Sorry for the wait, this chapter is longer than the others, this chapter is Mehr foccused on Stefan's and Blair relationship, hope Du like it :)
BPOV
I was awoken Von my whole room filling up with the smell of toast and eggs. I looked around and Jacob wasn’t Weiter to me, I was guessing he went home. I walked over to my balcony doors and opened the curtains to see the weather, dark grey clouds over powering the sky. My mum knocked on my bedroom door, I thought she was at work, I opened my door, but It was unlocked; Von my surprise Jacob was standing there with a plate of food, he was smiling at me.
“I made this for you” he said.
“Aw Jake that’s so sweet” I sagte smiling. There were scrambled eggs, toasted brot with some tomato, herbs, olive oil, some Obst and yogurt, orange saft and a small vase with some rosa roses. I smiled hugely at him and gave him a small KISS on the lips. He told me to sit on my bett and he put the tray over me sitting Weiter to me to keep me warm. I ate the scrambled eggs and took a few bites from the toasted brot with tomatoes.
“Jake this is delicious since when do Du know how to cook?” I asked.
“My mum taught me a few things with Essen when I was younger” he said.
“Well your mum must have been a fantastic and creative chef” I said, he smiled and kissed my forehead.
Jacob watched me as I enjoyed my breakfast, and cleaned my plate and let me have some privacy to get changed, I straightened my hair, put on my lighter jeans that was lightly acid washed, I put on a plain white singlet and on oben, nach oben of that a purple off the shoulder jumper, I got out my greyish purplish scarf, and my black ankle boots, and grabbed my tote bag which I used for school. I quickly walked down the stairs Jacob opened the door for me.
“Ladies first” he sagte smiling, I smiled back at him. He opened my car door to the passenger side I looked at him confused.
“Ill drive Du to school” he said.
“But how will Du get home?” I asked confused. He got his fist and punched his chest softly.
“Werewolf remember” he sagte
“Right” I grinned and got in the car.
Jacob parked my car and kissed me goodbye, then he was gone in a flash. I sighed and got out the car.
I walked to my locker, Nicole wasn’t at school today.
“Eleventh grade English class, has been cancelled this morning” The lady spoke over the speaker. Oh well that leaves me with a spare, maybe ill just study, I got out my history and maths books.
“Blair!” I hear a familiar male voice call out my name. I put my Bücher in my bag then turned around and saw Stefan standing right in front of me wearing a black leather jacke with jeans and casual shoes, his black hair swooping across his face, making his gorgeous green eyes pop, he was towering over me, did he just get taller?
“Stefan…you look huge” I said. He half smiled.
“I take that as a compliment” he said. “What do Du want to do on our spare?” he asked
“You’re in my English class?” I asked.
“Yeah, jeez Blair, im so hurt Du never noticed” he sagte sarcastically, I just smiled at him.
“Well I was planning on studying since the exams are soon” I shrugged my shoulders.
“Pffft, you’ll ace it anyway, where’s your boyfriend?” he asked.
“Obviously not here” I rolled my eyes at him.
“Okay then, come on” he sagte and started walking off.
“What? Where are we going?” I tried asking but before I knew it, he was out the door. I sighed and followed him outside; he was leaning against the Wand Weiter to the door with his arms crossed.
“My grandmother can walk faster then you, and she has a walking stick” he insulted me smiling. I just smirked at him.
“Whatever, the length of your strides are ten steps for me” I said, he just chuckled at me and told me to keep following. We were soon entering the forests. I stopped just outside the border of land and forest while Stefan was already in the forest; he stopped when he heard me not following him anymore.
“What’s wrong?” he asked.
“Where are Du taking me?” I sagte serious now.
“Into the forest, Blair don’t worry I wont let anything happen to you, I promise” he said, his green eyes, turning into Mehr of a forest green colour, it was almost hypnotizing, I shook my head and looked down trying not to look into his eyes.
“Why do Du want to take me in the forest?” I asked, not looking in his eyes, because if I did I knew I would never be able to look away.
“I want to Zeigen Du something” he said. I still didn’t look up, all of a sudden I felt Stefan’s hand gently fold into mine, his hand was so warm, almost the same as Jacobs temperature, I slowly looked up at Stefan, he was leaning down, his face just inches from mine, his eyes turning back into the brighter shade of green with a hint of gold, my mouth parted slightly, clearly dazzled.
“You can trust me” his warm breathe hit my face, almost smelling like karamell with a hint of mint. I just blinked and nodded at him, he smiled at me and stood up straight, until then I didn’t realise I was holding my breath, I finally let out a breath, and he let go of my hand. He slowed his pace down to match it to mine. We were walking for about three oder five Minuten now, Stefan not really saying anything to me. I looked at his face to read his expression; he had a hard look on his face his eyebrows slightly furrowed together, like he was in a deep concentration mode. Out of no where, on the clear wet muddy ground there was a log and of course clumsy me had to fall over it, but I wasn’t on my hands and knees, instead Stefan was holding my elbow and looking down at me.
“Be careful” he said, and helped me up, I just nodded at him and kept on following. About another five Minuten later we came to a stop.
“Were here” he said. I looked up and saw a beach, the sand was a pure white, and the water was a brilliant blue. I walked vorwärts-, nach vorn taking off my shoes so my feet could sink into the sand, I Liebe that feeling. I looked around it was beautiful gentle waves; I was trying to imagine it when the sun was out, the water would be still and sparkling.
“Wow” I breathed.
