Times.

There are times when Du feel lonely.
Times when Du can't talk to your best friend, because she won't take it seriously.
Times when Du can't talk to your mum,
because your scared she'll bring it up again.
Times when the people who would usally distract Du only make Du feel worce without knowing it.
Times when the one person Du can talk to is ast asleep at 00:45.
These are the times when Du just cry.

(Please forgive any spelling oder grammer mistakes.)


First thought.

The first time I saw you,
was only a glance.
I was a fool, Du know,
taking a chance.
Thoughts of Du and me
Filled my dreams,
only to be ripped
at the seams.
So I'll lay here,
My haert in tatters.
In hope that one day
Du might see
Me.

March Madness

By

Jeremy Gould



31 Days will come and go
Through each I'll remember
a past life
of everlasting strife
Each Tag I'll dismember
a little bit Mehr of my soul

4 Weeks, one lasting memory
will arrive to do its worst
to tie me down
I'll lose Mehr ground
my herz will nearly burst
my mind will agree

1 Monat will rear its ugly head
I'll return to solitary confinement
a prisoner in hell
it's just as well
'cause if I would break my last commandment
then I'd be better off dead

We're down to the final 4
the grief, the pain, the mourning, the sadness
which shall win this brutal war?
Welcome to my March Madness

when I
have
fears


when i have fears that i may cease to be
before my pen has glean’d my teeming brain,
before high piled books, in charact’ry,
hold like rich garners the full-riper’d grain;
when i behold, upon the night’s starr’d face,
huge cloudy symbols of a high romance,
and think that i may never live to trace their shadows,
with the magic hand of chance;
and when i feel, fair creature of an hour!
that i shall never look upon thee more,
never have relish in the faery
power of unreflecting love
then on the ufer of
the wide world i stand alone,
and think till Liebe and fame to nothingness do sink.

"posthumous and fugitive poems"
john keats [1795-1821]

D A W N


when darkness is no less than everything
you've built become undone
there's no fight and no flight
disaster leaves your passion overrun
it's time to let go
it's time to carry on with the show
don't mourn what is gone
greet the dawn
and i will be standing Von your side
together we'll face the turning tide
remembrance can be a sentence
but it comes to Du with
a Sekunde chance in tow
don't lose it, don't refuse it,
cause Du cannot learn a thing
Du think Du know
a new light is warm
shining down on Du after the storm
don't mourn what is gone, greet the dawn
and i will be standing Von your side
together we'll face the turning tide

we grow old with time
yet young with years
never to give up to fears
but we are never fine
yet we always sing

we live on this earth for all our lives
always experiencing something new
like emotion oder sights
there is never peace always pain
and life goes on with time
as we grow so do our souls

without life the would be no time
and without time we would mot have pain
and without pain there is no soul
and with no soul there is no life

"i still live i still think i still have to lice for i still have to think.... Fredrick Nietzsche" he also sagte " he who has a why to live can bare almost any how"

The Amulet
by
Jeremy Gould



The bands of Gold remind me
of the way Du held my hand
so tightly
so comfortably
like Du never would let go
Nobody ever wants to let go
including me
Perhaps it's just we don't know how

The Design is striking
just like Du were
with every breath
with every movement
I could watch Du for hours
and never be tired
of seeing you
of being near you

The cold chill that comes
and tickles my neck
every time I put on
that lovely amulet
takes me back to Du
The only place I want to be
The only person I care to see
Missing Du here with me

here is a poem... my therapist wants me to find ways to talk about my feelings....

i have felt sad before,
but this is so much stronger.
i feel like i am drowning,
deeper and deeper in to the black cold water.
i can not scream,
i can not swim to the surface.
i am to lost,
the sadness has consumed me,
as i slowly fade away.
the monster is consuming me,
where has the real me gone?
is she lost?
oder did the moster take her over,
and leave me for dead.
no one understands the monster,
no one but those who live consumed Von it.
deeply consumed like me.

this is a lyric (a type of poem) that i wrote as an assignment for language arts class and i chose to write one about my grandpa who has passed away because he was very sick, anyways tell me what u think. btw i got an A for this one :]






sadness is knowing i will never hear my grandpa's voice again
it feels like he left this world all too soon
sadness is watching a movie that we both loved
it reminds me of all the happy times we used to spend together
like the days when Du would pull me in my wagon
sadness waits for me after i do the things we used to do
sadness is the endless tears flowing down my face
it brings me to tears when i remember all our wonderful times
those are my sad, sweet memories of you

i'm so confuses right now.
how i feel.
if its real oder in my head.
if Du like me oder is our fate just friends.
if Du do would Du tell me.
oder keep it from me.
afrade that i dont feel the same.

i hope that if Du do that you'll tell me soon.
i'v falln hard for you.

