CHAPTER 18
It has been 2 days, 3 hours, and 25 Minuten and 3 seconds. Since I have been sitting here, thinking. Thinking of everything that has happened the last few days. I have killed both the Sekunde most powerful Vampire in our world. I killed Jane and Alec. I still feel as though I failed. I failed my family. I failed my daughter. Though these days that I have been thinking I have been sitting in my room as still as a statute, not moving oder breathing. Scared that realty will come down fast and harder then I would like it to.
“Bella, honey, what are Du thinking?” My beloved asked. It has been the first time anyone has talked scene we came in this room. I don’t mind the silence. I miss it even.
“Nothing” I stated. I know I am lying but I don’t want to worry him and everyone down stairs. Who with no doubt are listening to every word for answers? I feel as though I should tell him but I can’t bring myself to do it. “Nothing at all” I sagte again with Mehr convened then last time.
“Bella, don’t lie to me. I have known Du for almost for 8 years. Don’t Du dare lie to me. All it’s going to do it destroy us. So please Bella, just talk to me.” He said. He had a string of worry in his voice. Though Edward was always hiding it and covered it with a light hint of a teasing tone.
“Edward, are Du sure Du want to know?” I asked hoping he would say no but he shakes his head yes. So I go into explain everything. Well kind of everything. “Fine. Du asked for it.” I Sighed. Then begin. “I feel as though I failed Du and my daughter, my own daughter. Who I wasn’t there for, instead I was battling the most ridiculous Vampire in this lifetime. I failed this family. I feel as though I don’t deserve to be in this family. I don’t belong in this family. Du guys are saints compared to me. God, I killed the most powerful Vampire one Von one. I also still have Aro and I have this weird feeling as though I may have to fight them just to follow through with the deal. I also have to make sure I find someone that will do a good job of being leader instead of having to be taken down later down the road.” I took a deep breath. This really wasn’t needed. “Edward, I am a monster. There is no taking back that I am. I am the one who killed two people not in even a few days ago. I am the one who is willing to kill Aro and everyone else who gets in the way of my family even if it kills me in the progress. Worst of all I am the worst mother, wife, also the worst person and also worst person to be in a family with.” I stated all of this in less than a Minute rant. I was upset with myself. I was mad at myself. I just wanted to crawl in bett and sob and cry the tears I will never be able to shed. He was going to convene me I didn’t do anything and say I am wrong but I don’t believe him. “Edward Mason Cullen, don’t Du dare.” I yelled. “Just don’t Du dare tell me I am wrong and that nothing I sagte was right.” I screamed. “Don’t Du DARE!!!” I seethed. I could tell just Von the look in his eyes that he was planning on doing just that. “Please Edward. Just don’t.” I stated. I fell into his arms and sobbed for everything and anything.
“Bella, I know Du don’t want to say anything but I feel as though it’s my job to say something. I also know it’s my job to care and help. Bella, Du have not failed. Du have won. Du have won back our freedom and our time to spend endless time together with OUR daughter and OUR family because of you. Bella, Du belong with our crazy, messed up family. Yes indeed Du have killed Jane and Alec but that doesn’t make Du a crazy monster. It makes Du the wife that I Liebe and makes Du the amazing mother Du are. It makes Du the daughter and sister –in –law that they love. Yes, I wouldn’t be surprised if Du had to take down Aro and Du won. Though let us help Du when it comes to that part. Please? “He took a breath and looked at me and held me tighter. “ Bella Cullen, Du are no monster because your number one reason for fighting was for your family. I would have done the same if I knew what was going on” He said. He stared down at and started laughing. “We would all do that if need be. Don’t ever forget that. Don’t allow yourself to forget that Du are not alone. That Du have a whole big family downstairs and Du have Neisse and I. I will always be Von your side. If Du let me.” He stated and he kissed me. We were soon interrupted Emmett.
Yeah Bells were all here for you. No matter what kind of trouble Du are in. Du got to help. Even though what Du did out there was killer. It was amazing. Du got to teach me how to do some of that crap Du did.” I laughed and sagte maybe. “Oh, no maybes. I get a defiantly from Du missy. I understand Du are stubborn as hell. God, did we just realize how stubborn Du were when Du pushed us all away. Though just because Du as stubborn as hell that doesn’t mean I won’t beat your ass.” He was standing in front of me with his arms out for a hug and I ran into them. He was my big teddy bär that was my big brother that I knew had until now.