“Yeah I know” Stefan sagte standing Weiter to me looking out to the water.
“How did Du find this place?” I asked.
“I used to come here a lot when I was a kid” he said, Stefan walked off somewhere, I wasn’t really paying any attention just staring out at the water.
“Hey over here” I heard Stefan call. I looked in his direction he was sitting on a roundish rock I walked up to him and sat Weiter to him crossing my legs Indian style.
“Me and Jake used to come here when we were kids” he said, still looking out to the water, he had pebbles in his hand throwing them a far distance in the water.
“Well what happened?” I asked.
“Well, Dad got a job up in New York, so we had to move, and for the last three weeks Jake was pissed at me, and I guess it started from then, we never kept in contact, then we had to come back here, and Jake was even Mehr angry that I was back, and had to Mitmachen his pack” Stefan told me. I was confused for a moment, because Stefan wasn’t werewolf from what I knew.
“Wait you’re a were…wolf?” I struggled to ask.
“Yeah” he threw another pebble into the water bouncing three times before it sunk. I could see that Stefan was annoyed with Jacob, and annoyed with becoming a werewolf, how come I cant just know normal human boys?
“It will be okay, being a werewolf isn’t that bad from what I hear, Du get cool senses, like smell, eye sight and hearing, I would Liebe to have good eye sight wouldn’t have to wear stinking Lesen glasses, plus Du could hear what everyone is saying” I sagte trying to make it sound good “Oh and Du never get cold, that’s just awesome” He sighed.
“Yeah it might sound all awesome, but I didn’t want this”
“Well can’t Du just like…go back to human?”I asked.
“It’s not a lifestyle choice Bee, I didn’t chose this, it runs through my blood, if I could change it I would”
He was the first person to call me Bee, since my dad, it felt nice hearing someone calling me Von my childhood nick name.
“Well I guess the others no how Du feel” I said.
“Actually they don’t, I hide most of my thoughts and feelings from them, they just think im a boring person” he shrugged his shoulders, I didn’t realise we were talking about how Stefan felt; I liked listening to people talking about their feelings. He smiled at me
“I bet Du I can throw this pebble further then Du can” he teased, I gave him a sarcastic laugh.
“yeah right, as if” I said, we both stood up holding pebbles in our hands throwing them into the sky, disappearing and watching them skid across the water, we did that for a while just laughing and talking about things.
“Shit, I forgot school” Stefan spoke quickly.
“Come on” he sagte as he started running, I had to sprint to keep up with him.
“Stefan! Wait” I sagte trying to catch up with him in the forest, tripping over sticks and foresty things, he laughed at my clumsiness.
“Do Du want me to carry Du back?” he asked smiling.
“I can handle myself” I sagte trying not to smile, just then I fell over that very same log as I did before landing on my hands and knees, Stefan just cracking up laughing.
“I can handle myself” Stefan tried to impersonate my voice and then faking a fall. I couldn’t help it, he was funny I was laughing still on my hands and knees; he gave me his hand to help me get up.
“Look, Du ruined your pretty clothes” he said,
“They’ll survive” I responded.
“Are Du sure, they look pretty hurt” he sagte sarcastically.
“Are we just going to sit talking about my clothes’s feelings oder are we going to get back to school?” I asked chuckling.
“Oh right” he said.
“Let me carry Du it will be quicker” he said.
“Ill be okay” I said.
“Oh come on, I wont bite…not that hard” he sagte chuckling at his joke; I just rolled my eyes at him.
“Fine” I sagte and crossed my arms around my chest as he lifted me up in his arms and started sprinting, not even tripping just a steady sprint and his breathing was still even, we go back to school in no time, running through the doors laughing. I went to my locker and got my things for my Weiter class.
“Ill see Du later” Stefan sagte I just smiled and nodded, and walked off to class.
The rest of the Tag was pretty much boring, getting a stack of homework great. Well at least tomorrow was Friday and I was looking vorwärts-, nach vorn to go shopping with the girls, I needed some new clothes, plus now a new dress because Jake asked me to go to the formal with him, oder maybe I should Design one? But if I screw it up then im done for. It was nice how Stefan opened up to me before, and that strand was incredible, I wish I was paying attention to where we were walking so I could go there again. I hesitated to get out of the car for some reason, I looked around, our house surrounding Von trees, and other big houses, and the view of the beach, it didn’t feel like we were living in a small town, because everything in this particular area was big, the secrets, the forests, the werewolves, the vampires, it didn’t seem real, it felt like ive been sleeping for a Monat oder two and I was going to wake up any Minute back at home, and say ‘woah’ and then be angry with myself that I had to create such amazing characters in my dream such as Jacob. I shook my head trying to get the thought out.
“It’s not a dream Blair you’re awake” I whispered to myself. I sighed and got out my Mercedes.
Blair I will be Home late tonight, cook yourself something
Liebe Du Mum
That’s the note I read when I walked in, I was hungry so I did as she said, I cooked up some minestrone soup, it was my dad’s favourite. After I ate that I got change into some sweat pants and a jumper, put on my Lesen glasses and decided to go down to the strand to my homework I took a small blanket with me too.
I sat down on the sand wrapping the blanket around me to keep me warm and tucking it under my butt so it doesn’t get wet, and started doing my history four page essay. Was it just me oder did the rest of the Tag feel really boring?
“Blair?” I heard a familiar voice, I didn’t want to see him now, I didn’t know why.