Du dont have to tell me now but soon if Du do..
we'er spending Weihnachten together
so that would be the perffect time to do so

to tell me that its not just in my head that Du like me back
that Du want me that way i want you.

okay this is just some free writting
plz tell me what u think about this
is it any good?
is it bad?

well thanks for the support LOL =)

i beleive in Liebe like kids beleive in magic.
i beviele that there is someone for everyone out there.
i believe when i find him that i'll know he's the one when i see him.
that time will stop for what feels like forever.
i believe that when Du lose Liebe that they stay with Du for as long as Du need them.
that the world a little better when theres love.
that if people just Liebe a little they'd be happy.
that if people had Liebe they would look at life differint.
that everyone every where needs Liebe nomatter how old oder how young.

okay so this is just alil free Schreiben i'm not really sure if its good oder not so Kommentar and tell me plz =)

IN

YOUR

HOUSE





Von





JEREMY

GOULD



That first Tag Du let me in
I knew I'd always want to stay
I've never felt Mehr welcome
That safety will never go away



I found peace in your house



Everything seemed so clear
Possibilities on every wall
I wanted to stay there forever
I could've always answered your call



I saw my future in your house



But in a flash Du were gone
I Lost my future wife
But I gained something new
A hard lesson in life



I left my herz in your house

The pain I can control
The pain that makes me whole
The pain that stops and brings some tears
The pain that erases all my fears
The pain that I inflict with this knife
The pain that might be last in my life
The pain that brought me to my knees
The pain that woahed me full of pleas
The pain that made me see the light
The pain that is bringing me Home tonight
The pain that is wrong and bitter
The pain that makes me feel fitter
The pain that my Friends say is wrong
The pain that makes me feel so strong
The pain that makes my friend sad, and cry
The pain that makes her want to die
The pain thats not just pain to me
The pain that makes everyone see
The pain that thats tearing me apart
The pain thats ripping apart my heart
The pain that I'm addicted to
The pain I can't give up. Not even for you...

Pain is my only gain,
Pain is my friend,
Pain so deep and cold,
I feel at Home with the dark pain,

I Liebe pain pain is my friend,
Pain will bring back my love,
Pain will give me life once again,
Pain so deep and cold,
Is the only way i can have,
My Liebe and my friend,

Pain is the worlds friend,
Pain shows us if we do wrong,
Pain shows us who we are,
Pain is not only in the dark,
But in the light as well,

Pain is so deep and cunning,
Pain can Zeigen me who i am,
Pain shows the world who we are,
Pain is my only friend,

Without Liebe theres pain,
Without anyone theres pain,
With out the sun with out the moon,
Theres pain so as Du can see,
Pain is with us and always will be,
Pain will never leave its a marriage,

It's a soul and a part of you,
That will never leave,
Pain is my friend and it is your too....

FAR FROM THE DARK

Von JEREMY GOULD



Here I am
spitting in the face of adversity
There Du go
closing the door on our destiny

Sat up all night
as my mind swelled up with fear
I was alone again
with nothing to stop the tears

I walked outside
as the moon rose
The night became foggy
Silence as I froze

Life's my partner
My partner in crime
But with every thought of you
I wish to die

Lived through hardships galore
Searching for the slightest spark
Trying to get closer to the light
Just to be far from the dark

Love
Von Jeremy Gould



Love
Sweet love
Du found me
Replaced misery with joy
Erased pain flying away forever
Never returning to my body
No Mehr deadly sins
Gone for good
Thank you
Love

Love
Jealous love
I feel empty
Her eyes looking away
She's finding some other heart
She thinks it's Mehr valuable
I wasn't good enough
She left me
But why
Love?

Love
Greedy love
Du left me
Alone in the rain
To comfort someone else's fear
Du took everything with you
Brought back the pain
Now I cry
Fuck you
Liebe