What happens in our lives doesn't affect how close we are to God. We get closer to him Von giving him Mehr of our time, Von acknowledging his power in the hardest of times and seeing his greatness through it all.
somtimes we can be burdend with life many setbacks, its all a test of endurance. and yes its hard, but Du must understand, that god is a god of compassion, mercy and love. he would never allow Du to be tested anymore than Du can handle. stay strong, keep the faith, and continue to live Von the words of the gospels each Tag of your life. and then Du may see change accure.