After everthing that Du do their has to be something in the way oder keeping Du from what Du want....... Then there is always something harming Du like pain.......
When life starts Du out Du are at the bottom of the chain. Sometimes Du just feel like Du accomplished what Du wanted to and Du feel like a hero. This is for all Du people that have done that.
If you'd notice that in certain parts there talking about jesus.You would know that when Jesus was on the kreuz his father forsakened him. and the Engel brushing through the sky and all.