I held up the picture my dad had gegeben me of my older brother. I never knew him because he had been kicked out a few years after I was born; but knew I'd find him.
I was just having difficulty starting my search.
"Yo Erick!" my friend Aleasha called; jogging up to me.
I turned to her and grinned.
"Sup Aleasha."
"Still lookin'?" she asked; looking at the picture.
I nodded lightly and sighed.
"It's gonna take forever...! I don't even know what he looks like NOW!"
"I think..." she started; ripping the picture from me. "...he'll look somewhat like that..."
She pointed at the blonde at Starbucks; drinking black coffee. I took a deep breath and walked over to him.
"Ummm...are Du Corey Niles...?" I asked softly.
"Who wants to know?" he growled up at me; then froze the instant he saw my face.
"Woah. Du remind me of my mom."
"OUR mom..." I corrected.
"Our-what!!??"
He jumped out of his sitz and spilt his coffee; staring at me.
"What's your name, kid?"
"Erick Niles..." I whispered. "...son of Michelle and Lawerence Niles..."
His eyes lit up and then darkened.
"Why are Du looking for me, Erick?"
"Because Dad begged me to...he died trying to find you...and Mom drank her pain away..." I sagte hurtfully; and Corey stared at me.
"So you're my little brother."
"Homeless now because they're dead..."
"Well!" he laughed. "Why not live with me??"
And that's how I found Corey. :P
Seem silly to you?
I was just having difficulty starting my search.
"Yo Erick!" my friend Aleasha called; jogging up to me.
I turned to her and grinned.
"Sup Aleasha."
"Still lookin'?" she asked; looking at the picture.
I nodded lightly and sighed.
"It's gonna take forever...! I don't even know what he looks like NOW!"
"I think..." she started; ripping the picture from me. "...he'll look somewhat like that..."
She pointed at the blonde at Starbucks; drinking black coffee. I took a deep breath and walked over to him.
"Ummm...are Du Corey Niles...?" I asked softly.
"Who wants to know?" he growled up at me; then froze the instant he saw my face.
"Woah. Du remind me of my mom."
"OUR mom..." I corrected.
"Our-what!!??"
He jumped out of his sitz and spilt his coffee; staring at me.
"What's your name, kid?"
"Erick Niles..." I whispered. "...son of Michelle and Lawerence Niles..."
His eyes lit up and then darkened.
"Why are Du looking for me, Erick?"
"Because Dad begged me to...he died trying to find you...and Mom drank her pain away..." I sagte hurtfully; and Corey stared at me.
"So you're my little brother."
"Homeless now because they're dead..."
"Well!" he laughed. "Why not live with me??"
And that's how I found Corey. :P
Seem silly to you?
They seem much brighter tonight.
That they do...
It's...cold.
You're dying, that's why...
I can't turn back, can I?
No...you can't...
Why did I do it?
That...you have to ask yourself...
But my herz won't listen anymore.
What do Du mean?
I keep hearing lies from my heart.
They are not lies. Du just won't accpet the truth.
So...it's all my fault then...?
Is that what your herz says?
I don't know anymore.
Tonight...when Du close your eyes...say the name of the person that watches over you...they will enter your room and will stay there.
What will they do for me?
Whatever Du need them to.
Then I want him to keep me warm and safe; make sure I don't fade away.
That...my friend...is what he'll do.
Dying is never easy, is it?
No.
Thank Du for listening.
Thank Du for telling me.
Who are you?
Your heart.
Alright. Besides my grad in two months, there is another event. It is nameless thus far, but it's very important for EVERYONE. I'm in the process of working on it, but those that have me on Facebook (Aleasha Erick Folster) can read it on my wall.
The Motto is this: We've been denied to everything, but today we do what we were told we cannot.
Does this clarify anything?
Well; my event is for those that couldn't play basketball because 'they were too short'. They couldn't dance with people of their own sex because 'you can't be seen because you're gay'. And every other discrimination towards mankind.
If Du like this, and want to be part of my committee, message me.
If Du don't, simply Zeigen your support.
:) Thank Du for reading.
The Motto is this: We've been denied to everything, but today we do what we were told we cannot.
Does this clarify anything?
Well; my event is for those that couldn't play basketball because 'they were too short'. They couldn't dance with people of their own sex because 'you can't be seen because you're gay'. And every other discrimination towards mankind.
If Du like this, and want to be part of my committee, message me.
If Du don't, simply Zeigen your support.
:) Thank Du for reading.
Liebe hurts,
Liebe scars,
Liebe wounds and marks
Any herz not tough oder strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
Liebe is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
I'm young,
I know,
But even so
I know a thing oder two, I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
Liebe is like a flame It burns Du when it's hot
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
Some fools think
Of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
Liebe is just a lie made to make Du blue
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
I know it isn't true
I know it isn't true
Liebe is just a lie made to make Du blue
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
Ooo-oo, Liebe hurts, Ooo-oo
Liebe scars,
Liebe wounds and marks
Any herz not tough oder strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
Liebe is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
I'm young,
I know,
But even so
I know a thing oder two, I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
Liebe is like a flame It burns Du when it's hot
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
Some fools think
Of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
Liebe is just a lie made to make Du blue
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
I know it isn't true
I know it isn't true
Liebe is just a lie made to make Du blue
Liebe hurts,
Ooo-oo Liebe hurts
Ooo-oo, Liebe hurts, Ooo-oo
Happiness. What is that?
An emotion that makes Du feel better.
A feeling of pride.
oder more?
Happiness.
I've often wondered if I'd ever feel it.
Express it.
Now I know what happiness is.
Happiness is what I feel when Du smile at me.
I express happiness when you're near me.
KISS me.
Touch me.
Du make me happy.
Du are my definition of happiness.
Am I your happiness?
~~For My Michelle~~
P.S. I will always Liebe you. I'd die for you. Because I don't want to lose my happiness.
My love.
My life.
Du are everything to me. :)
An emotion that makes Du feel better.
A feeling of pride.
oder more?
Happiness.
I've often wondered if I'd ever feel it.
Express it.
Now I know what happiness is.
Happiness is what I feel when Du smile at me.
I express happiness when you're near me.
KISS me.
Touch me.
Du make me happy.
Du are my definition of happiness.
Am I your happiness?
~~For My Michelle~~
P.S. I will always Liebe you. I'd die for you. Because I don't want to lose my happiness.
My love.
My life.
Du are everything to me. :)