“Blair, what are Du doing here? Its freezing” Jake told me. I didn’t answer him, I pretended not to hear him, and planned to blame the all the wind and the crashing waves for it, I continued to write my essay just finishing the Sekunde page now. Jake sat Weiter to me on the wet sand holding his knees loosely looking at me.
“Is everything alright?” he asked concerned. I looked at him
“Yeah everything’s fine, why?”
“You didn’t answer me before” he said.
“I didn’t hear you, the wind and waves were too noisy sorry” I sagte and looked back to my book, he didn’t buy it, he sighed and dropped his head I peaked under the curtain my hair was making which was lightly blowing in the wind, he was playing with his fingers, while his arms were still wrapped around his knees. I put my Bücher down feeling the guilt and sooted over Weiter to him rested my head on his shoulder
“Jake im sorry, I didn’t mean to make Du upset” I said, feeling pretty dam angry at myself for even thinking I shouldn’t want to see Jacob. He took my hand and rubbed it with his knowing that I was freezing, my cold skin burnt through his boiling hot temperature, and I could feel the tears building up in my eyes, for being angry at myself. I sniffled softly trying to hold the tears back, I hated crying in front of Jacob, and he didn’t even do anything wrong, it’s just because im such a stupid emotional person. I took my hand away from his and took my glasses off to wipe my tear that was going to fall down my face, Jake looked at me, eyeing my wet eyelashes.
“Blair, it’s alright, don’t cry honey, Du didn’t even do anything wrong I was trying to figure out why Du were Schauspielen different that’s all” he told me lovingly catching the tears with his fingers that escaped from my eyes. He smiled at me lovingly and I had to smile back.
“Im just angry at myself that’s all” I sagte shaky.
“Blair” he smiled at me and pulled me to him stroking the back of my head while I wrapped my arms around his neck, smelling his scent in, until that moment I didn’t realise how much ive missed my Jacob. I smiled into his shoulder squeezing my grip around him tighter.
“What did Du get up to today?” he asked pulling away slowly.
“School?” I said, he didn’t believe me.
“Why do Du smell like Stefan?” He asked.
“We had a free period and he took me to this most amazing beach” I sagte truthfully.
“Really?” he said.
“Yeah, the sand was paper white and the water a brilliant blue, ive never seen anything like it” I said.
“I can take Du there one day” he said, I sighed
“Its sort of a place where Stefan and I go, like this place Du and me go” I sagte looking at him hoping I didn’t upset him. He tried to force a smile, the edges of his mouth twitching.
“Alright, I understand” he said. “Any way I got to go, I want to catch up on some sleep” he got up looking down at me, I regretted saying that. He looked out to the forest eyeing it suspiciously; he then froze all his muscles tensed up.
“Blair” he sagte through his teeth. “Get behind me” he growled. I got up standing slightly behind him.
“Jac-“he put his finger on my mouth and sagte ‘shh’ he stood right in front of me. Someone walked out the forest, it was a girl, she was pale white and had long honey blonde curly hair, her golden eyes sparkled, and she had a fantastic body, she looked young fourteen oder something.
“What do Du want?” Jake spat through his teeth. She looked at him frightened and innocent, she opened her mouth to say something then she closed it, she eyed me and tilted her head slightly, Jacob stood up straight blocking my complete view.
“Answer my question” Jake spoke through his teeth again.
“I don’t know, im lost” she spoke her voice was so smooth it rang like a bell, she could become a professional singer just talking in her songs.
“Im not buying that crap, who sent you” he sagte again slightly trembling, I rubbed his arm trying to calm him down, he took a deep breath and he stopped shaking, I poked my head out from Jakes arm looking at her.
“Im not lying, a few months Vor I was walking back from my Friends house at night and I saw some shadows, so I started running, then someone came and grabbed me and I woke up like this, thirsting for blood” she sagte sadly.
“Well Blair’s not food” he said.
“I know, I don’t feed off human blood anymore, I met these other vampires, The Cullen’s they taught me self control, and a different diet, I ran away last night I couldn’t stay there anymore, I want to go home, but ill frighten my parents” she said. Jake sighed.
“Why should I believe you?” he asked
“Well my eyes aren’t red, their golden” she said, he considered it.
“Where were Du when our pack and Blair came to the Cullen’s house one night?” he asked.
“I was told to go away somewhere, so I did, I got sick and tired of taking orders from them and that Edward and Bella their too lovey dovey, it made me feel sick” she said. Jacob let out a chuckle.
“Nessie spoke of you” she said.
“Yeah?” he sagte back seeming not to care.
“She misses Du a lot” she told him.
“Too bad” he sagte back, but I could tell through a slight edge in his voice he cared. I stepped aside and stood Weiter to Jacob, I wasn’t afraid of her even if she was lying. Jacob looked at me.
“Ill be fine” I said. He looked back at the beautiful vampire girl.
“What’s your name?” he asked her.
“Angel” she said, I smiled at her.
“Angel?” he said.
“Yes” she sagte back, Jacob let out the biggest laugh ive ever heard. She looked at him confused.
“What is it that makes Du laugh about my name?” she asked
“Its just bloodsuckers aren’t angels, they’re demons” he said, Angel – Jäger der Finsternis looked down sad.
“I didn’t want this, ive tried killing myself, but nothing worked” she said.
“I can help Du with that” Jake sagte smirking, I slapped Jacob’s arm that was mean.
“Jake, Du don’t have to be rude” I said. He stopped smirking and he and raised one eyebrow at me, seriously he was Schauspielen like a five Jahr old, I rolled my eyes at him.
