo, Liebe hurts, Ooo-oo
Happiness. What is that?
An emotion that makes Du feel better.
A feeling of pride.
oder more?
Happiness.
I've often wondered if I'd ever feel it.
Express it.
Now I know what happiness is.
Happiness is what I feel when Du smile at me.
I express happiness when you're near me.
KISS me.
Touch me.
Du make me happy.
Du are my definition of happiness.
Am I your happiness?
~~For My Michelle~~
P.S. I will always Liebe you. I'd die for you. Because I don't want to lose my happiness.
My love.
My life.
Du are everything to me. :)
An emotion that makes Du feel better.
A feeling of pride.
oder more?
Happiness.
I've often wondered if I'd ever feel it.
Express it.
Now I know what happiness is.
Happiness is what I feel when Du smile at me.
I express happiness when you're near me.
KISS me.
Touch me.
Du make me happy.
Du are my definition of happiness.
Am I your happiness?
~~For My Michelle~~
P.S. I will always Liebe you. I'd die for you. Because I don't want to lose my happiness.
My love.
My life.
Du are everything to me. :)
~~FOR MICHELLE~~
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
[Chorus:]
Zeigen me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll Zeigen Du what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no Liebe for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
[Chorus]
Hurry I'm fallin'
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh, I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
[Chorus]
Hurry I'm fallin'
SAY IT IF IT'S WORTH SAVING ME
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
[Chorus:]
Zeigen me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll Zeigen Du what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no Liebe for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
[Chorus]
Hurry I'm fallin'
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh, I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
[Chorus]
Hurry I'm fallin'
SAY IT IF IT'S WORTH SAVING ME