“Thanks Emmett. That was good to hear from you.” I said. With the Liebe had for my Favorit brother –in-law coming out thickly.
“Your welcome, Bells. Now how about Du come down stairs and explain what the hell happened.” Emmett said. I looked at Edward in a silent look asking if it would be okay and if he would come with me. He just nodded and picked me up and ran down the stairs into the living room bring me down also.
“GUYS!” I yelled. “We need to talk everyone meet up in the living room.” I yelled. I walked over to the coach where my daughter was sitting and I grabbed onto her not letting go just letting her cry and sob into my shirt.
“I am so sorry honey” I said. “I Liebe Du baby girl” I sagte and hugged her again. Edward sat down Weiter to us and wiped away the tears falling down her cheeks.
10 Minuten later
Everyone filled into the room taking any sitz available. I took a deep breath before I looked at everyone and saw confusion and a million other expressions but the one that stand out the most is Liebe and concern and relief and worry. Once everyone realized I was ready all hell broke loose.
It has been 2 days, 3 hours, and 25 Minuten and 3 seconds. Since I have been sitting here, thinking. Thinking of everything that has happened the last few days. I have killed both the Sekunde most powerful Vampire in our world. I killed Jane and Alec. I still feel as though I failed. I failed my family. I failed my daughter. Though these days that I have been thinking I have been sitting in my room as still as a statute, not moving oder breathing. Scared that realty will come down fast and harder then I would like it to.
“Bella, honey, what are Du thinking?” My beloved asked. It has been the first time anyone has talked scene we came in this room. I don’t mind the silence. I miss it even.
“Nothing” I stated. I know I am lying but I don’t want to worry him and everyone down stairs. Who with no doubt are listening to every word for answers? I feel as though I should tell him but I can’t bring myself to do it. “Nothing at all” I sagte again with Mehr convened then last time.
“Bella, don’t lie to me. I have known Du for almost for 8 years. Don’t Du dare lie to me. All it’s going to do it destroy us. So please Bella, just talk to me.” He said. He had a string of worry in his voice. Though Edward was always hiding it and covered it with a light hint of a teasing tone.
“Edward, are Du sure Du want to know?” I asked hoping he would say no but he shakes his head yes. So I go into explain everything. Well kind of everything. “Fine. Du asked for it.” I Sighed. Then begin. “I feel as though I failed Du and my daughter, my own daughter. Who I wasn’t there for, instead I was battling the most ridiculous Vampire in this lifetime. I failed this family. I feel as though I don’t deserve to be in this family. I don’t belong in this family. Du guys are saints compared to me. God, I killed the most powerful Vampire one Von one. I also still have Aro and I have this weird feeling as though I may have to fight them just to follow through with the deal. I also have to make sure I find someone that will do a good job of being leader instead of having to be taken down later down the road.” I took a deep breath. This really wasn’t needed. “Edward, I am a monster. There is no taking back that I am. I am the one who killed two people not in even a few days ago. I am the one who is willing to kill Aro and everyone else who gets in the way of my family even if it kills me in the progress. Worst of all I am the worst mother, wife, also the worst person and also worst person to be in a family with.” I stated all of this in less than a Minute rant. I was upset with myself. I was mad at myself. I just wanted to crawl in bett and sob and cry the tears I will never be able to shed. He was going to convene me I didn’t do anything and say I am wrong but I don’t believe him. “Edward Mason Cullen, don’t Du dare.” I yelled. “Just don’t Du dare tell me I am wrong and that nothing I sagte was right.” I screamed. “Don’t Du DARE!!!” I seethed. I could tell just Von the look in his eyes that he was planning on doing just that. “Please Edward. Just don’t.” I stated. I fell into his arms and sobbed for everything and anything.
“Bella, I know Du don’t want to say anything but I feel as though it’s my job to say something. I also know it’s my job to care and help. Bella, Du have not failed. Du have won. Du have won back our freedom and our time to spend endless time together with OUR daughter and OUR family because of you. Bella, Du belong with our crazy, messed up family. Yes indeed Du have killed Jane and Alec but that doesn’t make Du a crazy monster. It makes Du the wife that I Liebe and makes Du the amazing mother Du are. It makes Du the daughter and sister –in –law that they love. Yes, I wouldn’t be surprised if Du had to take down Aro and Du won. Though let us help Du when it comes to that part. Please? “He took a breath and looked at me and held me tighter. “ Bella Cullen, Du are no monster because your number one reason for fighting was for your family. I would have done the same if I knew what was going on” He said. He stared down at and started laughing. “We would all do that if need be. Don’t ever forget that. Don’t allow yourself to forget that Du are not alone. That Du have a whole big family downstairs and Du have Neisse and I. I will always be Von your side. If Du let me.” He stated and he kissed me. We were soon interrupted Emmett.