“What’s going on here?” Stefan called out, walking up to us standing Weiter to me, she introduced herself and re told the story and situation.
“Nice name, im Stefan” he said, and looked back to Jacob.
“Ill take care of it from here” he said, Stefan walked up to Angel, bending down so he could look up at her.
“How old are you?” he asked.
“Im thirteen” she said.
“Your still a little baby” Stefan smiled at her, she smiled back, Jake looked at him like he was pathetic
“Do Du have any special gifts?” he asked her sweetly.
“Well I can change my eye colour to a human colour, and make my body temperature not freezing cold, so I can fit in with humans” she sagte impressed.
“Show me” Stefan insisted. She closed her eyes taking a breath in, and about a Minute later she opened her eyes, the were blue, a gorgeous dark blue with hints of brighter green blending, Stefan put out his hand to touch her skin, his face looked shocked.
“Your human temperature and Du don’t stink” he sagte still shocked, she smiled at him.
“Can Du still use your vampire talents?” he asked.
“Yes, it’s sort of like a camouflage gift to hide out from enemies and Du guys” she said. I was so caught up in this when I looked to see Jacobs face he was gone.
“Jake?” I asked, but no one answered.
“Well stay like this and ill help you” he smiled at her.
“Thank Du this means a lot to me” she said, Stefan got up and walked towards me, and looked down to see my face.
“You need to control your boy” he told me “come on Angel” he said, she quickly walked over to him; she was fairly short well for a thirteen Jahr old I couldn’t argue.
“Hi im Blair” I sagte politely
“I know I assume Du know who I am now” she sagte in her gorgeous glocke voice.
“Yep” I smiled. Stefan walked closer to me and put his head right Weiter to my ear so his mouth was just inches away from it.
“Go to Jakes, tell him im taking care of this” he told me, calmly. I just nodded and he told Angel – Jäger der Finsternis to follow him as he walked through the forest.
I got changed out of my drenched clothes from the rain, and couldn’t be bothered drying my hair. I drove to Jakes, and got out of my car, leaning against my car door, my new clothes getting slightly wet in the drizzling rain; I sighed and knocked on his door. Billy answered the door.
“Blair?” he sagte confused
“Is Jacob home?” I asked.
“He sagte he was going to your house?” he asked confused.
“When did he leave here?” I asked
“About three Minuten ago” he sagte his eyebrows furrowing together making his wrinkles around them Mehr visible.
“Okay thanks Billy, ill go check” I sagte in a rush. His mouth just turned into a straight line his eyebrows still knotted together, clearly Wird angezeigt worry on his face. He just nodded, and I ran to get in my car.
Speeding too fast down the small road, my wind scrapers going crazy from the pouring rain, My eyes squinting so much trying to see through the wind shield, but it got covered like a flood every two seconds, I didn’t see a sharp turn and almost screamed when I saw it, I slammed down the breaks the car skidding and spinning uncontrollably from the wet roads, my eyes widened with fear, my herz thumping so loud it was all I could hear, my arms shaking on the steering wheel, and I was just praying to god that it would stop soon, I still had my foot on the brake, then finally my car hit a baum at thirty five kilometres, and an airbag popped out slamming my face right into it. I was still holding onto the steering wheel gripping it so tight my knuckles went white, I managed to let go and my hands were shaking. I put it to my herz trying to feel my herz accelerating with fear, I opened my mouth to let out a painful scream but nothing came out, the scream that was building up inside of me was afraid to be heard, I leaned my head against the head rest, my wind scarpers still wiping the windshield like crazy and my car flashing from all the lightning out side. I put my hands to my head, feeling a wet substance on it, I took my hand off of it slowly focussing on the blood on my hand that I wiped off from my head. I opened my door to get out, I limped my way out of my seat, standing in the darkness looking at my car, the passenger door, was caved into the baum and the mirror on the side was hanging off, the window on the passenger side shattered. I looked around trying to squint to see where I was, but I started to feel dizzy.
“Blair!” I heard faintly in the distance, my eye sight going blurry, Blair stay strong I told myself. I walked crookedly to my car putting my hands on the haube of it for support, the haube burning my hands from the heat of the engine, but I felt too weak to take them off.
“BLAIR” I heard again, closer this time, but through my ears it sounded faint. Someone then put their hands around my waist to support me spinning me around slowly trying not to hurt me, I couldn’t see the face, my eye sight was too blurry, the person was supporting me with one hand on my waist and put the other hand on my head where I was bleeding.
“Your going to okay Bee, just hang in there” the voice told me. My breathing suddenly hitched, the voice sounded blurry.
“Papa?” I asked weakly, my eyes fluttered closed and I thought that moment I just died, and I was in heaven with my dad, memories from when I was kid started replaying in my head, I was wearing a blue floral dress and my curly light brown hair was in pig tails, my dad chasing me in the park pretending he was a monster, then giving me some purple flowers, and put one in my hair. I was only four years old.
BPOV
I was awoken Von my whole room filling up with the smell of toast and eggs. I looked around and Jacob wasn’t Weiter to me, I was guessing he went home. I walked over to my balcony doors and opened the curtains to see the weather, dark grey clouds over powering the sky. My mum knocked on my bedroom door, I thought she was at work, I opened my door, but It was unlocked; Von my surprise Jacob was standing there with a plate of food, he was smiling at me.
“I made this for you” he said.
