Peacful night in bed
A quiet night outside
Ticking of the clock
A sudden loud noise
A shadow dances across the room
Du duck
Du hide
Du run away
From the Ilusions of the mind

Nice walk in the park
Birds ar singing
Children playing
Suddenly no song
Suddenly no laughter
Du duck
Du hide
Du run away
From the Ilusions of the mind

Walking Home from school
People talking on the phone
Not minding where they go
Forgeting who they are
No one hears Du call thier name
Du duck
Du hide
Du run away
From the Ilusions of the mind

Ten past midnight
Du cant sleep
Insomnia distroys the person Du were
Du see a shadow move
Du duck
Du hide
Du run away
No
Im not running anymore
Im not afraid
No one governs me
Not even the Ilusions of the mind

Echoing sounds through the hallway as floorboards click into thier place.
02.58
The clock ticks slowly as each Sekunde takes forevery to take place.
02.58
The pitch black of the night eluminated Von a small glow from the laptop.
02.58
Time never seems to stop
02.58
Rarely changing a didgit
02.59
The word is heard through ears as the forgotten sound of keys on the keyboard form thier own melody of words
02.59
03.00
Curfew was at 10
03.00
Gone past then
03.00
I want to wake up from this nightmare
03.00
But never can Du wake
02.59
For it takes Du back
02.58
To where Du started
02.57
Never ending
02.56
Never stopping
02.55
Never escaping from its grasp
06.00 AM
For there is no cure
12.00 PM
Ive tried them all
3.00 PM
None seem to work
5.00 PM
Not yawning since forever
9.00 PM
The cycle goes on
11.00 PM
For insomnia
12 Midnight
Insomnia never sleeps

Everyday,
Like any other day,
I woke up like any other people do.
Still sleepy and bleh.

Well things started to change.
I used to hear Hunde barking.
Katzen clawing,
Birds chirping,
But thats all gone.
Now, all I hear and feel is nothing
But sadness.

I couldnt really tell anyone why I feel like this.
Why?
Im afraid to tell.
No one would've understand.
No one would even talk to me.
Thats how everything changed.

Everyone used to talk to me.
But now,
At a new place,
Even different faces,
Not one person talks to me.
They see me,
But they would push me
And shove me in lockers.
Then tease and taunt me.

I would tell Du what I am so afraid of,
But its hard for Du to understand.
Just dont worry about it.

Some how,
I dont know how,
But Things just started to become different.
Sometimes,
Things are meant to be changed
But,
Sometimes not supposed to.

I loved Du so much
I thought about Du everyday
But there was something
That I never got to tell you.

I Liebe you
I want you
But now I can't
Anymore. Now that
I am gone.

Everytime in the halls,
And I passed Von you,
My herz would beat so fast.
Sometimes, I thought Du liked me too.

We have been Friends for a long time,
But, it hurts everytime that I think of you
Du aren't there anymore.

I never got to tell Du how much I loved you.
How much I cared about you.
How much Du helped through tough times.

I guess we were never meant to be.
I'm sorry.

When I smiled,
When I laughed,
It was because I thought of death.
When I cried,
When I screamed,
It was because my death was to slow.
When I smiled my final smile,
No one cried,
No one cared.
I grabbed a messer and a slip of paper,
I wrote my final words,
I sat in my room staring at the knife.
I heard a laugh,
I heard a cry,
Turned to see my family right Von my side.
I ran away,
I’m scare to death,
I grab my messer but it wont kill.
Someone had grabbed my arm,
Someone cried for me to stop,
I turned and fell deep in love.
I turned so fast,
I fell so fast,
Du caught me on the verge of death.
Du saved me,
Du cared about me,
I felt alone,
I now felt loved,
But the Weiter Tag Du died,
The Weiter Tag I cried,
I need to be with you,
I want to be with you,
I grabbed the gun,
I pulled the trigger,
Then I saw a beautiful figure.
Du came,
I saw,
Du wrapped me in your arms,
And now we will walk together,
Forever.

Du kissed another girl but why couldn't that be me?
Then Du say I Liebe Du to her why isn't that me your
Saying That to?
When Du hug her, why am I not the one to be hugged?
When Du protect her from bad things, why aren't I the one to feel safe?
When she cries, how come I'm not the one to crie on your
Shoulder?
When Du hold her tight, why can't I be held in your arms?
When Du tell her we belong together, why couldn't we be together?

When Du make her laugh, how come I can't be the one
To smile and laugh with you?
When Du see her smile and start Küssen her, why can't that be me?

Here I lay so pale and weak
I wish I could be healty,
coz that is what I seek.
Seeing, people living so happily,
I do not need to think twice.
I wish I could have what a healthy person has,
being jumpy, happy and so full of life.

Where most of these days I feel,
I can't talk oder breath
As people say live and let live.
Why must I be buried in my bed,
Feeling no hope, in my herz oder head.