Yeah Bells were all here for you. No matter what kind of trouble Du are in. Du got to help. Even though what Du did out there was killer. It was amazing. Du got to teach me how to do some of that crap Du did.” I laughed and sagte maybe. “Oh, no maybes. I get a defiantly from Du missy. I understand Du are stubborn as hell. God, did we just realize how stubborn Du were when Du pushed us all away. Though just because Du as stubborn as hell that doesn’t mean I won’t beat your ass.” He was standing in front of me with his arms out for a hug and I ran into them. He was my big teddy bär that was my big brother that I knew had until now.
“Thanks Emmett. That was good to hear from you.” I said. With the Liebe had for my Favorit brother –in-law coming out thickly.
“Your welcome, Bells. Now how about Du come down stairs and explain what the hell happened.” Emmett said. I looked at Edward in a silent look asking if it would be okay and if he would come with me. He just nodded and picked me up and ran down the stairs into the living room bring me down also.
“GUYS!” I yelled. “We need to talk everyone meet up in the living room.” I yelled. I walked over to the coach where my daughter was sitting and I grabbed onto her not letting go just letting her cry and sob into my shirt.
“I am so sorry honey” I said. “I Liebe Du baby girl” I sagte and hugged her again. Edward sat down Weiter to us and wiped away the tears falling down her cheeks.
10 Minuten later
Everyone filled into the room taking any sitz available. I took a deep breath before I looked at everyone and saw confusion and a million other expressions but the one that stand out the most is Liebe and concern and relief and worry. Once everyone realized I was ready all hell broke loose.
Llovera, gotas mínimas
Lloverá, de mi boca
Saldrá el mar
No, no, Romeo, no
No, no, me dejes ver
Tu vida fue gestada ya
Lloverá, caudales de agua
Agua lisa
Lloverá, desde mis ojos
No, no, Romeo, no
No, no me dejes ver
Que tu muerte fue gestada ya
Renacimiento
English Translation:
Llovera, minimum drops
Rain, from my mouth
Will the sea
No, no, Romeo, not
No, no, let me see
Your life was articulated and
Rain, water flows
Smooth water
Rain from my eyes
No, no, Romeo, not
No, do not let me see
May your death was articulated and
Renaissance
Lloverá, de mi boca
Saldrá el mar
No, no, Romeo, no
No, no, me dejes ver
Tu vida fue gestada ya
Lloverá, caudales de agua
Agua lisa
Lloverá, desde mis ojos
No, no, Romeo, no
No, no me dejes ver
Que tu muerte fue gestada ya
Renacimiento
English Translation:
Llovera, minimum drops
Rain, from my mouth
Will the sea
No, no, Romeo, not
No, no, let me see
Your life was articulated and
Rain, water flows
Smooth water
Rain from my eyes
No, no, Romeo, not
No, do not let me see
May your death was articulated and
Renaissance
If we never found this love
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
In this world the herz beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
In this world the herz beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Love, Liebe will take you
Love, Liebe will take Du there
Last born of the clan
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his messer and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing Weiter of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his Friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his Friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his messer and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing Weiter of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his Friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his Friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
Up with your turret
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what Du won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
Du barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let Du talk me
Won’t let Du talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what Du won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
Du barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let Du talk me
Won’t let Du talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
When these pillars get put down
It will be Du who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much Liebe would make Du whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my herz is teilt, split like Rio
And I assure Du my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
Du are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
It will be Du who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much Liebe would make Du whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my herz is teilt, split like Rio
And I assure Du my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
Du are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
Fans tried to save the school but in the end they couldn't get enough cash together.
A beliebt Twilight landmark has been demolished after a Fan fundraiser to save the site failed to reach its target amount. They needed $287,000 to preserve the facade of Forks High School in Forks, Washington raised just a few thousand dollars.
The school, where Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson filmed scenes for the hit vampire movies, is one of a handful of locations in the sleepy town visited Von devotees of the franchise to be destroyed.
The facade was bulldozed earlier this Monat as bosses make way to build a new school. So if Du want to see it, see it now!