“Aw Jake that’s so sweet” I sagte smiling. There were scrambled eggs, toasted brot with some tomato, herbs, olive oil, some Obst and yogurt, orange saft and a small vase with some rosa roses. I smiled hugely at him and gave him a small KISS on the lips. He told me to sit on my bett and he put the tray over me sitting Weiter to me to keep me warm. I ate the scrambled eggs and took a few bites from the toasted brot with tomatoes.
“Jake this is delicious since when do Du know how to cook?” I asked.
“My mum taught me a few things with Essen when I was younger” he said.
“Well your mum must have been a fantastic and creative chef” I said, he smiled and kissed my forehead.
Jacob watched me as I enjoyed my breakfast, and cleaned my plate and let me have some privacy to get changed, I straightened my hair, put on my lighter jeans that was lightly acid washed, I put on a plain white singlet and on oben, nach oben of that a purple off the shoulder jumper, I got out my greyish purplish scarf, and my black ankle boots, and grabbed my tote bag which I used for school. I quickly walked down the stairs Jacob opened the door for me.
“Ladies first” he sagte smiling, I smiled back at him. He opened my car door to the passenger side I looked at him confused.
“Ill drive Du to school” he said.
“But how will Du get home?” I asked confused. He got his fist and punched his chest softly.
“Werewolf remember” he sagte
“Right” I grinned and got in the car.
Jacob parked my car and kissed me goodbye, then he was gone in a flash. I sighed and got out the car.
I walked to my locker, Nicole wasn’t at school today.
“Eleventh grade English class, has been cancelled this morning” The lady spoke over the speaker. Oh well that leaves me with a spare, maybe ill just study, I got out my history and maths books.
“Blair!” I hear a familiar male voice call out my name. I put my Bücher in my bag then turned around and saw Stefan standing right in front of me wearing a black leather jacke with jeans and casual shoes, his black hair swooping across his face, making his gorgeous green eyes pop, he was towering over me, did he just get taller?
“Stefan…you look huge” I said. He half smiled.
“I take that as a compliment” he said. “What do Du want to do on our spare?” he asked
“You’re in my English class?” I asked.
“Yeah, jeez Blair, im so hurt Du never noticed” he sagte sarcastically, I just smiled at him.
“Well I was planning on studying since the exams are soon” I shrugged my shoulders.
“Pffft, you’ll ace it anyway, where’s your boyfriend?” he asked.
“Obviously not here” I rolled my eyes at him.
“Okay then, come on” he sagte and started walking off.
“What? Where are we going?” I tried asking but before I knew it, he was out the door. I sighed and followed him outside; he was leaning against the Wand Weiter to the door with his arms crossed.
“My grandmother can walk faster then you, and she has a walking stick” he insulted me smiling. I just smirked at him.
“Whatever, the length of your strides are ten steps for me” I said, he just chuckled at me and told me to keep following. We were soon entering the forests. I stopped just outside the border of land and forest while Stefan was already in the forest; he stopped when he heard me not following him anymore.
“What’s wrong?” he asked.
“Where are Du taking me?” I sagte serious now.
“Into the forest, Blair don’t worry I wont let anything happen to you, I promise” he said, his green eyes, turning into Mehr of a forest green colour, it was almost hypnotizing, I shook my head and looked down trying not to look into his eyes.
“Why do Du want to take me in the forest?” I asked, not looking in his eyes, because if I did I knew I would never be able to look away.
“I want to Zeigen Du something” he said. I still didn’t look up, all of a sudden I felt Stefan’s hand gently fold into mine, his hand was so warm, almost the same as Jacobs temperature, I slowly looked up at Stefan, he was leaning down, his face just inches from mine, his eyes turning back into the brighter shade of green with a hint of gold, my mouth parted slightly, clearly dazzled.
“You can trust me” his warm breathe hit my face, almost smelling like karamell with a hint of mint. I just blinked and nodded at him, he smiled at me and stood up straight, until then I didn’t realise I was holding my breath, I finally let out a breath, and he let go of my hand. He slowed his pace down to match it to mine. We were walking for about three oder five Minuten now, Stefan not really saying anything to me. I looked at his face to read his expression; he had a hard look on his face his eyebrows slightly furrowed together, like he was in a deep concentration mode. Out of no where, on the clear wet muddy ground there was a log and of course clumsy me had to fall over it, but I wasn’t on my hands and knees, instead Stefan was holding my elbow and looking down at me.
“Be careful” he said, and helped me up, I just nodded at him and kept on following. About another five Minuten later we came to a stop.
“Were here” he said. I looked up and saw a beach, the sand was a pure white, and the water was a brilliant blue. I walked vorwärts-, nach vorn taking off my shoes so my feet could sink into the sand, I Liebe that feeling. I looked around it was beautiful gentle waves; I was trying to imagine it when the sun was out, the water would be still and sparkling.
“Wow” I breathed.
“Yeah I know” Stefan sagte standing Weiter to me looking out to the water.
“How did Du find this place?” I asked.
“I used to come here a lot when I was a kid” he said, Stefan walked off somewhere, I wasn’t really paying any attention just staring out at the water.
“Hey over here” I heard Stefan call. I looked in his direction he was sitting on a roundish rock I walked up to him and sat Weiter to him crossing my legs Indian style.
“Me and Jake used to come here when we were kids” he said, still looking out to the water, he had pebbles in his hand throwing them a far distance in the water.
“Well what happened?” I asked.
