After a couple hours of driving Sam got tired. He pulled over and poked Dean to wake him up. Dean sat up and rubbed his eyes. “What?” he mumbled sleepy.
“Your turn to drive” Sam said. He stepped out and walked around the car, while Dean moved to the driver’s seat. Sam stepped back in at the passenger seat, but Dean made no movements on starting the car.
“I’m tired, Sammy” he sagte soft.
“You’ve been sleeping for the last two hours. How can Du be tired?” Sam asked surprised.
“I mean I’m tired” Dean repeated and he turned to Sam. “I’m tired of it all. I’m tired...

Heaven
Anna walked towards a blonde angel, who stared ahead of her.
“You failed” she sagte when Anna came standing Weiter to her.
“I asked Meg if she wanted me to wipe her memories of Cas, but she refused” Anna defended herself. “What was I supposed to do? Just take them?”
The blonde Angel – Jäger der Finsternis turned to her. “Yes” she replied cold. “Unfortunately, there’s no time for that anymore” she continued, looking back upfront. “We have to prepare. Castiel’s body will shortly return to the Heavens where it belongs”
“Did we have to let it get that far?” Anna asked careful.
The blonde...

Meg was sitting at the küche tabelle with a glass of red wine when someone rang the bell. She ignored it, but the visitor wouldn’t leave. When Meg could no longer pretend she didn’t hear the incessant knocking, she stood and staggered to the hallway. She opened the door and gazed at Jo, had a bag with her.
“Can I come in?” Jo asked and without waiting for an invitation she entered the house and walked past Meg. “I’ll take this to the spare room. Don’t worry, I’ll find it myself” She walked to the stairs and left Meg somewhat stunned.
She checked a few rooms, until she found...

“I’m going to pack our bags” Sam decided. “We’ve stayed in this town for far too long”
“I can call mom and ask her if Du can crash at her place for a few days” Jo offered.
Sam nodded in agreement, then he looked at Dean. “I know Du want to stay here, to be close to Cas, but I think it’s better if we go somewhere where we won’t be reminded of all this”
Dean shrugged and stood. He walked to the door and headed to his car. He opened the door and got in at the driver’s seat.
“Mom says it’s okay” Jo sagte soft after hanging up. “She’ll be happy to see Du boys...

Sam parked the car in front of their motel. Dean was in no state to drive and even if he was he’d be capable of crashing into a wall. He helped Dean walk to the porch, while he tried to find his key with his free hand.
He could’ve saved himself the trouble, though. The door opened and Jo appeared. She moved aside and let Sam carry Dean inside. He brought him to the couch and put him down. Dean fell down and closed his eyes.
Sam walked towards Jo.
“Is he going to be okay?” Jo asked with a concerned nod at Dean.
“Physically, sure” Sam replied. “Emotionally, I don’t think so. Not...

Dean walked into the cemetery with a bottle of bourbon. He had left Sam, who had fallen asleep on the couch. Dean headed to Cas’ grave and though it was the middle of the Tag he unscrewed the bottle and drank.
“Okay!” he shouted, looking at the sky and spreading his arms widely. “”Whatever son of a hündin is running this Zeigen now, better get your Crowley serving arsch down here!”
He took another gulp while he waited, but no one came.
“Dean!”
Dean rolled his eyes and drank again. Now Sam was going to ruin it all.
“Dean, what the hell are Du doing?” Sam asked when he reached his...

Dean and Sam walked away from the grave.
“What I did was for Cas, too” Meg called them back. Dean turned around and headed back to her.
“You killed him” he trembled and he pointed an accusing finger at Meg. “Now you’re going to tell me Du did that for him? That’s stier, bull crap!”
“He was begging me to stop his pain. He was so afraid of Lucifer returning to him. I had to help him” Meg appealed. She wasn’t sure why it was so important that Dean understood. She only knew it would be important to Cas.
“Cas was going to fight back and I was going to support him. Du didn’t even...

One week later.

Dean, Sam and Meg were standing around a grave. Cas’ grave. After hours of interrogation the three of them had been released, but Cas’ corpse had been confiscated until now. There had been an autopsy and of course the police wanted to know where he’d get the burns. Sam, Dean and Meg had agreed on a story about self-defense and once the police had bought it they were free to go.
They heard loud voices and laughter. Sam turned around irritated and saw a gang of young people heading towards them. They had two bottles of booze with them. They stopped at the grave. One of them...

Half an Stunde passed Von where Cas stared at the ceiling and Dean tried to talk to him. The door opened and Meg entered.
“It’s my turn” she sagte difficult. Dean pretended not to hear her and stayed where he was. But Cas had heard Meg’s voice and lifted up his head. He cast Dean a begging look and tried to free his hand again. But it was as if their hands were glued on to each other’s. Sam grabbed Dean’s wrist and separated the two.
“Come on, we’ll wait outside” he sagte and he dragged Dean out of the room.
Meg walked towards the bett and crawled Weiter to Cas. Cas searched for her...

Sam and Dean hurried to Cas and picked him up from the floor. They each threw an arm around their shoulders and carried him to the bed.
“Ehm” Meg started nervous. “Ehm…why don’t Du guys stay here for half an hour? I’ll just wait outside” Without waiting for a reply, Meg walked to the door and left the room, leaving Sam and Dean alone with Cas.
Sam pulled a chair and Dean sank down on the bed. He caressed Cas’ cheek and Cas opened his eyes. Dean cast him an affectionate smile, but Cas widened his eyes and sat up, keeping away from Dean.
“Get out” he sagte shaking.
“What?”...

