CHAPTER 18
It has been 2 days, 3 hours, and 25 Minuten and 3 seconds. Since I have been sitting here, thinking. Thinking of everything that has happened the last few days. I have killed both the Sekunde most powerful Vampire in our world. I killed Jane and Alec. I still feel as though I failed. I failed my family. I failed my daughter. Though these days that I have been thinking I have been sitting in my room as still as a statute, not moving oder breathing. Scared that realty will come down fast and harder then I would like it to.
“Bella, honey, what are Du thinking?” My beloved asked. It has been the first time anyone has talked scene we came in this room. I don’t mind the silence. I miss it even.
“Nothing” I stated. I know I am lying but I don’t want to worry him and everyone down stairs. Who with no doubt are listening to every word for answers? I feel as though I should tell him but I can’t bring myself to do it. “Nothing at all” I sagte again with Mehr convened then last time.
“Bella, don’t lie to me. I have known Du for almost for 8 years. Don’t Du dare lie to me. All it’s going to do it destroy us. So please Bella, just talk to me.” He said. He had a string of worry in his voice. Though Edward was always hiding it and covered it with a light hint of a teasing tone.
“Edward, are Du sure Du want to know?” I asked hoping he would say no but he shakes his head yes. So I go into explain everything. Well kind of everything. “Fine. Du asked for it.” I Sighed. Then begin. “I feel as though I failed Du and my daughter, my own daughter. Who I wasn’t there for, instead I was battling the most ridiculous Vampire in this lifetime. I failed this family. I feel as though I don’t deserve to be in this family. I don’t belong in this family. Du guys are saints compared to me. God, I killed the most powerful Vampire one Von one. I also still have Aro and I have this weird feeling as though I may have to fight them just to follow through with the deal. I also have to make sure I find someone that will do a good job of being leader instead of having to be taken down later down the road.” I took a deep breath. This really wasn’t needed. “Edward, I am a monster. There is no taking back that I am. I am the one who killed two people not in even a few days ago. I am the one who is willing to kill Aro and everyone else who gets in the way of my family even if it kills me in the progress. Worst of all I am the worst mother, wife, also the worst person and also worst person to be in a family with.” I stated all of this in less than a Minute rant. I was upset with myself. I was mad at myself. I just wanted to crawl in bett and sob and cry the tears I will never be able to shed. He was going to convene me I didn’t do anything and say I am wrong but I don’t believe him. “Edward Mason Cullen, don’t Du dare.” I yelled. “Just don’t Du dare tell me I am wrong and that nothing I sagte was right.” I screamed. “Don’t Du DARE!!!” I seethed. I could tell just Von the look in his eyes that he was planning on doing just that. “Please Edward. Just don’t.” I stated. I fell into his arms and sobbed for everything and anything.
“Bella, I know Du don’t want to say anything but I feel as though it’s my job to say something. I also know it’s my job to care and help. Bella, Du have not failed. Du have won. Du have won back our freedom and our time to spend endless time together with OUR daughter and OUR family because of you. Bella, Du belong with our crazy, messed up family. Yes indeed Du have killed Jane and Alec but that doesn’t make Du a crazy monster. It makes Du the wife that I Liebe and makes Du the amazing mother Du are. It makes Du the daughter and sister –in –law that they love. Yes, I wouldn’t be surprised if Du had to take down Aro and Du won. Though let us help Du when it comes to that part. Please? “He took a breath and looked at me and held me tighter. “ Bella Cullen, Du are no monster because your number one reason for fighting was for your family. I would have done the same if I knew what was going on” He said. He stared down at and started laughing. “We would all do that if need be. Don’t ever forget that. Don’t allow yourself to forget that Du are not alone. That Du have a whole big family downstairs and Du have Neisse and I. I will always be Von your side. If Du let me.” He stated and he kissed me. We were soon interrupted Emmett.