“Well, Dad got a job up in New York, so we had to move, and for the last three weeks Jake was pissed at me, and I guess it started from then, we never kept in contact, then we had to come back here, and Jake was even Mehr angry that I was back, and had to Mitmachen his pack” Stefan told me. I was confused for a moment, because Stefan wasn’t werewolf from what I knew.
“Wait you’re a were…wolf?” I struggled to ask.
“Yeah” he threw another pebble into the water bouncing three times before it sunk. I could see that Stefan was annoyed with Jacob, and annoyed with becoming a werewolf, how come I cant just know normal human boys?
“It will be okay, being a werewolf isn’t that bad from what I hear, Du get cool senses, like smell, eye sight and hearing, I would Liebe to have good eye sight wouldn’t have to wear stinking Lesen glasses, plus Du could hear what everyone is saying” I sagte trying to make it sound good “Oh and Du never get cold, that’s just awesome” He sighed.
“Yeah it might sound all awesome, but I didn’t want this”
“Well can’t Du just like…go back to human?”I asked.
“It’s not a lifestyle choice Bee, I didn’t chose this, it runs through my blood, if I could change it I would”
He was the first person to call me Bee, since my dad, it felt nice hearing someone calling me Von my childhood nick name.
“Well I guess the others no how Du feel” I said.
“Actually they don’t, I hide most of my thoughts and feelings from them, they just think im a boring person” he shrugged his shoulders, I didn’t realise we were talking about how Stefan felt; I liked listening to people talking about their feelings. He smiled at me
“I bet Du I can throw this pebble further then Du can” he teased, I gave him a sarcastic laugh.
“yeah right, as if” I said, we both stood up holding pebbles in our hands throwing them into the sky, disappearing and watching them skid across the water, we did that for a while just laughing and talking about things.
“Shit, I forgot school” Stefan spoke quickly.
“Come on” he sagte as he started running, I had to sprint to keep up with him.
“Stefan! Wait” I sagte trying to catch up with him in the forest, tripping over sticks and foresty things, he laughed at my clumsiness.
“Do Du want me to carry Du back?” he asked smiling.
“I can handle myself” I sagte trying not to smile, just then I fell over that very same log as I did before landing on my hands and knees, Stefan just cracking up laughing.
“I can handle myself” Stefan tried to impersonate my voice and then faking a fall. I couldn’t help it, he was funny I was laughing still on my hands and knees; he gave me his hand to help me get up.
“Look, Du ruined your pretty clothes” he said,
“They’ll survive” I responded.
“Are Du sure, they look pretty hurt” he sagte sarcastically.
“Are we just going to sit talking about my clothes’s feelings oder are we going to get back to school?” I asked chuckling.
“Oh right” he said.
“Let me carry Du it will be quicker” he said.
“Ill be okay” I said.
“Oh come on, I wont bite…not that hard” he sagte chuckling at his joke; I just rolled my eyes at him.
“Fine” I sagte and crossed my arms around my chest as he lifted me up in his arms and started sprinting, not even tripping just a steady sprint and his breathing was still even, we go back to school in no time, running through the doors laughing. I went to my locker and got my things for my Weiter class.
“Ill see Du later” Stefan sagte I just smiled and nodded, and walked off to class.
The rest of the Tag was pretty much boring, getting a stack of homework great. Well at least tomorrow was Friday and I was looking vorwärts-, nach vorn to go shopping with the girls, I needed some new clothes, plus now a new dress because Jake asked me to go to the formal with him, oder maybe I should Design one? But if I screw it up then im done for. It was nice how Stefan opened up to me before, and that strand was incredible, I wish I was paying attention to where we were walking so I could go there again. I hesitated to get out of the car for some reason, I looked around, our house surrounding Von trees, and other big houses, and the view of the beach, it didn’t feel like we were living in a small town, because everything in this particular area was big, the secrets, the forests, the werewolves, the vampires, it didn’t seem real, it felt like ive been sleeping for a Monat oder two and I was going to wake up any Minute back at home, and say ‘woah’ and then be angry with myself that I had to create such amazing characters in my dream such as Jacob. I shook my head trying to get the thought out.
“It’s not a dream Blair you’re awake” I whispered to myself. I sighed and got out my Mercedes.
Blair I will be Home late tonight, cook yourself something
Liebe Du Mum
That’s the note I read when I walked in, I was hungry so I did as she said, I cooked up some minestrone soup, it was my dad’s favourite. After I ate that I got change into some sweat pants and a jumper, put on my Lesen glasses and decided to go down to the strand to my homework I took a small blanket with me too.
I sat down on the sand wrapping the blanket around me to keep me warm and tucking it under my butt so it doesn’t get wet, and started doing my history four page essay. Was it just me oder did the rest of the Tag feel really boring?
“Blair?” I heard a familiar voice, I didn’t want to see him now, I didn’t know why.
“Blair, what are Du doing here? Its freezing” Jake told me. I didn’t answer him, I pretended not to hear him, and planned to blame the all the wind and the crashing waves for it, I continued to write my essay just finishing the Sekunde page now. Jake sat Weiter to me on the wet sand holding his knees loosely looking at me.
“Is everything alright?” he asked concerned. I looked at him
“Yeah everything’s fine, why?”
“You didn’t answer me before” he said.
