If I don't get a job after uni I'm gonna disappear into the forest and start an anarcho-commie hippie commune away from the evils of capitalism, wanna join?
My financial state. I can't say that the place I happen to live offers me the best of chances towards what I am pursuing. To change that, what I need to deal with the most is my own lack of motivation for some as well as hesitation for other aspects in my life. So, an inner struggle as well besides outer factors. Things I am trying to work on and improve myself in insgesamt !!!!