Yeah Bells were all here for you. No matter what kind of trouble Du are in. Du got to help. Even though what Du did out there was killer. It was amazing. Du got to teach me how to do some of that crap Du did.” I laughed and sagte maybe. “Oh, no maybes. I get a defiantly from Du missy. I understand Du are stubborn as hell. God, did we just realize how stubborn Du were when Du pushed us all away. Though just because Du as stubborn as hell that doesn’t mean I won’t beat your ass.” He was standing in front of me with his arms out for a hug and I ran into them. He was my big teddy bär that was my big brother that I knew had until now.
“Thanks Emmett. That was good to hear from you.” I said. With the Liebe had for my Favorit brother –in-law coming out thickly.
“Your welcome, Bells. Now how about Du come down stairs and explain what the hell happened.” Emmett said. I looked at Edward in a silent look asking if it would be okay and if he would come with me. He just nodded and picked me up and ran down the stairs into the living room bring me down also.
“GUYS!” I yelled. “We need to talk everyone meet up in the living room.” I yelled. I walked over to the coach where my daughter was sitting and I grabbed onto her not letting go just letting her cry and sob into my shirt.
“I am so sorry honey” I said. “I Liebe Du baby girl” I sagte and hugged her again. Edward sat down Weiter to us and wiped away the tears falling down her cheeks.
10 Minuten later
Everyone filled into the room taking any sitz available. I took a deep breath before I looked at everyone and saw confusion and a million other expressions but the one that stand out the most is Liebe and concern and relief and worry. Once everyone realized I was ready all hell broke loose.
It has been 2 days, 3 hours, and 25 Minuten and 3 seconds. Since I have been sitting here, thinking. Thinking of everything that has happened the last few days. I have killed both the Sekunde most powerful Vampire in our world. I killed Jane and Alec. I still feel as though I failed. I failed my family. I failed my daughter. Though these days that I have been thinking I have been sitting in my room as still as a statute, not moving oder breathing. Scared that realty will come down fast and harder then I would like it to.
“Bella, honey, what are Du thinking?” My beloved asked. It has been the first time anyone has talked scene we came in this room. I don’t mind the silence. I miss it even.
“Nothing” I stated. I know I am lying but I don’t want to worry him and everyone down stairs. Who with no doubt are listening to every word for answers? I feel as though I should tell him but I can’t bring myself to do it. “Nothing at all” I sagte again with Mehr convened then last time.
“Bella, don’t lie to me. I have known Du for almost for 8 years. Don’t Du dare lie to me. All it’s going to do it destroy us. So please Bella, just talk to me.” He said. He had a string of worry in his voice. Though Edward was always hiding it and covered it with a light hint of a teasing tone.
“Edward, are Du sure Du want to know?” I asked hoping he would say no but he shakes his head yes. So I go into explain everything. Well kind of everything. “Fine. Du asked for it.” I Sighed. Then begin. “I feel as though I failed Du and my daughter, my own daughter. Who I wasn’t there for, instead I was battling the most ridiculous Vampire in this lifetime. I failed this family. I feel as though I don’t deserve to be in this family. I don’t belong in this family. Du guys are saints compared to me. God, I killed the most powerful Vampire one Von one. I also still have Aro and I have this weird feeling as though I may have to fight them just to follow through with the deal. I also have to make sure I find someone that will do a good job of being leader instead of having to be taken down later down the road.” I took a deep breath. This really wasn’t needed. “Edward, I am a monster. There is no taking back that I am. I am the one who killed two people not in even a few days ago. I am the one who is willing to kill Aro and everyone else who gets in the way of my family even if it kills me in the progress. Worst of all I am the worst mother, wife, also the worst person and also worst person to be in a family with.” I stated all of this in less than a Minute rant. I was upset with myself. I was mad at myself. I just wanted to crawl in bett and sob and cry the tears I will never be able to shed. He was going to convene me I didn’t do anything and say I am wrong but I don’t believe him. “Edward Mason Cullen, don’t Du dare.” I yelled. “Just don’t Du dare tell me I am wrong and that nothing I sagte was right.” I screamed. “Don’t Du DARE!!!” I seethed. I could tell just Von the look in his eyes that he was planning on doing just that. “Please Edward. Just don’t.” I stated. I fell into his arms and sobbed for everything and anything.
