My stuff has already been moved down here to the jungle. I still can't shake off what happened yesterday, but Howl's been very sweet to me, assuring me everything's okay. Debbie has been helping me unpack my stuff and everything. Some people are still thinking that I'm crazy for moving down here, but I wanted to. Howl couldn't really adjust very well to my world, but with a little bit Mehr time, I'll get used to his world more. Debbie ran up to me and hugged me and asked," Lil, I know this may sound ridiculous and silly, but is it okay if I may stay with Du guys?" "Deb-" "I know it sounds weird, but the small time I've been here, I feel like a cool jungle, hippie person, and I Liebe that feeling! I'm sick of the high-heels, t.v., make-up n' earrings of New York City. I wanna live here so I can be myself, climb trees, oder even pee outside! Okay, that sounds really gross, but I've never done that before. Also, if Du and Howl have kids, then I can help Du guys raise them, and help Du give birth and everything. I've helped many of our Welpen and Pferde have Babys before, so I probably know what I'm doing. Also, I can help Du give the jungle feminine touch! Definately Mehr sparkles and fuzzy rosa things. I know Du hate them, but....I wanna give Du all the nice things and good times that we never really had as kids. I feel like it's too late now. I'm so sick of hearing my b**chy, super-ficial Friends make crappy Kommentare about you. Yes, you're unique and weird, but I Liebe you. Look in my eyes and see that I wanna be apart of your life again and be an actual sister." "Okay. Du can stay here, if that's okay with you, Howl?" "Yeah. I don't mind her. How's your arm doing Von the way? Sorry about that." "It's healing. A slight burn, but pills and ointment help. It's fine. I deserved it. I was really crudely and rudely Schauspielen like such a soriety house child and stuff."
We made somewhat of a little house. It didn't have any four walls oder a roof, but it was nice. I let Howl sleep in my bett with me that night (I swear nothing happened, and my sister kept picking on us about it! Ugh!) and he actually liked sleeping in it better than a baum branch. Debbie had to buy a near mattress because she couldn't use her water bett in the jungle. I really thought about what Debbie sagte about Howl and I having kids. Does she think we're getting married? I don't know if it's happening anytime soon. I wanna take things a little slower. Things have went so quickly! I just met Howl a few weeks ago, and already we're living with each other and sharing a bed! But, we're innocent about this situation, and he's really good at keeping things slow and calm. I've taught him a lot about love, families, marriage, and a lot of other things. I'm just glad I found someone that I trust and are willing to spend my life with, instead of being old and alone with an evil boyfriend, that cheats on Du and calls Du a fat cow after kidnapping Du and stuff. But yeah, I have never felt this way before. I really have a special connection with Howl.
We made somewhat of a little house. It didn't have any four walls oder a roof, but it was nice. I let Howl sleep in my bett with me that night (I swear nothing happened, and my sister kept picking on us about it! Ugh!) and he actually liked sleeping in it better than a baum branch. Debbie had to buy a near mattress because she couldn't use her water bett in the jungle. I really thought about what Debbie sagte about Howl and I having kids. Does she think we're getting married? I don't know if it's happening anytime soon. I wanna take things a little slower. Things have went so quickly! I just met Howl a few weeks ago, and already we're living with each other and sharing a bed! But, we're innocent about this situation, and he's really good at keeping things slow and calm. I've taught him a lot about love, families, marriage, and a lot of other things. I'm just glad I found someone that I trust and are willing to spend my life with, instead of being old and alone with an evil boyfriend, that cheats on Du and calls Du a fat cow after kidnapping Du and stuff. But yeah, I have never felt this way before. I really have a special connection with Howl.
Forever
Forever Du are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what Du promised
Your herz is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected Von your eagle like wings
Forever loved Von your ocean wide heart
Forever safe, sicher in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
Forever Du are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what Du promised
Your herz is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected Von your eagle like wings
Forever loved Von your ocean wide heart
Forever safe, sicher in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
preface
if the one person Du told the truth to all the time was now the one person Du have to keep it away from, would you?
would Du be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person Du told everything to, he was the one who keeps Du from falling apart, but if Du told him anything he might be the one to bring Du tummbling down.
if Du had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would Du chose? because if Du dont chose right, he may very well die.
if the one person Du told the truth to all the time was now the one person Du have to keep it away from, would you?
would Du be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person Du told everything to, he was the one who keeps Du from falling apart, but if Du told him anything he might be the one to bring Du tummbling down.
if Du had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would Du chose? because if Du dont chose right, he may very well die.
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two Von fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make Liebe to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the Rosen are dying
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two Von fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make Liebe to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the Rosen are dying
A Jahr Vor in my calculation,
A Jahr ago, there were situations.
The same song played now and then,
In my memory, it had begun.
Tears from my eyes were shed this morning,
It was the most tears I was shedding.
My world isn’t complete without you,
My world and I don’t know what to do.
Liebe isn’t a toy and never was.
Liebe is what Du cherish and keep as treasure.
My mind is at many topics at random,
It goes normal when you’re in my kingdom.
What ends my bad situations with people
Is my focus on you, my angel.
You’ll always be a part of me,
You’ll always be in my memory.
A Jahr ago, there were situations.
The same song played now and then,
In my memory, it had begun.
Tears from my eyes were shed this morning,
It was the most tears I was shedding.
My world isn’t complete without you,
My world and I don’t know what to do.
Liebe isn’t a toy and never was.
Liebe is what Du cherish and keep as treasure.
My mind is at many topics at random,
It goes normal when you’re in my kingdom.
What ends my bad situations with people
Is my focus on you, my angel.
You’ll always be a part of me,
You’ll always be in my memory.