Y does my herz ache?

I've felt nothing for a long time...I'm about to turn 13...but...I still have never had a boyfriend...I've been empty every since I turned 12. I was always thinking I'll never be in love, I'll never BE loved, I'll never have anybody...at all...I'm nothing...I'm nobody. I have nothing and I have nobody.

I understand emptiness and I understand pain.
It only comes when Du think it's necessary. So don't think about it. Try to make you're life better WITHOUT a person to actually LOVE, just think of Friends and family...it'll probably work...it hasn't worked for me yet because...well I have no friends. My family just...isn't there for me.

ur inlove for the first time, when ur inlove usually u felt ur herz ached and thts normal ;)