“I didn’t hear you, the wind and waves were too noisy sorry” I sagte and looked back to my book, he didn’t buy it, he sighed and dropped his head I peaked under the curtain my hair was making which was lightly blowing in the wind, he was playing with his fingers, while his arms were still wrapped around his knees. I put my Bücher down feeling the guilt and sooted over Weiter to him rested my head on his shoulder
“Jake im sorry, I didn’t mean to make Du upset” I said, feeling pretty dam angry at myself for even thinking I shouldn’t want to see Jacob. He took my hand and rubbed it with his knowing that I was freezing, my cold skin burnt through his boiling hot temperature, and I could feel the tears building up in my eyes, for being angry at myself. I sniffled softly trying to hold the tears back, I hated crying in front of Jacob, and he didn’t even do anything wrong, it’s just because im such a stupid emotional person. I took my hand away from his and took my glasses off to wipe my tear that was going to fall down my face, Jake looked at me, eyeing my wet eyelashes.
“Blair, it’s alright, don’t cry honey, Du didn’t even do anything wrong I was trying to figure out why Du were Schauspielen different that’s all” he told me lovingly catching the tears with his fingers that escaped from my eyes. He smiled at me lovingly and I had to smile back.
“Im just angry at myself that’s all” I sagte shaky.
“Blair” he smiled at me and pulled me to him stroking the back of my head while I wrapped my arms around his neck, smelling his scent in, until that moment I didn’t realise how much ive missed my Jacob. I smiled into his shoulder squeezing my grip around him tighter.
“What did Du get up to today?” he asked pulling away slowly.
“School?” I said, he didn’t believe me.
“Why do Du smell like Stefan?” He asked.
“We had a free period and he took me to this most amazing beach” I sagte truthfully.
“Really?” he said.
“Yeah, the sand was paper white and the water a brilliant blue, ive never seen anything like it” I said.
“I can take Du there one day” he said, I sighed
“Its sort of a place where Stefan and I go, like this place Du and me go” I sagte looking at him hoping I didn’t upset him. He tried to force a smile, the edges of his mouth twitching.
“Alright, I understand” he said. “Any way I got to go, I want to catch up on some sleep” he got up looking down at me, I regretted saying that. He looked out to the forest eyeing it suspiciously; he then froze all his muscles tensed up.
“Blair” he sagte through his teeth. “Get behind me” he growled. I got up standing slightly behind him.
“Jac-“he put his finger on my mouth and sagte ‘shh’ he stood right in front of me. Someone walked out the forest, it was a girl, she was pale white and had long honey blonde curly hair, her golden eyes sparkled, and she had a fantastic body, she looked young fourteen oder something.
“What do Du want?” Jake spat through his teeth. She looked at him frightened and innocent, she opened her mouth to say something then she closed it, she eyed me and tilted her head slightly, Jacob stood up straight blocking my complete view.
“Answer my question” Jake spoke through his teeth again.
“I don’t know, im lost” she spoke her voice was so smooth it rang like a bell, she could become a professional singer just talking in her songs.
“Im not buying that crap, who sent you” he sagte again slightly trembling, I rubbed his arm trying to calm him down, he took a deep breath and he stopped shaking, I poked my head out from Jakes arm looking at her.
“Im not lying, a few months Vor I was walking back from my Friends house at night and I saw some shadows, so I started running, then someone came and grabbed me and I woke up like this, thirsting for blood” she sagte sadly.
“Well Blair’s not food” he said.
“I know, I don’t feed off human blood anymore, I met these other vampires, The Cullen’s they taught me self control, and a different diet, I ran away last night I couldn’t stay there anymore, I want to go home, but ill frighten my parents” she said. Jake sighed.
“Why should I believe you?” he asked
“Well my eyes aren’t red, their golden” she said, he considered it.
“Where were Du when our pack and Blair came to the Cullen’s house one night?” he asked.
“I was told to go away somewhere, so I did, I got sick and tired of taking orders from them and that Edward and Bella their too lovey dovey, it made me feel sick” she said. Jacob let out a chuckle.
“Nessie spoke of you” she said.
“Yeah?” he sagte back seeming not to care.
“She misses Du a lot” she told him.
“Too bad” he sagte back, but I could tell through a slight edge in his voice he cared. I stepped aside and stood Weiter to Jacob, I wasn’t afraid of her even if she was lying. Jacob looked at me.
“Ill be fine” I said. He looked back at the beautiful vampire girl.
“What’s your name?” he asked her.
“Angel” she said, I smiled at her.
“Angel?” he said.
“Yes” she sagte back, Jacob let out the biggest laugh ive ever heard. She looked at him confused.
“What is it that makes Du laugh about my name?” she asked
“Its just bloodsuckers aren’t angels, they’re demons” he said, Angel – Jäger der Finsternis looked down sad.
“I didn’t want this, ive tried killing myself, but nothing worked” she said.
“I can help Du with that” Jake sagte smirking, I slapped Jacob’s arm that was mean.
“Jake, Du don’t have to be rude” I said. He stopped smirking and he and raised one eyebrow at me, seriously he was Schauspielen like a five Jahr old, I rolled my eyes at him.
“What’s going on here?” Stefan called out, walking up to us standing Weiter to me, she introduced herself and re told the story and situation.
“Nice name, im Stefan” he said, and looked back to Jacob.
“Ill take care of it from here” he said, Stefan walked up to Angel, bending down so he could look up at her.
“How old are you?” he asked.
“Im thirteen” she said.
“Your still a little baby” Stefan smiled at her, she smiled back, Jake looked at him like he was pathetic
“Do Du have any special gifts?” he asked her sweetly.
“Well I can change my eye colour to a human colour, and make my body temperature not freezing cold, so I can fit in with humans” she sagte impressed.
