It was not easy. At all. The pretending was clearly a desperate act of surviving and self preservation, as Jenna once said.

Acting as if anything had happened, as if she hadn't kissed Damon—again—then treated him like dirt, and saw him being on the rebound to Rebekah's arms. Not that she cared that much though. Schauspielen as if Klaus and all those original vamps were not out there, trying to kill her oder the Salvatores at any time, oder whatever it is they do in their free time in Mystic Falls. Schauspielen as if Bonnie hadn't wanted to see her, because everything was her fault, Schauspielen as if she hadn't...