“Bella, I know Du don’t want to say anything but I feel as though it’s my job to say something. I also know it’s my job to care and help. Bella, Du have not failed. Du have won. Du have won back our freedom and our time to spend endless time together with OUR daughter and OUR family because of you. Bella, Du belong with our crazy, messed up family. Yes indeed Du have killed Jane and Alec but that doesn’t make Du a crazy monster. It makes Du the wife that I Liebe and makes Du the amazing mother Du are. It makes Du the daughter and sister –in –law that they love. Yes, I wouldn’t be surprised if Du had to take down Aro and Du won. Though let us help Du when it comes to that part. Please? “He took a breath and looked at me and held me tighter. “ Bella Cullen, Du are no monster because your number one reason for fighting was for your family. I would have done the same if I knew what was going on” He said. He stared down at and started laughing. “We would all do that if need be. Don’t ever forget that. Don’t allow yourself to forget that Du are not alone. That Du have a whole big family downstairs and Du have Neisse and I. I will always be Von your side. If Du let me.” He stated and he kissed me. We were soon interrupted Emmett.
Yeah Bells were all here for you. No matter what kind of trouble Du are in. Du got to help. Even though what Du did out there was killer. It was amazing. Du got to teach me how to do some of that crap Du did.” I laughed and sagte maybe. “Oh, no maybes. I get a defiantly from Du missy. I understand Du are stubborn as hell. God, did we just realize how stubborn Du were when Du pushed us all away. Though just because Du as stubborn as hell that doesn’t mean I won’t beat your ass.” He was standing in front of me with his arms out for a hug and I ran into them. He was my big teddy bär that was my big brother that I knew had until now.
“Thanks Emmett. That was good to hear from you.” I said. With the Liebe had for my Favorit brother –in-law coming out thickly.
“Your welcome, Bells. Now how about Du come down stairs and explain what the hell happened.” Emmett said. I looked at Edward in a silent look asking if it would be okay and if he would come with me. He just nodded and picked me up and ran down the stairs into the living room bring me down also.
“GUYS!” I yelled. “We need to talk everyone meet up in the living room.” I yelled. I walked over to the coach where my daughter was sitting and I grabbed onto her not letting go just letting her cry and sob into my shirt.
“I am so sorry honey” I said. “I Liebe Du baby girl” I sagte and hugged her again. Edward sat down Weiter to us and wiped away the tears falling down her cheeks.
10 Minuten later
Everyone filled into the room taking any sitz available. I took a deep breath before I looked at everyone and saw confusion and a million other expressions but the one that stand out the most is Liebe and concern and relief and worry. Once everyone realized I was ready all hell broke loose.
According to Twilighters Italia & Lion Lamb:
New Moon will not be shot in Volterra but in Montepulciano
Despite advertisements, anticipations and every kind of proposal from the major and the township, New Moon will be shot in Montepulciano because the locations are "more beautiful for the movie" than Volterra."
And, they were nice enough to post pictures of possible locations in Montepulciano. Although the movie may not be filmed in Volterra, these locations look accurate to the descriptions in the book.
New Moon will not be shot in Volterra but in Montepulciano
Despite advertisements, anticipations and every kind of proposal from the major and the township, New Moon will be shot in Montepulciano because the locations are "more beautiful for the movie" than Volterra."
And, they were nice enough to post pictures of possible locations in Montepulciano. Although the movie may not be filmed in Volterra, these locations look accurate to the descriptions in the book.
The Plaza
The alley
Kayla's Car. BMW 535XI
Let me start off Von saying that I think Dakota Fanning is a fabulous actress. That being sagte here are my reason why I don't think she would make the best Jane. Their are a bunch a little problems and one big problem with her playing Jane. The big problem for me is her age. Dakota Fanning was born on Febuary 23 1994. That would put her at 15 years old when she starts filming in March. Thats only 4 years younger the Kristen(Bella) who was born in 1990 and only 2 years younger the Taylor(jacob) who was born in 1992. Jane is ONLY surpost be 12-13 years old and NO WHERE near Bella's age.