People can jump around,
be who they want to be.
Where as I feel like I can't get out of bed,
but thats just me.
Seeing, people living so happily,
I do not need to think twice.
I wish I could have what a healthy person has,
being jumpy, happy and so full of life.

The distance between us
can be so sweet and disturbing
the same time.
I look at Du stealthily,
admiring the beauty of your body.

Oh this can't be real,
oh am i falling in Liebe again?

Should i stop?
Am i being reckless?
Does he look at me the same way
i look at him?

Too many questions,
don't know what to think,
my herz is so full of him,
i don't want to think.

If i KISS him,
will it be that sweet as i imagined?
Oh,save me,
my herz is so full of him!

I'm such a coward when he's around,
trembling on every small attention
he's been giving to me.

But,he sees.
He sees that very well.
He knows my herz is almost his,
and he's playing this game,
he's vain,and i'm just a catch.

Oh will he betray me?
I should have thought of that
before.
I shouldn't let that happen
so fast.

But now it's too late,
isn't it?
I buried my fears so deep
i thought i fooled them.
But they are always awake
and aware.
The fears of my own know
that very well...
My herz is so full of him.

A remembrance...
Of what,
of who?
Could it hurt,
could the pain return again?

There's me holding that
cold glass of wine,
staring at her,
trying to forget...

There's he,
sad and distant
like usual.

Oh why,
oh why?

There's me again,but this time
i was happy.
So happy for all those sweet
kisses he gave me...

And again he,looking at me
and wondering...

Oh i should have known!

Inside my Fantasy i seek
for his kisses that
poisoned my body,
i Suchen for the reason,
trying to see...

There's he again,
oh his kisses,
what did he do to me,
oh he fooled me again...

Nothing was real,
he was wondering,
oh he was trying to see
her in my eyes,
oh...

He gave me all that sweetness,
but he belongs to her.
Oh,he's so sad because of her.
He's so distant because of her.
Oh,he disrupt my dreams
because of her.

FROM..TO
ME^.^YOU



a simple word
for a special world
for Du and me

a simple thought
for a special bond
one cannot see

it wraps us up
in its cocoon
and holds us fiercely
in its womb

this simple word
was created from the Moon
for Du and me

in Weltraum and in time
my soul desperately
tries to find you

in the reality
of our infinity
it is so easy
for me to tell you

that all I want
is to LOVE you
all of YOU

i want to Liebe you
like no one else
could ever Liebe me
like Du do

will Du ever
forgive me
to Liebe you
like I do?

Am i being so frightened
to accept the truth
about who Du really are?
Maybe,
maybe that's who i am...

A frightened girl
that has created
her own world of Fantasy
just to protect herself
from all those dark thoughts
that could ruin her peace.

Inside this agony of love
she lets the fear to enter,
she lets the tears dripping
so slowly,
intensively.

But,
every inch of my body
yearn to feel your
soft hands.
Desire will be locked
deep inside myself,
to burn there,
to fly there...




To you,
my love. ♥

time goes Von
as i think of Du
staring in the mirror of my room
your lips are warm
my mouth it lingers
i think of Du
with fiery eyes
i want Du now
my sweety pie
Du are my life
my world my earth
time goes Von
with Du in mind
i stare off silentl;y
wisshing Du were right beside me
looking through
Du are my air
the only thing
that keeps me breathing
my darkess Bilder
are disapearing
Du are my Liebe
just like a taube
peacefull and beutiful
with oh such beuty
Du call to me
through the waves of life
Du are my baby
my lil muffin
my one true Liebe
that i cannot get enough of
I Liebe Du bree with all my herz
forever Du will have my love

miss Du Liebe
Du disapear
your like a ghost
but I do not fear
Behind my tears
Du never come
I miss your face
the angelic grace
I miss Du Liebe
Du I cannot see
I cannot speak
it's been forever Liebe
sice I've talked to Du
I miss Du Mehr
than I ever loved
Liebe is Liebe
and missing Du is sad
I need to see Du
to talk to Du
I need to Liebe Du again
I always Liebe Du but I miss loving Du to your fave
Liebe
Liebe Liebe
come back
mysteriously the rose petals have all turned black
the flame is blowing out
and warmth is torn from me
I miss Du Liebe
please come back to me
my arms are waiting and I need Du Mehr than ever
I miss Du love

The world was on feuer and
no one could save me but you
It's strange what desire
will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet
somebody like you
I never dreamed I'd love
somebody like you
No I didn't want to fall in love
No I don't want to fall in Liebe with you

What a wicked game to play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
Du never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you

And I don't want to fall in love
No I don't want to fall in Liebe with you

The world was on feuer and
no one could save me but you
It's strange what desire
will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd Liebe somebody like you
I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you

Liebe is brittle madness
This world is only gonna break our hearts
But my herz already fell … for you

(Written and performed Von the great Chris Isaac)