as if Du gave me a choice
everything about Du i loved
all other feelings aside i shoved
on your every word i hung
and even among
a crowd, only Du i see
nowhere else i would rather be
these feelings for you, that are kept inside
i can no longer hide
everything about Du i admire
Du are all i desire
so kind, so sweet, so passionate
everytime our eyes met
my herz would race
while looking at your smiling face
full of buety, life, and joy
with my emotions Du play like a toy
like a wild beast, my emotions cannot be tame
and i don't even know your name
Life's like a rollercoaster,
Don't waste the ride.
Live it up all the way,
because today's your last day
What would Du do?
Would Du cry a little, scream a little, think it's all pretend.
oder go into silence until the very end...
Would Du Liebe the ones Du hate the most oder be the person Du hide?
Would Du pretend that you're ok but really scream inside?
Would Du try and keep the sun from setting as your last Tag ends?
Knowing you'll never see it rise...
Tomorrow I'll be somewhere else Du say as Du close your eyes.
what can I do?
I'm self-centered, self-induldged, self-absorbed, hateful, short-tepered, implusive, in a complete state of denial, confused and lonely, yet I don't try to think.
a creature of the night
a princess of darkness
I long for light
colors
but all is midnight
and my only companions are the moon and the darkness
thought it comforts me when no one can
I wish to be out of darkness for once
to be clear, understood, unquestioned, and loved.
but who am I to ask for this?
who am I to want this?
is that what makes me human?
why?
all I want to know is why?