This is following the week right after SPN final
The time between going to bett and falling asleep is the worst part in my day.. that is when all the things Du bury it deep comes to life, and Du are stuck there thinking about it till Du fall asleep.
Tag 1.... Saturday
I wake up late .. with red puffy eyes from last night. i brush my teeth with a grumpy face and i don't forget to gargle my mouth like Dean. yesterday was.. i don't even know how to start to describe it . but it is over. and now i have to Bewegen on. Summer with friends..I nodded my head trying to keep that thought in my head.
I had a dream that i was trying to talk Cass out of what he was doing. He kept saying he doesn't have a choice. and for the rest of that morning i was hearing his voice ringing in my head.I Don't Have a choice. " So much for moving on" i sagte it to my self with a smirk.my god i miss them so much.
Tag 4 ....Tuesday
I jumped out of my bett with my alarm "Heat of the moment" ringing so loud. what is this Zeigen doing to me ?i I asked my self that as i reached for my glasses. i couldn't ignore this heavy feeling on my chest these days. my mom asks me what is wrong? i say with the best smile i have: oh ..nothing..I'm fine. what would she say if i told her i am all broken about a TV show?! i took a deep breath and head to my daily house work.
Great time with my best friend , we went out shopping, tried all kind of shoes, laughed a lot, i sat down alone on a bench while she went to get us some ice cream. i went through my Musik Liste in my cellphone and i stopped on "carry on My wayward" Von Kansas and like a slide Zeigen clips from the Zeigen went through my head. after a while from staring to my cell my friend nudged me and gave me my ice cream. " where have Du been? she asked with smile on her face , " no big deal .. just thinking about buying new pair of jeans" i lied.
Tag 7 Friday
It has been a week, it Mehr felt to me like a month. funny how time goes. slow in pain and fast in happiness. i can't believe it is Friday. i feel like there is a whole in my schedule. i went to my laptop and started my daily surf in Facebook, Twitter and Tumblr. i found my self after a while digging in websites like Supernatural TV, the Winchester Family Business. and Lesen analyze Artikel about the finale. tried to tell my self that i needed this fix because i don't have an episode to watch. I closed the laptop and went to bett knowing that i will have another sleepless night.