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Renesmee_XD said:
Okaay so two Fragen in one, so I'll answer them one Von one. Number One : Edward thought himself to be a monster for many reasons besides the obvious. 1) His transformation into a Vampire, Von myth Vampire are bloodsucking leeches, that are evil. Not many people want to become evil and especially in the era he was born, I am hoping, he was strong Christian. For example he thinks the Vampire have no souls not good enough for Heaven where Bella should go. "Edward's with me up to a point. God and heaven exist … and so does hell. But he doesn't believe there is an afterlife for our kind." Carlisle's voice was very soft; he stared out the big window over the sink, into the darkness. "You see, he thinks we've Lost our souls." [New Moon Chapter Stitches 2) He also had rebellious period where he killed many humans: rapists, murderers etc. From 1927-31. "Well, I had a typical bout of rebellious adolescence — about ten years after I was… born… created, whatever Du want to call it. I wasn't sold on his life of abstinence, and I resented him for curbing my appetite. So I went off on my own for a time."… "But as time went on, I began to see the monster in my eyes. I couldn't escape the debt of so much human life taken, no matter how justified. And I went back to Carlisle and Esme. They welcomed me back like the prodigal. It was Mehr than I deserved...” [Twilight: Chapter Carlisle] 3) He also thinks himself for a monster for the brining Bella into his life, making her the creature of night etc. “happen to result in Bella becoming a prisoner to this half-immortal half-life? Now – devastated Von the longing for this girl - I could understand how I might, in forgivable selfishness, ask my father for that favour. Ask him to take away her life and soul so that I could keep her forever. She deserved better.” [Midnight Sun: Chapter Page 110] Part 2: 1) I guess same answer as number 3 :) 2) A quotation from New Moon that I tells why Edward thinks he’s not good enough. :) “only left Du in the first place because I wanted Du to have a chance at a normal, happy, human life. I could see what I was doing to you—keeping Du constantly on the edge of danger, taking Du away from the world Du belonged in, risking your life every moment I was with you. So I had to try. I had to do something, and it seemed like leaving was the only way. If I hadn't thought Du would be better off” New Moon:Chapter The Truth That one cost Edward to leave Bella Edit: Longest Answer I have EVER wrote :)
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