Dean hurried to the seemingly unconscious Cas and turned him over.
“Cas, hey, wake up” he softly said, with a desperate undertone. He wasn’t dead. He couldn’t be. To Dean’s relief Cas opened his eyes with effort.
“Dean?” he whispered hoarse. “Is it over?” he asked, looking at the other two. Dean nodded, grabbed Cas’ hand and pulled him up. He embraced Cas as if he was never letting go. Then he felt a sharp pain in his side. He looked shocked at Cas who cast him a big smile.
“Gotcha” he sagte and he threw Dean against the wall.
“Dean!” Sam exclaimed and ran towards his...

Dean parked the Impala on the driveway and walked to Cas and Meg’s house. Sam helped the priest get out and they followed Dean to the house.
They walked upstairs to Cas and Meg’s room. Dean walked in first and swallowed when he saw Cas had gotten even weaker. They were barely on time.
The priest held his steps when he recognized Cas’ face.
“What’s the problem?” Sam wondered behind the priest.
“That’s Castiel Novak” the priest started.
“Yeah” Dean sagte obvious.
“Though when I first met him, on his wedding day, he went Von Emmanuel. He pretended not to know who he was. It...

Sam and Dean parked their car in front of the fifth church they found. The Zurück four had all been empty. They hoped luck would be on their side for a change.
Dean pushed the door of the church open and looked inside.
“Hello?” he called. When they didn’t get a response he cursed. “Have all priests been abducted Von aliens oder something?”
“I don’t know. Maybe Lucifer foresaw our plan and prevented it Von killing all priests” Sam replied concerned.
They heard a noise somewhere at the back of the church. The door of the confessional opened and a man in robes came out.
“Father!”...

Meg opened the door and carried a basket and a bowl of water inside the room.
“What’s that?” Sam asked, with a nod at the basket. Meg didn’t answer, but walked straight to Cas. She took his chin and lifted up his head, so she could look in his eyes.
“Cas?” she sagte softly. Cas blinked slowly and difficult. Why hadn’t she been able to tell the difference? She turned her head to the brothers. “We need help. We need someone religious, like a priest”
“Okay” Sam replied. “Come on, Dean, let’s go”
But Dean stared at Cas and Meg. He didn’t want to leave them alone with...

Dean held his hands tightly against his ears, but Cas’ screeching still found its way in. The door opened and Meg appeared.
“Sam needs Du in there. He wants to try again” she sagte with heavy voice. She walked past him to the bathroom.
Dean entered the room and froze at the sight of Cas’ mutilated body.
“Are Du with me, Dean?” Sam asked sharp. Dean inhaled deeply through his nose.
“Let’s just get it over with” he replied.
“Exorcizamus te, omnis immundus spiritus, omnis satanica potestas, omnis incursio infernalis adversarii, omnis legio, omnis congregatio et secta diabolica...”...

“Exorcizamus te, omnis immundus spiritus, omnis satanica potestas, omnis incursio infernalis adversarii, omnis legio, omnis congregatio et secta diabolica...
Ergo, draco maledicte et omnis legio diabolica, adjuramus te ... cessa decipere humanas creaturas, eisque æternæ perditionìs venenum propinare...
Vade, satana, inventor et magister omnis fallaciæ, hostis humanæ salutis...
Humiliare sub potenti manu Dei; contremisce et effuge, invocato a nobis sancto et terribili nomine... quem inferi tremunt...
Ab insidiis diaboli, libera nos, Domine.
Ut Ecclesiam tuam secura tibi facias libertate servire,...

Lucifer lifted Meg from the ground and swung her to the other side of the room. He turned to Sam and Dean. “Why don’t Du two Mitmachen her?” he suggested. He motioned his hand and Sam and Dean flew in the air and landed Weiter to Meg. Meg leaned towards Dean and whispered something in his ear. He glanced at Lucifer and nodded in understanding. He grabbed Sam’s shoulder and pulled him up. “Run, Sammy” he sagte dark. They headed for the stairs, while Lucifer watch them go. He wanted to follow them, when Meg blocked his way and threatened him with the demon knife. “I will drive it through...

All three turned to Cas, as realization punched them in the face, while Cas slowly started moving again in a spasmodic way.
“Two’s a party…” Dean said.
“…three’s a crowd” Sam added.
“He’s being possessed” Meg finished.
Cas stood and smiled.
“Well, that took Du long enough” he sagte demeaning. “You morons have no idea how much fun I’ve been having with my little brother” His expression changed and he turned to Dean. “But, Dean…they raped me. Du can’t possibly understand how fucked up I am, because of that” he acted, before he burst into laughter. “You...

The man fell on the gras, grass and a white light left him. With bulging eyes Jimmy saw the light floating towards him. It went inside him and Jimmy was fulfilled with a glowing heat.
He waited expectantly for the demon to kill Cas, but nothing happened.
“What are Du waiting for?” he asked disappointed. Suddenly he felt a stinging pain in his heart. He loosened his tie and opened the upper buttons of his shirt.
He grabbed his chest and fell on his knees. He gasped for air, while he felt the life flow out of him. He fell on the grass, Weiter to the other man, twisting and struggling, while he realized...

Jimmy entered the local library. He walked to the schreibtisch and asked for the Bücher on religion. The librarian gave him directions and he walked to the right section.
He walked alongside the shelves and every now and then he pulled out a book, flipped it open and browsed through it, only to conclude there was nothing useful in it.
After some time of Lesen Jimmy gave up. These Bücher didn’t provide the answer he was so desperately looking for. Come to think of it, no one could be so stupid to write such information down. He left the bibliothek and headed for the church. Father Robert would be his...