“Show me” Stefan insisted. She closed her eyes taking a breath in, and about a Minute later she opened her eyes, the were blue, a gorgeous dark blue with hints of brighter green blending, Stefan put out his hand to touch her skin, his face looked shocked.
“Your human temperature and Du don’t stink” he sagte still shocked, she smiled at him.
“Can Du still use your vampire talents?” he asked.
“Yes, it’s sort of like a camouflage gift to hide out from enemies and Du guys” she said. I was so caught up in this when I looked to see Jacobs face he was gone.
“Jake?” I asked, but no one answered.
“Well stay like this and ill help you” he smiled at her.
“Thank Du this means a lot to me” she said, Stefan got up and walked towards me, and looked down to see my face.
“You need to control your boy” he told me “come on Angel” he said, she quickly walked over to him; she was fairly short well for a thirteen Jahr old I couldn’t argue.
“Hi im Blair” I sagte politely
“I know I assume Du know who I am now” she sagte in her gorgeous glocke voice.
“Yep” I smiled. Stefan walked closer to me and put his head right Weiter to my ear so his mouth was just inches away from it.
“Go to Jakes, tell him im taking care of this” he told me, calmly. I just nodded and he told Angel – Jäger der Finsternis to follow him as he walked through the forest.
I got changed out of my drenched clothes from the rain, and couldn’t be bothered drying my hair. I drove to Jakes, and got out of my car, leaning against my car door, my new clothes getting slightly wet in the drizzling rain; I sighed and knocked on his door. Billy answered the door.
“Blair?” he sagte confused
“Is Jacob home?” I asked.
“He sagte he was going to your house?” he asked confused.
“When did he leave here?” I asked
“About three Minuten ago” he sagte his eyebrows furrowing together making his wrinkles around them Mehr visible.
“Okay thanks Billy, ill go check” I sagte in a rush. His mouth just turned into a straight line his eyebrows still knotted together, clearly Wird angezeigt worry on his face. He just nodded, and I ran to get in my car.
Speeding too fast down the small road, my wind scrapers going crazy from the pouring rain, My eyes squinting so much trying to see through the wind shield, but it got covered like a flood every two seconds, I didn’t see a sharp turn and almost screamed when I saw it, I slammed down the breaks the car skidding and spinning uncontrollably from the wet roads, my eyes widened with fear, my herz thumping so loud it was all I could hear, my arms shaking on the steering wheel, and I was just praying to god that it would stop soon, I still had my foot on the brake, then finally my car hit a baum at thirty five kilometres, and an airbag popped out slamming my face right into it. I was still holding onto the steering wheel gripping it so tight my knuckles went white, I managed to let go and my hands were shaking. I put it to my herz trying to feel my herz accelerating with fear, I opened my mouth to let out a painful scream but nothing came out, the scream that was building up inside of me was afraid to be heard, I leaned my head against the head rest, my wind scarpers still wiping the windshield like crazy and my car flashing from all the lightning out side. I put my hands to my head, feeling a wet substance on it, I took my hand off of it slowly focussing on the blood on my hand that I wiped off from my head. I opened my door to get out, I limped my way out of my seat, standing in the darkness looking at my car, the passenger door, was caved into the baum and the mirror on the side was hanging off, the window on the passenger side shattered. I looked around trying to squint to see where I was, but I started to feel dizzy.
“Blair!” I heard faintly in the distance, my eye sight going blurry, Blair stay strong I told myself. I walked crookedly to my car putting my hands on the haube of it for support, the haube burning my hands from the heat of the engine, but I felt too weak to take them off.
“BLAIR” I heard again, closer this time, but through my ears it sounded faint. Someone then put their hands around my waist to support me spinning me around slowly trying not to hurt me, I couldn’t see the face, my eye sight was too blurry, the person was supporting me with one hand on my waist and put the other hand on my head where I was bleeding.
“Your going to okay Bee, just hang in there” the voice told me. My breathing suddenly hitched, the voice sounded blurry.
“Papa?” I asked weakly, my eyes fluttered closed and I thought that moment I just died, and I was in heaven with my dad, memories from when I was kid started replaying in my head, I was wearing a blue floral dress and my curly light brown hair was in pig tails, my dad chasing me in the park pretending he was a monster, then giving me some purple flowers, and put one in my hair. I was only four years old.
Renessme
i met Du yesterday down at lapush beach
but now i see Du belong to the blood suking leach
when he left i saw Du die inside
now that i see you'r not trying to hide anymore he comes back
what is it that i lack
i see Du are engaged
so i had to see if Du had feelings left for me i gave Du a KISS
and it must have hurt him but now i see Du go back to him
and all of them
now i see Du get marred and have you'r baby now that i see her
she makes me feel the way Du did i can be happy like i used to be with my renessme
why did she have to marry that bloodsucker that leech?! edward cullen doesnt deserve someone like bella swan! i DO!i wonder what would our lives have been if she had chosen me. we would live very happy hhhmmm.charlie wouldve been happy,we are practically family, i just dont know what she sees in that bloodsucker. every night i howl at the moon moaning over how much i Liebe bella.if she had chosen me i wouldnt need her to transform so she could stay with me.i would age with her.we wouldnt need a new beginning. but on the opposite ofthe black side the bright side is i have renesmee. shes so gorgeous,shes everything id ever want.i only want bella to be happy, i really do, so i guess she stays with the bloodsuaker and me with renesmee.