Step one Du say we need to talk
He walks Du say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
Du stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and Du stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And Du begin to wonder why Du came


"Sit down. We need to talk." I demanded. Ciel started to walk the other way. I stood up.
"Ciel!" I yelled. He turned and smiled. He sat on the chair across from me. I sat down at stared at him. I didnt know him anymore....

Where did I go wrong, I Lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with Du all night
Had I known how to save a life


Weeks went by, sleepless nights, full of arguing and yelling....

Let him know that Du know best
Cause after all Du do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a Liste of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God, he hears you
And pray to God, he hears you


Tears streamed down my face, I stiffled a sob, hugging my notebook tightly. I pulled the pencil from my pocket, and started writing.

Where did I go wrong, I Lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with Du all night
Had I known how to save a life


Ciel sat on the couch rubbing his temples, he could hear Mel's sobs from across the house. He could almost feel the messer slice her wrist. He looked down at his wrist, it started bleeding aswell. He put his head in his hands, and sighed.

As he begins to raise his voice
Du lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until Du lose the road
oder break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
oder he'll say he's just not the same
And Du begin to wonder why Du came


"Mel! Du dont understand the importance of this!" Ciel shouted at me. I was in his face, tears streaming down my own. How did this all start....? I dont know... Maybe it was the file, maybe it was the presure... Maybe it was just another time I learn the hard way not to get close to anyone...

Where did I go wrong, I Lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with Du all night
Had I known how to save a life


Ciel shouted at me. Finally, I broke. I punched him straight in the jaw with my already bruised knuckles, and watched him fall over, clutching his jaw and wincing. I winced, and rubbed my bleeding knuckles. I ran out the door, and when I got outside, I unfurled my wings, and pushed down as hard as I could.

Where did I go wrong, I Lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with Du all night
Had I known how to save a life


Ciel woke up on the floor, a pool of blood and a tooth in sight.
"Mel..." He whispered. He snapped up, and grabbed his jacket, not bothering to wipe the blood off his face. He ran out the house, jumping onto his motorcycle, and zooming off into the night.

......How to save a life......

I curled up in the small cave, sobbing, bleeding from my wrists. I nestled my face into my knees, I could feel the knot in my stomach get worst, blood seep from my wrists into my jeans. I didnt care though...

......How to save a life......

Ciel felt empty, like half of him was gone. He sped up, ingoring most of the trafic laws. Speeding, scaring pedestrians, and passing cops. He leaned into the bike, and sped up.

Where did I go wrong, I Lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with Du all night
Had I known how to save a life


I settled my sob, down to whimpers. I pushed myself further back into the cave, hugging my knees, my eyes burning. I felt empty. I didnt have Ciel anymore. I Lost him... He was different... Du probably dont know what its like, loosing a brother. Its almost like getting a peice of Du torn off, then dissappearing forever. I just hurts more, in different places.

Where did I go wrong, I Lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with Du all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life


Ciel hissed under his breath, and pulled himself up, into the cave I was in. He crawled over and wrapped his arms around me, hugging me.
"Im sorry..." He whispered, rocking back and forth. I crumpled, bursting into a sob, clutching his shirt. He pulled me into his lap, hugging me, and rocking. I didnt want to fight anymore. I was exhasted, I needed to get away from this stress.
"I dont want to fight anymore!" I choked out in between sobs. Ciel stroked my hair, rocking, and humming. I guess... We were family again... We just hit a bump in the road... rocky, sharp, and bloody bump....



....How to save a life....



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